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Rated: 18+ · Book · Fantasy · #1712884
Why I want to write a book
Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading.
It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids.
The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an
actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to
another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but
I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ...

Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind
can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in
my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky.
This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was
Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye.
It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled
from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore,
she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her.

Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut
one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall.
There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an
Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful.
I had an over night manager slap me in the face.
I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to
the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's
dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head.
It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me.

Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war
lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's
what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery.
November 15, 2014 at 2:09am
November 15, 2014 at 2:09am
#834082
Muzzy Re:
POBOX 821
Kittery, Maine
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I use to have a advice column. That was fun.
But, the Principle thought I was a sociopath.
Honestly, I think I'm a good person.

I'm also looking for a publicist .. cheep.
I keep getting rejection notices... for poor
grammar and juvenile writing. Geez!

I like my style. It's edgy.
For example: what if all women were lesbian?
If you think about how sexualized women are,
then it shouldn't be too difficult to convince them to be lesbian.
Why would they want a hairy man instead of a slender bikini waxed doll?

Besides, child birth is painful and can leave stretch marks.
Why would a woman want the burden of a pregnancy in a competitive society?
Ladies dress to impress ladies and they want to look sexy.
But, sexy for who? The men just want to fuck and sleep.
A women knows what a women wants.

I had a disturbing dream.
A nurse is opening the windows in a infant ward.
She calmly begins to toss the babies out the windows.
A doctor shouts at her and tackles a baby out of her arms.
She is laughing hysterically.

How many mothers are suicidal ?
After dropping dad off at the postal annex,
mom parked the car in the garage and stared at the concrete wall
in front of her with the engine running. I could smell the exhaust and shut the ignition off
and shook her shoulder to wake her .. If I hadn't noticed the car pull in,
she might have died .. I suppose she felt trapped .
She seemed very unhappy.

Children can be a burden.


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