Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
Recently, I spotted a blog about sex craved atheist and their plans to destroy religion and replace it with a hedonist culture. Personally, I am not opposed to sex crazed people. Dr Richard Dawkins has argued that a belief in a God, who cares about our sexual habits is stupid. There are many beliefs in God, but most follow the golden rule do onto to others as you would have them do onto you. Oscar Wild remarked that there are things I like done onto me that most people wouldn't want done onto them. He was gay. Dr. Richard Dawkins quotes genocidal violence in his book the God Delusion as an example of the god delusion in the Bible. But, that doesn't disprove the existence of God. It does question God's virtue. Is God good? Islamic terrorist believe God commands them. And they quote the genocidal tribal wars in the Bible. But, that does not prove God exits. It does prove that religious fundamentalism can be dangerous. WHAT GOOD IS FAITH? People can believe anything... The question shouldn't be can you believe it; but what evidence do you have to support your assertion? If a self-proclaimed profit were to appear today would you believe him? I have friends, who are Satanist. I'm not a Satanist. I have friends, who are Muslim. I'm not Muslim. I can disagree with a friend's faith and still be friends. I believe most people want to have a loving God. But, there is only faith to support this theory. Dr Richard Dawkins believes extraterrestial aliens designed our DNA. This would explain our rapid evolution. But, this is only a theory. I have argued with Christians over the Divinity of Jesus, but we are still friends. I think many Satanist are rebelling against their repressive Christian upbringing. There are a lot of teen Satanists. They forget Jesus taught forgiveness.+ How would a God speak to us? The media would mock Him/Her's Divinity. Miracles would be dismissed as magic tricks. Followers would be marginalized as gullible .. Nobody alive today knows what Jesus looked like. He could have been black. A Papal doctrine states, God gives sinners the grace to enter Heaven. If God foreknew that I was to be lost, then why did he create me? Every step forward in life would deny our own Liberty. 179 V |