I can't make you love me.

I wish I were bleeding
Maybe then you’ll hear me          bleeding
Dying                    of a broken heart
I wish I could cut the screaming
If I stab it maybe it’ll stop her screaming
For what they did in the dark
I wish I were running
Running fast! Fast!                    Faster
Til my breath is gone
Out of breath                    out of strength
Til my legs go weak and I fall
If then my legs caved in          would it finally
Be the end
If only I were bleeding.
Would I soon reach the end
You don’t know how much I’m crying
I’ve gotten good at not letting you see the tears
But the knives are piercing          flesh so rotten
Ashamed that im embarrassed
Cus surely
you can now smell my tears
I wish I were bleeding                    cause its gotta run out
I wish I were bleeding                    cause the screams won’t come out
Every time they try to surface
My skin feels them judging me
I wish I were bleeding
So then I could stain their sheets
Smear my name on their wall
Wish I were bleeding the reddest roses
Human.          Like them all
I wish I were bleeding
Wish it be good to be tangible
I rather be bleeding so God see it urgent when I call
I wish I were bleeding
Die of it all.
Satisfaction    hurt...its killing me
try to fight with all my heart