I think that change is so hard for us, because we get into a routine and nobody likes to change that. You do the same thing everyday and it is hard just to break a habbit that you do everyday. I know that it is hard for me to do. I get a Dr. Pepper and a burrito everyday. It throws me off when they don't have burritos for me when I go to the store. I guess that it is. So laterz for now. Bye.


 

Well it looks like I am not going to move out this month. I so wish that I could, but like I said, it doesn't look like it. I need to save up more money. I am going to store the money that I am going to get back and the one that my ex-boyfriend is going to give me. He promise me that he was going to give me that money and he keeps his promises. So maybe by March, I could move out. Maybe I will have more money than that. I am going to save my refund money and the one that I am going to get.

It will give my friend and I some time to come up with the money. Of course, I already have my part of the money. I don't know about her. I know that she has money put away and we have enough to pay for the apartment. I just hope that she will save that money that she has and I am going to have to put my money into a bank account. I am not going to be putting that money into the bank account that I have. It is a bad bank. I am going get another account and put that money in there.

By then, hopefully the apartment complex is going to have a two-bedroom apartment by then. I just need to sit down with my friend Angelk and we need to talk about budgeting. What we are going to pay. All that good stuff. I won't even be home most of the time. I will probably be out and about.

Maybe I can get my mom to help me. I know she was going to help me when I was at my sister house. She told me that she was going to help me when I start school and I finally started school. I have to ask her if she is going to keep helping me from no on. A hundred dollars helps alot. I think I am going to have to call her and ask her. She did say she was going to help me out. Or maybe she was doing that to help my sister out. I don't know. I am betting that it is the second one. The one about my sister. Well I guess I will let yah go. I am probaly boring yah. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I might not get a roommate. They only have one bedroom or three bedroom. So if I want to have a roommate, I have to get two more and I don't like that. I woud think having one roommate would be good, because it would be the two of us and it is someone that I know. Now, come to find out, I am going to need another one more roommate. Why does things like this happen to me? I have no clue. So I am bum out about it. I don't know what to do. I had already ask my friend if she wanted to move in with me and she already said yes. I thought they would have a two-bedroom apartment. I like the one that is down the road from my school. I don't have to waste some much ass. I have a mustang and it drinks a lot of gas if you know what I am saying. I have a big motor.

My dad had suggested, if I can get two people in my apartment, that one sleeps on the bed one right and switch the next night. He was only joking though. He also said that we could fit two beds in the room, but all our stuff isn't going to fit in one bedroom. She has a lot of stuff. Well I guess that is all the ranting I am going to do today and try to figure out what I am going to do. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I am so close to my difficult goal. I know that I haven't written in this thing for a long time, but I am sorry. I have been trying to get my college stuff together. I am going to have to pay for my education so yeah. If you want to want to read about my drama. Go to my other blog. "Invalid Item" 

Anyways, I do my taxes next week and my sister is going to give me by cut, since I am claiming two of her kids. So she is giving me money for helping me move out. Well she is giving me two hundred dollars more. I am getting an additional five hundred dollars that is going to go to my college, but I am not going to tell my sister about it. She is going to want to borrow that money and I don't think I can handle her taking it. I am going to try to put it away for college and I like that idea. I wonder if he, I am not going to name any names, will let me put it in the different bank account and I will give him my bank card or something.

Anyway, back to my goal. I am sorry, I got distracted. So I am going to pack my stuff and I want to go yard shopping to buy some stuff. I don't know if I want to be on my own and I will see if I can even have her on my lease. My roommate if you are getting confuse. We will leave close to school and I think it is awesome though. She gets social security and I wonder if I can do that. I hope so. I probably can make it on my own, but a roommate will be so much better. Well I guess that is enought writing my my goal. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I think my most difficult goal is trying to move out. Of course, it is me that is wanting to move out due to some personal issues between me and my sister. I want to try to move out in the middle of January or at the end. I want to move to this apartment complex that is heading toward Bowling Green, that is like five minutes away from where I live at. It is close to my school. As I stated above, is that I need to get out of my house due to personal reason. I need the money in order for me to move out and that is the problem. Money.

I don't know if that is what yah wanted, but I gave it my best shot. So laterz for now. Bye.

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To me celebrating the New year is something I don't do every year. I understand that it is a brand new year to do stuff that you didn't get to do last year. Me, I am not the type of person that sets goals and actually keep them. For me, I don't see the reason to set goals when life gets in the way and things don't always go your way. I know that this post sounds a little bit depressed, but it is going to lighten up.

Now, I am trying to set goals and maybe things will go better for me. I think that joining this group will help me. So I hope that some of yah would help support me achieve my goals in return, I will help support yah.

I didn't introduce myself. My name is Sarai and I am nineteen years old. I live in a small town in Florida. I am currently going to school this January, so I am kind of excited about it. I am one out of three girls and I am the youngest. I have four nieces and nephews from my oldest sister. They keep me on my toes, that is for sure. I have to baby sit most of the time. Well I think that is all I have to say for right now. If I think of something else, then I will write more. So laterz for now. Bye.

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