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My blog that'll chronicle my adventures here.
         Hello everyone! This will be a personal journal that will highlight my adventures with this account.
January 31, 2017 at 1:22pm
January 31, 2017 at 1:22pm
#903620
         It's been quite a while since I wrote in here. It's now 2017 and the new year is a month old and has begun with a bang. I'm so angry. The anger has been spread out evenly. I'm angry with myself for the horrible decision making. I'm angry with Matthew for not taking responsibility for his actions. I'm angry with John for being a horrific father.

         Matthew's first semester in his sophomore year was a total disaster. he failed Algebra. He isn't applying himself. I'm the only parent he has to rely on. I thought, wrongly of course, that with my help and encouragement, he would go far.

         I don't know what the future holds. Only God knows that. Whatever it holds, it's my hope that I can deal with it.
August 10, 2016 at 1:41pm
August 10, 2016 at 1:41pm
#889665
         I awoke to a very pleasant surprise. My latest entry in
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July 27, 2016 at 2:40pm
July 27, 2016 at 2:40pm
#888579
         It's been quite a while since I last wrote here. A great deal has happened since then. Both ACE and WorkInProgress have been paid their respective Social Security payments. I am not receiving any SSI as a result.

         I don't particularly like this arrangement. The part I dislike is the fact I get nothing. I never thought this would happen. Life is a BITCH!
June 19, 2016 at 1:44pm
June 19, 2016 at 1:44pm
#885083
It's HOT out here

It's HOT out here
and still we complain
Can the weather ever
Satisfy our disdain?

When it's -20 F
and two foot of snow
We still gripe
because that's all we know

The weather feels bad
and is at a loss
It seems to never win
We always seem angry and cross

Will there ever be
a time when we're happy and pleased?
and our gripes and complaints
will be forever eased?

That may only be
when we find an ideal place
to hang our hats
and have smiles on our face

In the state where I live
There are only two temps: hot and cold
Is this all there is?
If so, boy it's getting old

June 4, 2016 at 4:53pm
June 4, 2016 at 4:53pm
#883852
         My relationship with my mother has deteriorated even more today. I need to vent my feelings somewhere. I guess no place is safe. This relationship reminds me of an impossibly entangled ball of thread.. AS much as I would like to TRY to untangle it and get down to the root core of our problems.

         I do know one thing. I will NOT go through the tongue lashing I got today. She had no right. Yes! I did post those comments and I don't take any back. So, take your dressing down and SHOVE IT Corrine.
March 21, 2016 at 6:59pm
March 21, 2016 at 6:59pm
#877057
I haven't written in this blog for a while. I feel closer than ever to a divorce. John is turning into Perry more and more. He thinks it's fine to lie to me. I never gave him that impression.

On a much lighter note, I want to begin decorating AvidThinker's port. Creating new stories, poems, opinions, and other items motivates my creative juices. I can hardly wait. Good Evening all.
March 9, 2016 at 2:45am
March 9, 2016 at 2:45am
#876127
         I can't sleep tonight. I have too much on my mind. I'm literally living as a single parent. John is useless, a blob of wasted space.

         I know and realize that if I didn't marry him Matthew wouldn't be here. That, in itself, isn't true. After all, I was pregnant before the wedding.

         I'm writing this at 2:43 am. I just had to expel this penned up anger.
February 25, 2016 at 1:04pm
February 25, 2016 at 1:04pm
#874938
         Well, it's time to write again. We ar se buried in the frozen, white stuff. It's a never ending deluge. I hate being at a stand still. I want Spring/Summer year round. I went as far as searching for Section 8 housing in Hawaii. I would love to live there forever. The biggest pro would be not having to deal with the snow ever again. Here I go again, dreaming of what won't happen.

         I shouldn't dream. What's the point? They won't come true. Reasons? Lack of money. Motherly interference. What I need to do is take the bull by the horns; confront my fear and conquer it. If it wasn'tfor Matthew, Larry and Laurie, I'd tell her off, take what's mine, and depart to destination only known to me.

         I feel stifled. like the breath has been stolen from me. I need to feel the freedom to spread my wings. Right now, I feel like a jumbo jet that is stuck on a tiny runway. Right now, I feel that the only way for those dreams to materialize is to have Corrine gone. Problem; i would encounter the same situation. I'D never get the answers I seek.
February 23, 2016 at 6:00pm
February 23, 2016 at 6:00pm
#874750
         Well this is my first entry in this new journal. After much debate with self, I took the bull by the horns and began a new, second account. So far, I've created the account, wrote the bio block, biography, and review section.

         The one thing I don't understand is why second authorized accounts can't review items. On the one hand, I could understand that there would be double reviews on the same item. However, I would think that one member may like a certain genre, while the other may go in the direction totally different.

         Time will tell whether this venture was a good idea or not.i It better be. I sank some well earned gift points to do this.

          I'll keep this posted weekly. Welcome to the world of multitasking!

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