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Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
My mom believed in Camelot and the marriage of King Author to Jesus' daughter Sarah. She believed that the messiah would be a descendant from King Author's line.. I got a copy of People Magazine with Kate and William's baby girl Princess Charlotte. Is this the divine line? Oy. The queen is the head of the Church of England, like a Pope... The older I get; the crazier life seems. I suppose if there is a God, he or she would want to communicate with us. Maybe, God is nuts? That would explain the hate, love relationship. God drowned every living thing that walked or flew, except for an inbred family and their live stalk, like the Duck Dynasty they floated away. Then came Abraham and Moses and Jesus and Mohamed .. Oy. Did Jesus really save the world from sin? How? I thought suicide was a mortal sin. Aren't we responsible for own sins? Abraham started sharia law with circumcisions .. Moses made it legal. All those stone throwing laws and genocidal tribal wars came from old testament law. Yup, Mohamed copied the Jews. "There shall be no graven image of the Lord" Leviticus decrees and today cartoonist are marked for death. Praise the Lord? I wonder if anyone can reason with a cartoon jihadist? I have a dream that Christians and Jews and gentiles can civilize Islam. But, history has demonstrated that true believers kill first and then make peace with God. Atheist just want to get along.. Richard Dawkins likes to argue that the universe does not need an intelligent designer. Well, then is the universe God? The first requirement of Divinity is not having a creator. He can accept infinite dimension , but deny an infinite God. That sounds like a natural prejudice. I'm confused... I better take a nap. ? |
We've all lost our tempers. One time I was eating an ice cream cone and a dope bumped into me and spilled my ice cream on my t-shirt. He didn't even apologize. I was quietly peeved. Another incident involved my mother, she would police my room for drugs and porn. Oh, I was a high school nerd. So, I didn't have any drugs but lots of Playboy and Hustler magazines .. She burned them. I shouted at her, "That's what Hitler would do!" Fast forward, to riots in the 70's anti-war protests. I just did not care. Nor did I care about the race riots in New York. I had my train set and porn. I especially enjoyed Rachael's visits .. and Virginia would strip in the center of my train set. I'd lay the tracks on the floor. Rachael was a Jew and Virginia was a color girl. They both loved to strip and had bouncy boobs. My mom never caught on. Maybe, she approved of live porn? I like variety. If you ponder racism, you'll see how silly it is to believe in racial purity. How could any one believe they're ancestors never came from Africa? Or, never had sex with color people? Paul Donavan is a big Irish American friend. He'd talk down on color people. So, I asked him, "Do you have any Italian relatives ?" He did. But, he didn't believe Italians were colored. Paul's a Boston cop. He has a catch fraise , "If it's white it stands. If it's brown it's down." Yup, he's a racist. I think critical thinking should be taught in school. There are a lot of stupid people. Just watch Fox News and you'll see color people demonized. Most slave owners had sexual relations with their African slaves. Thomas Jefferson did and he wrote, "All men are created equal." Hypocrisy? |
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