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Rated: 18+ · Book · Fantasy · #1712884
Why I want to write a book
Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading.
It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids.
The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an
actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to
another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but
I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ...

Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind
can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in
my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky.
This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was
Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye.
It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled
from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore,
she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her.

Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut
one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall.
There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an
Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful.
I had an over night manager slap me in the face.
I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to
the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's
dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head.
It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me.

Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war
lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's
what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery.
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October 30, 2014 at 6:57pm
October 30, 2014 at 6:57pm
#832755
I think being rude is part of human nature.
I try to avoid confrontations. but, rudeness is everywhere.
It is very rude to mock the death of someone's mother.
My mother had died on Halloween .. I went to pick up
my subscription to Ghost at Ed's Comics a week later ..
I had told Ed about my mom's passing. He said that his
mother was dead too. I asked when did she die?
He smirked, "I'm just fucking with you."
I didn't get the gag and canceled my subscription.
I never went back to that store.

Ed apologized ... "Why would I be so rude?"

My neighbor , Mr. Hughes, asked me if dad would sell the house.
I said that dad had collapsed and was in the hospital.
He remarked, "Well, then everything is up for grabs."
I felt violent, but smiled, "Isn't it always?"
I tried to avoid Mr. Hughes after this, but he kept questioning me.
When dad's house was sold Mr. Hughes remarked,
"Thank God."

I suppose he wasn't fond of my family.

At a Home Depot, Casie Bova said to me,
"Your mother should have gone up the chimney."
I asked him what he meant by that.
He said he didn't know. I made a complaint.
It was odd to me he would be so hateful.
. .. Home Depot has zero tolerance
for harassment.

Nothing was done about my written complaint.

I don't believe I am overly sensitive.
It's just common courtesy to not insult someone's dead mother.
Unless your trying to start a fight.

Just my two cents,

~~~
<^>










October 25, 2014 at 6:11am
October 25, 2014 at 6:11am
#832237
Oh, that is the story of me.
My many encounters with failure and humility
have taught me that I usually lose...to you.
I met a Derek London in the summer of 77.
His parents were wealthy. His mom looked like
Marry Tyler Moore. I wanted her....She sunbathed
topless in their backyard. Their were a lot of bare
breasted women in Cambridge, Mass. The reasoning
went as such : men can go topless, why can't women?
That's okay with me.

Derek was a "color boy" as my mom would say.
He is of Ethiopian heritage. Derek beat me at basketball
and running and girls... But, not chess!
Derek's mother would get very colored sunbathing.
Normally, she was coco.. with wavy hair like
Mary Tyler Moore. Derek had a closely trimmed afro.
I noticed these things. I'm very visual.
Derek had been born without ears. He had reconstructed
ears from his butt.. I called him "Butt Head."
He called me "Casper."

Well, Derek was an atheist.
His parents were "Humanists."
They wanted Derek to decide what he thought was true.
At the time I thought atheists were Devil worshipers.
My dad had explained this to me~ "Atheist have no morals and follow Satan the ruler of this world."
"Was Socrates a Satanist?" I queried.
"No. He was a pagan." dad answered flatly.
Dad was an English teacher and taught Latin.
I was forced to attend Latin Mass. I'm not fluent
in Latin.

Did Jesus speak Arabmaic? Oy!

I would have debates with Derek over the existence
of God and Jesus. Derek had facts like, "What is real
is not imaginary!"
And I'd go on about cause and effect and ogal Derek's
mom, who smelled like cookies. Derek would punch me.
I think he won that debate..

I don't know what became of Derek.
He wanted to be a surgeon .. Andy told me Derek
was dead from a heart attack. But, Andy is not
reliable. He likes to drink a lot.

Well, did we learn something?
Maybe, maybe not.

=+=



October 15, 2014 at 10:37am
October 15, 2014 at 10:37am
#831225
I've had a pretty unusual life, but I want more.
Jesus was a large part of my childhood and adolescence .
My dad put a crucifix over my bed. Late at night I'd look up
from my pillow at the porcelain Jesus hanging over me.
I'd imagine Jesus jumping down and having a conversation
with me.

Jesus would say~ "You must stop abusing yourself in front of me."
I'd apologize .. and abuse myself. That's what mom and dad called it.
They actually expected a 9 year old boy to be celibate.
My sisters were humping everything, especially cucumbers.
I guess that is natural.

I think the big appeal of Rock&Roll is abusing yourself and others.
(Youtube: Sweet Dreams) It gets a little silly with Myle Syrus.
To each his own. I think most people just want a tickle.
Sex is entertainment.... Why not legalize prostitution?

I'm terrible with names. The girl on the Fox Five that gets the leg shot;
she's a thousand dollar baby doll. Who cares what she thinks?
I've noticed they don't have many men wearing shorts on Fox.
Maybe Greg could wear a kilt? Maybe not.

My dad lectured me on abusing myself. He said I would not enjoy sex
with my wife, because "my grip was tighter than her womb."
I was 11 or 13 and this peeked my curiosity . I had sex with Marcella
in my bed under my crucifix. Marcella was tight. I like how she made
opera noises. ... I think the important thing was not to get pregnant or a
STD. We always used a condom. Marcella stole them from her dad.

Marcella wanted to get married. I did not think we could.
Honestly, I selfishly abused Marcella. She was my fucking pillow.
Jesus watched it all. I imagined Jesus chastising me, but I was
having too much fun abusing Marcella.

Reflection: Is sex entertainment? It can be, but love is complicated.
A lot of girls got pregnant at my high school, most of them
had babies. They were all unwed mothers.


October 2, 2014 at 11:12pm
October 2, 2014 at 11:12pm
#829794


My mom died on Halloween. Creepy.
Things like this are rarely taken lightly.
What struck me odd about the holiday,
is how easily people slip into witchcraft.
And that is what Halloween is about.
You dress like the dead to raise the dead..

Lawrence Krause is fond of saying that,
"Most people are 99% atheist."
We reject the old pagan gods, but still hold onto
mono-theism like , Judeism , Islam and Christianity.
But, that does not disprove the existence of the supernatural.

Particle physics states that particles can be in two places at once
and that these particles of energy blink in and out of existence
from nothingness. That is supernatural.
Nature has a beginning and a end. Life comes from life and dies.
Nature abhors a vacuum.

But, what if life were supernatural?
Could the ancient pagan magic be real?
I grew up in Cambridge, Massachusetts, every kind of new age
Wiccan magic is practiced there.
My mom warned me about Witchcraft,
"You don't know what your dealing with."

I've met good Witches and Satanist.
The thing about Satanism is that it's angry.
Good Witches want harmony with nature.
Therein is the divergence. No offence intended,
but why would you want to go to Hell?

To each there own in the time allowed.
I believe Jesus would not be taken seriously if
he had begun preaching today. Most people are skeptical and cynical.
He most certainly would not tolerate Halloween.
Jesus taught, "That those who are not with me cannot enter Heaven."
That is not multiculturism.

This Halloween ask yourself do you believe in demons.
And then consider what you would do if you encountered one.
You could draw a magic circle around you.
Or would you ask God or Jesus or Buddah to protect you?
A Devil by definition is very angry.
I make no bones about Halloween. . It is conjuring demons.

Is that okay?

Shalom,

Muzzy

October 1, 2014 at 11:44am
October 1, 2014 at 11:44am
#829570


A monument stands on the site of the airliner 93 crash.
It is an obelix with a crescent moon and morning star.
This is commonly known as the symbol for Islam ..
The artist claims it is an ancient pagan symbol for peace.

If that's true, then, what do these symbols have to do with
the hijacking of airliner 93 on September 11th 2001?
I believe there is a more subtle message here. The obelix
is a masonic symbol joined with a Islamic crescent moon.

Many cultic Egyptian symbols are used in masonic rituals.
The Shriners use the crescent moon and morning star.
It is a ritual connection to Kabbalahism; Hebrew and Egyptian magic.
But, why would this be a monument for 9/11?


September 17, 2014 at 9:19am
September 17, 2014 at 9:19am
#828344
Youtube ~ The Greatest Speech Ever Made
Charlie Chaplin

Charlie Chaplin plays the little dictator
with eloquence.

As I have explained in many ways, war is genocide.
It is impossible to bomb a city and not kill
civilians. But, evil must be stopped.

Unfortunately, I have a limited cable selection
and am forced to watch Fox News. Their hatred
for the President is seething in every report on
the gang warfare in the middle east.

How do these bandits communicate and coordinate
their blitz creed? There are no cell towers in
the desert. Do they have access to satellite
communication? Cannot the CIA or Inter Pol
stop that or trace and locate their source?

The United States will become the policemen of
the world for the Saudis ? A perpetual state of
war created George Orwald's 1984. It is not
treason to say that nation building in the Middle
East will lead the United States into a military
dictatorship. ..

One EM bomb would paralyze Syria.
One neutron bomb would kill every Syrian.
But, the oil refinery would still be functional.
All that is needed is the initiative to do it.

How does a government promote war?
The threat of attack is perpetuated.
Genocide is the final solution.+
Remember the rush to invade Iraq.
The high-jackers of 9/11 were Saudis.

Billions of weapons manufacturing dollars
were spent by American tax payers and billions
more rebuilding what was destroyed.
What difference did it make?

But, evil must be stopped.

~~~
<^>

August 3, 2014 at 9:22pm
August 3, 2014 at 9:22pm
#824370
It's a simple way to get some ... but, beyond my budget now.
So, any who, I'm at the Portsmouth Market Basket and the store
manager is setting up a display with a sign that says~

"Don't shop Here"

I asked him if he wanted to close the store.
He said , "You haven't been reading the paper."
This store manager had been with Market Basket for more than 20 years.
I went to the pet food and then to the bread.
There were signs not to shop ... The bread lady rep told me to go to Shaws.

Well, I cashed out my purchase and ..met a fellow who liked escorts too.
I had seen this gentleman at the Danish Health Spa and the Blue Motel in
Kittery.. where the escorts worked. This friend says ~

"They should fire all of them. No call, no show."

As I leave the Market Basket parking lot, there is a large group of Market Basket
employees in uniforms waving and holding signs , "Don't shop here. Honk your horn."
So, I honk my horn and wave back with my Market Basket shopping bag.
They didn't like that and shouted at me ~

"Whore!"

Well, aren't we all? I'm certain if the CEO Albert could buy Market Basket he would,
but he can't. .. It"s just business. That's what I love about escorts ; they just want
the money. .. That old store manager must have a lot of cash to risk his pension.
Am I cynical? You don't bite the hand that feeds you, unless you've got money.

$ $
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June 26, 2014 at 5:53pm
June 26, 2014 at 5:53pm
#820932
Dear David Toval ; Walmart VIP.


Are you for real? You wrote to Time Magazine that the average wage
for fulltime employees is $12.91. Really? I worked at the Newington Walmart,
NH and most employees did not get fulltime or $12.91. The management didn't
want to give out fulltime benefits. I worked there six years and left at $9.60.
I was cashiering and selling permits in sporting goods. I think your blowing
smoke in the face of your employees.

Oh? And you think Walmart supports American manufacturers?
Walmart's number one manufacturer is China. Why? China has slave labor.
Please don't think for a minute your fooling anyone. I know you measure people
by their income. That's why Walmart keeps 90% of its profits for upper management.
A billion dollar company wants to cut off its employees from insurance benefits
so you can get a big bonus. Your just another robber baron.

Your not fooling anyone.


Vertago <^>

June 22, 2014 at 1:02pm
June 22, 2014 at 1:02pm
#820512


Arnald Amalric, a French Cestercian Monk answered, when questioned by the
commander of the crusades in Southern France how to tell who was a heretic.

"Kill them all. God will recognize his own."

Pope Innocent III had sent the crusaders to kill the heretic sect of Cathar..
The Cathars were Christian , but they did not accept the authority of the Pope.
The commander of the crusade could not tell apart Catholic Frenchmen from a
Cathar Frenchman .. The Pope's emmessary ordered the massacre of all the
people of Loraine in 1209ad .+

Luke 19:27, "Bring my enemies out before me and slay them."
Jesus in Revelation 2:23 said, "I will strike her children dead."
If we take the entire Bible in context Jesus agrees with the ordering of slayings
by God in the Old Testament. If you add the concept of the Trinity, then
you connect Jesus directly with all the slayings of men, women and children
by God-Jesus in the Old Testament.

Joan of Arch would be born in Loraine and lead France successfully against
the Anglo-Saxon invasion. My grandmother was born in Loraine and immigrated
to the United State to escape the NAZI invasion. My mother told me the German
people love war. I think the Jews and Christians love war too.
They believe God commands them to kill the heretics.

Well, no matter how you slice it , I'm a heretic.
I just can't believe if someone wants me dead they are good.
And doesn't God want us dead? That was the punishment for eating that apple.
There is some ying and yang going on with the supreme being.
Do I offend? Go to a high place and jump.
God will not catch you.

<*><
June 15, 2014 at 10:33pm
June 15, 2014 at 10:33pm
#819856

I like to service my old truck there.
I had a starter replaced and then replaced again.
I had an ac pump installed there and then replaced
and eventually bypassed. .. Recently, I had 3
batteries replaced and a fan belt twice all at
Pep Boys. Now, the water pump has started leaking
and that was installed at Pep Boys too, but its
under warranty like all the other defective parts
I had installed at Pep Boys.

Pep Boys
1 Durgin Road
Portsmouth, NH 03801
1 603 430 6223

Events like these remind of other mishaps;
like getting a promotion with no raise.
Or my sister calling me a lazy bum, when I was
taking care of mom. Then again, getting fired for
having a hernia is little more shitty.
Of course, Tony did hit the top ten list when
he said I was selfish, because I wanted an equal
third of dad's estate. I got much less, but I
digress.

I guess I hold a grudge. Here I am rehashing old
farts and my truck is being repaired for free.
It's all under warranty .. Oh, the dick who tried
to get me fired from my current job is working
at Pep Boys now. He is so screwed. :)
I had a dream my sister got cancer and willed the
money she took from me back to me. I got a chubby.
That's not Christian. I just want to be fair.
I feel like some coco and then I'll talk to my
lawyer about Pep Boys. I like that.


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