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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
How much oil is there? How much drinkable water is there? My first memory of oil was baby oil. If I had a rash, mom would use baby oil on it. That was a very pleasant moment. The bottle is plastic. Plastic is an oil product and the oil inside is a petroleum product too. We bathe in oil and drink from plastic bottles.. When I was a tiny tike my mom left me alone in the house. I was very upset. I got a hammer and broke every mirror. Then I slicked up the iron bathtub and rolled about in the slippery tub. It was orgasmic. I added shampoo too. Until, I was a bubbly froth. Mom returned with a shriek . She tried to grab me, but I was too slippery. I ran about screaming. But, my mom was relentless and eventually threw a towel over me .. She kept me wrapped in the towel as she spanked me over her knee. It was orgasmic. Mom did not approve of my orgasm and scolded me which only increased the orgasm. She ordered me to shower. That was not easy to do in a well oiled iron tub. I smelled like lilacs and baby oil. 0 o V |
I bumped into her on Youtube.. She sounds real. She's a CIA whistle blower on 9/11 blunders and has self published "Extreme Prejudice." I like her story of betrayal and imprisonment by her CIA handler under the Patriot Act. It's very cloak and dagger.. . I have a fondness for James Bond flicks. This reminds me of "The Living Daylights." 007 allies himself with Afghan rebels against Russian diamond smugglers. This was when the Russians were occupying Afghanistan. It's ironic that these Afghan rebels were trained by the CIA and would latter be responsible for 9/11. Susan Lindauer was a CIA agent to Iraq. She is very enlightening. |
| Muzzy Re: POBOX 821 Kittery, Maine 03904 I use to have a advice column. That was fun. But, the Principle thought I was a sociopath. Honestly, I think I'm a good person. I'm also looking for a publicist .. cheep. I keep getting rejection notices... for poor grammar and juvenile writing. Geez! I like my style. It's edgy. For example: what if all women were lesbian? If you think about how sexualized women are, then it shouldn't be too difficult to convince them to be lesbian. Why would they want a hairy man instead of a slender bikini waxed doll? Besides, child birth is painful and can leave stretch marks. Why would a woman want the burden of a pregnancy in a competitive society? Ladies dress to impress ladies and they want to look sexy. But, sexy for who? The men just want to fuck and sleep. A women knows what a women wants. I had a disturbing dream. A nurse is opening the windows in a infant ward. She calmly begins to toss the babies out the windows. A doctor shouts at her and tackles a baby out of her arms. She is laughing hysterically. How many mothers are suicidal ? After dropping dad off at the postal annex, mom parked the car in the garage and stared at the concrete wall in front of her with the engine running. I could smell the exhaust and shut the ignition off and shook her shoulder to wake her .. If I hadn't noticed the car pull in, she might have died .. I suppose she felt trapped . She seemed very unhappy. Children can be a burden. OO V |
My dad loved to go to Mass. Maybe, he wanted to be a Priest? Catholic Churches are closing everywhere, because they are boring. Latin is boring. A Latin Catholic Mass is a death cult. Oh, my God I loathed Latin Mass. But, dad loved it and would drive miles to find one. Cardinal Medeiros order only New Order Masses be said in Boston. The Latin Mass was forbidden .. Yay! But, dad drove to Lawrence to hear the Latin Mass anyway... The Pope said it was okay. That was my childhood with dad. I don't remember having any fun with him. He wasn't mean. He was boring. Mom did all the spanking. Dad yelled at my sisters because of their fornication. My sisters liked to fornicate a lot. Mom slapped them. That was fun. Working in retail makes we wonder about these traits in my upbringing. Wal-Mart was masochistic. The managers would ask the associates to stay after closing to straighten the store off the clock and lock the doors. I would punched out and go out the fire exist. The alarm went off and the cops would come. But, I never got written up. It was illegal for Wal-Mart to lock the employees in the store. So, they got screwed by the labor board. I like to push the fire exist sometimes now; just for fun. It's legal .. Oops. The Home Depot is the red neck employer. Dian Bova, a manager at the Portsmouth Home Depot, told me she was KKK. It was after closing and management had asked associates to straighten the store for inventory. Apparently, it's okay to be KKK at the Home Depot. I told human resources and they said "That was her personal choice." Oh? And I knew a manager who confessed he was a NAZI. The Home Depot is a big fan of the Duck Dynasty. Yup. I think I'll catch a few winks.. Geez! |
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