A loved one told me that I should write and keep writing. I never considered myself to be academic enough to do that. Becoming a mature student and finishing 4 years later with a degree, not only taught me the basics but that you DO NOT need to be academic to write anything! I have never until this week released that I have missed this important fact as well as many others in my life. I have kept everything in my mind for so long I need to get it all out, free my mind in order to manage the rest of my life. To those who have encouraged this "THANK YOU". Just dont be shocked if you ever come here to read some of it! I am finding myself!