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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
I think I have a fan following. My dad taught me to drive defensively and always check my mirrors. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a Bond film. I assume I'm being followed and my phone is tapped and my computer hacked. Don't you? There isn't a day that goes by I don't think about visiting my sister. She lives nearby in Kittery. But, she doesn't want to see me. I could just drive over and knock. I might get shot. You can buy a gun in Maine without a permit. The way I see it; my sister doesn't like me talking about our family on the inter-net. She's a teacher at a high school and needs to maintain her authority .. Did I mention she use to bath me? Yep. There was this huge iron sink with a deep side to soak dishes, sometimes I'd get my bath there. I was just a toddler and mom let Cathy and Maura bath me. .. I'll never forget it. Little things in our youth can have a profound effect later on in our boring lives. I was driving on 95 into New Hampshire after the big bridge and this crazy girl speed up behind me and then turned off, flipping me the bird. She looked like Hanna .. A prostitute I knew, not professionally. She was a neighbor. I gave her a lift around town and she never paid me for the gas. I thought that was odd, considering she had several hundred dollars in her purse. Prostitutes can be neurotic. Which reminds me if you need any advice you can write to me at: Muzzy POBOX 821 Kittery, ME 03904 I haven't had any great responses. One girl wrote she thinks she is growing a mustache. I wrote that is very common. We all have testosterone , even women. Not exactly Dr. Ruth.. I think I have a unique life experience and can give helpful insight to those troubled by life's peccadiloes ... Any Who, Tootles! |
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