Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
My mom died on Halloween. Creepy. Things like this are rarely taken lightly. What struck me odd about the holiday, is how easily people slip into witchcraft. And that is what Halloween is about. You dress like the dead to raise the dead.. Lawrence Krause is fond of saying that, "Most people are 99% atheist." We reject the old pagan gods, but still hold onto mono-theism like , Judeism , Islam and Christianity. But, that does not disprove the existence of the supernatural. Particle physics states that particles can be in two places at once and that these particles of energy blink in and out of existence from nothingness. That is supernatural. Nature has a beginning and a end. Life comes from life and dies. Nature abhors a vacuum. But, what if life were supernatural? Could the ancient pagan magic be real? I grew up in Cambridge, Massachusetts, every kind of new age Wiccan magic is practiced there. My mom warned me about Witchcraft, "You don't know what your dealing with." I've met good Witches and Satanist. The thing about Satanism is that it's angry. Good Witches want harmony with nature. Therein is the divergence. No offence intended, but why would you want to go to Hell? To each there own in the time allowed. I believe Jesus would not be taken seriously if he had begun preaching today. Most people are skeptical and cynical. He most certainly would not tolerate Halloween. Jesus taught, "That those who are not with me cannot enter Heaven." That is not multiculturism. This Halloween ask yourself do you believe in demons. And then consider what you would do if you encountered one. You could draw a magic circle around you. Or would you ask God or Jesus or Buddah to protect you? A Devil by definition is very angry. I make no bones about Halloween. . It is conjuring demons. Is that okay? Shalom, Muzzy |