As usual, I had a number of dreams this morning between sleeping on my bed and later dozing on the couch. However, I only remember a segment of one. Surprise, surprise: is it about pregnancy. (Yes, that is a rather common theme, aside from the gay male dreams.)

I was thinking I'm not pregnant but could be. Took a test and glanced over the result. It had a plus sign but the glance over also saw the words "not pregnant". So, I shrugged it off and went about the rest of the day. Later I was thinking back on the moment and was like... "Wait a minute. Doesn't a plus sign usually mean you're pregnant?" Confusing moments followed.

The end of what I remember.
 

In the dream I was working in this restaurant type place, or at least trying. I wasn't doing a very good job because I got confused easily. When I went out on a break, I got lost and had a hard time finding the place again, walking past it a couple of times before figuring it out.

Then, at work someone asked me for change of a large amount into ones. I had to go in back. After that I noticed my schedule and I'd gotten it wrong. Was supposed to work a short time that day, take a really long break then work again for a short time but I'd worked most the afternoon. While I was confused mom stopped by and said she thought I was making up that I was pregnant. I also had heartburn at the time, which didn't help either.

They let me get off work since I'd worked longer than I was scheduled to work. So I went to the store with mom and my stepdad. I wanted to get a pregnancy test but I didn't want them to see me get it. Not sure why. I also felt better now and wanted something to eat. However, I had a hard time figuring out what I wanted to eat. Finally, mom stopped following me to see what I was going to get.

Then I woke up.


*****

Now I'm watching Father of the Bride II.
lol


 

This morning my dreams had a lot of action. I was male in the one that I'm going to post here.

I was trying to escape from someone, hopping trains and sneaking away from the eyes of anyone who might try and stop me. My plans were simple, but they would soon change. The setting for the final part is a bit unclear. It is like a metro station combined with houses. Once I made it here, I thought I was almost safe and unable to be stopped. Then it happened.

A group of heavily armed men took over the station. Everything was on lock down and everyone was threatened by the men with guns. Things were chaotic for a little bit. At first I wasn't sure what to do because I was thinking of how to save my self but that changed fast as I tried to help some of the other people. It didn't take the leader of the pack (lol) long to catch on to what I was doing, however. He didn't kill me. Instead he showed a different kind of interest...

At some point it leaked that another threat existed. A man had a bomb, but no one knew where he was located. The leader decided to give me a handgun to help aid in the search, but he tossed it onto a stairwell and I had to jump down to fetch it while fighting off a few others that tried to grab it.

In my search, I went up some stairs in one of the house-like portions. After a few rooms, I found the guy with the bomb. The bomb was complex and there was no way of me stopping it, even if I shot the guy. Instead I found the leader and told him we had an hour to get everyone out.

It changed then from a hostage situation to everyone working to get out of the building safely. I took a group of kids and young ones out through one section, telling them to head towards a distance building. Someone tried to enter the building at that point and I had to direct them away as well before going back in to help others. This continued until I left as well, and the leader followed me.

.....
woke up


 

I had so many dreams this morning that it was a little confusing.

In one I was at a friend's wedding reception, or so it seemed. We were playing a weird game then my friend from high school came over and I forgot about the name. She had really bad news and I tried to comfort her. We ended up in the room with the cake where to took a taste of the frosting and I fixed the decorations so no one would notice. At the dinner portion I helped her get everything she needed. Then we all had cake and things went smoothly.


Then it was a different dream.

I was on a huge adventure that I don't remember. Was male in this dream and had two male friends. The adventure had lots of running, trying to get into a place we weren't allowed, getting arrested, escaping, men dying in front of us (one by decapitation on a subway like place). That was traumatic.

We started hiking up a lot of stairs, ready to give up. One was mad at me and looking over the crowd on the other side of the stairs for someone. He thought I wanted the same guy that he did. We get up all the stairs and realize we need something to wear before going to the reunion dance thing. The only place we find is a women's store. For some odd reason, we decide to use wigs from mannequins, the store had bras and we stuffed them, then we picked out dresses. The shy one of the group came out in a smashing dress and looked amazing.

The prom like reunion went well. Granted the annoying, superficial people were still there and held up in high regard by the population, but we all managed to have a good time. I danced with one of my friends.

On the way to our cars, I was finding a place to pee when a car drove by. It was a drunk popular guy, and he looked ridiculous. Me and the others parted ways, having realized the true way for us to be happy.


Different setting

Talk of weddings and moving over gifts and pictures. Kind of has a voice over like that of a movie. Now I'm a masculine-ish female with short hair and a girlfriend I've been dating five years. She asks me if I trust all my patients. We kiss and are happy.




 

This was a really long dream and I'm not sure if I was male or female. At the beginning I felt kind of female, then most of it I thought I could have been male, and at the very end I felt a little female again.

Started out on a skiing adventure with a sibling. Didn't expect the trails to be that difficult, with lots of sudden downhills and flat expansions with tons of powder snow. At one point, I saved my sibling from a huge drop off that ended up being a jump off a cliff. The fall was very long and I somehow did a flip during while my mind focused on how to land without dying.

After the landing I found myself in a very peculiar place. I had no idea where I was exactly and so I started to look around. The first building I entered had a couple of guys that started to follow me. One seemed interested in my actions in particular and so I tried to find a way out of that building to get away but he followed. He then showed me around some of the land.

There weren't many people around, didn't see any really until later. The landscape was very strange and hard to even explain while there were many huge houses. Mixed among the huge houses were a few smaller ones that had a unique, circular aspect to them. Along a wall like structure were even more houses that were kind of like odd apartments. There was a pathway with flowers that were like trees, very tall, and then a fence that barred off a weird type of pasture.

While the guy escorted me to one of the apartments, I came upon a female. When we had a minute alone she explained to me that the field was the only way to escape. For on one side was a set of almost glowing building, beyond another fence. But the method of escaping was difficult. The only way over that fence was a floating being that patrolled the area. If someone crossed into that field, there were trackers sent to keep them from reaching the place called Freedom, and one must reach the other fence before getting caught.

I tried finding a way out of the apartment to try an escape with her through the bathroom, but the windows were blocked. Only later on did I make my first attempt.

I was walking along a path among clusters of flower trees on my way to a counsel with a prominent being of the land and I decided I'd rather take my chance in the field. I found the right spot to hop over without backlash (fence had a defense mechanism) and started to run. Was too far away from the destination to make it before getting caught.

This escape caused them to deem my current owner to be inadequate and so I was handed over to an older and much crueler master. He had no problem beating and raping me on a regular basis(anal). He did whatever he could to ensure that I'd never make the mistake of trying to escape again.

Then a new comer arrived. He was a captive like me and I felt it was my duty to try and help him escape (much like the woman who had tried to help me). I explained to him the only way to escape and at first when he asked me to go with him, I refused. My hopes had been beaten down and I didn't think that I had the strength. But after some thought, I changed my mind. I came up with a plan to cross the fence closer to the city (there was no crossing any where near it but the closer the better). In a quick move I blocked the fence's defense and we went over. As we were running I could tell that we had a shot of making it but it was going to be close. The tracker was gaining on us but we were almost there. In a quick move, I yelled to him to keep going and then I changed directions at once. I had to yell and do whatever I could to keep the tracker's attention on me but it worked. The guy was able to make it to safety and I was caught.

I was heavily beaten and raped multiple times as consequence for my actions. Then he took me out to the middle of the forest for over a month where the punishments continued. One day when he was asleep, I managed to walk away and found an apple tree that seemed to have a glow. I reached up and picked one of the apples. Making a wish I took a bite and the world around me changed.

I was home again.

 

The first dream I had this morning, during the many wake ups.


I was walking around a mall-like place. It seemed very weird, had strange escalators and a casino. I walked around watching other people gamble, drink and smoke. After getting bored I went to take the weird escalator, but didn't want to stand the proper way cause it hurt my knees. Someone yelled at me and so I said screw it and took the old stairs even though they were roped off.

After a little bit I decided to take a break and get something to eat. I placed my order and sat at a big table. Soon other boys and girls I didn't know also sat with me. They talked among themselves, whispering, for a few minutes before one got up the courage. He asked me if I was a boy or a girl. I said boy.

Later on, one of the guys was talking and made some gay joke and so I mentioned that I was gay. He didn't believe me at first and seemed a little uncomfortable.



Dream two was a little weirder.

At some point I was skiing. My friend(or something more), he was worried about me getting injured. I went over a small jump to show him that it would be fine. Next I decided to go faster over the jump, which seemed good at first until right before I reached the jump. As I flew through the air over the edge of a cliff I managed to get off my skis thinking it would be safer that way.

The landing still hurt and I broke a leg. I had a walkie with me and so was contacting my friend to tell him I needed help when I noticed snow falling by, and not from the sky. It was an avalanche. That sucked. I was buried under snow. After I thought the snow had settled I started to dig my way out, eating snow for the water. I worried for a minute that I might be going the wrong way but at last made it out.

Somehow I used a branch to make a splint.

stuff I don't remember

Don't have a cast anymore but not still limping. Am living in some almost halfway type of house, monitored. There is a girl that lives in a room next to mine and a boy in the other one. Neither of them know much about me, or that I'm gay. They also don't know that when they're not around one of the male authority members makes me have sex with him even though I don't want to. (experienced that)


 

(male) I was at a hotel like place with a friend of mine. She was about to get married to a guy who acted like he didn't like me very much for reasons I wasn't sure about at first.

At some point during the pre-event days, me and her were alone (even though we weren't supposed to be). I didn't understand the restrictions and wanted to spend some time with my friend. Once we found a place where we wouldn't be monitored we spent some time chatting. At some point, ((I don't remember it)) we must have kissed or something. And her husband-to-be found out and was pissed off at me.

I wasn't allowed to be around her the rest of the event, shunned by everyone, including some members of my family that were there.

Later on I got depressed about being put out by everyone. So went for a walk outside, even though it was snowing. He followed and we had a discussion. I did feel bad for what I'd done.

Then I was trying to get away again, in the hotel, to be on my own. But kept being followed. I tried one elevator but it didn't go anywhere, just the first floor. (which I thought was really weird). So, I found another elevator but he joined me. All of a sudden I felt his lips against mine and our tongues touching lightly. It didn't last long and after he told me that it was a bad thing, what I'd done, and that he was still unhappy with me. Then he kissed me again, only used more tongue this time.

I woke up at that moment.

 

"Is something wrong? Your performance today was lacking, to say the least."

"No."This guy looks like he belongs in the 80's with his short brown fro and mustache.

"You seemed to zone out for most of it. The other was giving his all and you just weren't responding."

"I dunno what went wrong."

"Have you been teaching outside of the classroom lately?"

"No." Kids on the swings and we're talking about this. We should go somewhere private since this is still a school.

"What about in your personal space? Have you been doing any of that lately?"

"No... I haven't for at least three days, I swear."

"Maybe you should go to a doctor, just to make sure nothing is wrong."

"There is nothing wrong and a doctor would ask too many questions." To be a kid again, such innocent bliss. Playing on the swings, not a care in the world.

"Well, let's stop by the lab. I'll try and show you what I'm talking about. We have to do something because this isn't working."

"Fine." I wish there were a few more attractive, younger teachers around here. Most of the others are old. It'd be nice to see some faded jeans and band t-shirts instead of tweed overcoats.

"Pay attention. The door is over here."

"Oh, sorry."

"This is what I mean, it's like you aren't even here."

"I don't know. I'm having an off couple of days is all." Maybe it is because I don't want to be here, right now, doing this.

"It will take me a few minutes to set up the camera. I'm only going to use one and will have it focused on your face."

"Where do you want me?"

"Over here. You can put your hands on this cart."

"Okay." I didn't know we had blue ones. In half an hour the school day will be over. Hopefully he will be done by then.

"This condom should work. Let's get started."

 

I was on a special military team sent over the frozen tundra to battle against the enemy on small island between their country and ours. The mission: stop them before they become to strong and invade the mainland. We did our best, mostly using hand weaponry (hand guns and such) but had to retreat. Only a few of us made it back.

Was talking with someone about always having two guns is better cause they might have two and you don't wanna be stuck with one... Unless they have a machine gun, then you hide till it's out of rounds.

Then the bombing started. Inpenetrable weapons of mass destruction. People started to flee. After looking around, I reached a decision. First, I went to my friends that were fleeing and gave Rochelle(girl graduated year before me) my baby to take care of for me. I said my parents would help and she said Brandon would too, the father (he also graduated the year before me).

I walked away, towards the surrender(assimilation) area, searching for a weapon along the way. There were a couple on a table but as I neared it a person in line picked one up. I managed to grab it and keep the aim up so only the ceiling was shot.

The shooting got the attention of enemy militants and when two came over to investigate I pulled the weapon away, handing it over and (in their language) said I told them not to leave weapons around. I figured if I acted like one of them they wouldn't kill me. One put something in my face, gas came out, and I was unconscious.

I awoke in a bed, dazed and a tad bit confused. It took a minute to wake up enough to understand I was in the enemy's lair. Hurried, I tried to fix my hair up as not to look like a phony. A man entered the room at this time. I remembered to bow. After the bows he said he was looking forward to getting to know me, then he left. I tried to interpret what he meant.

Looking out into a common room, I noticed food being displayed. They were attempting to make different cultures popular dishes. The men were commenting about whether their version was similar enough to pass.

 

(male) I was a political killer, which means I assassinated leaders in the realm of the political. Like most in the business, however, my luck ran out. They caught me off guard, from behind and I never really saw them coming. I felt a sudden, sharp pain in the back of my head, then everything went black.

I awoke, a prisoner, in a very small cell with clear walls. All the cells were that way, lacking in privacy. Most of the prisoners (still alive) were women. It made me feel a bit out of place but at the same time I sort of understood their logic. Suddenly, the door to my cell opened, it looked exactly like the other walls on the inside.

A man stood blocking the entrance, one I had never seen before. It was some nameless henchman with a standard militant rifle but more important was the paper he was holding.

In rough English the henchman stated matter-of-factly, "If it is not number eleven." This was followed by an attempted laugh, and I say attempted because for being the one holding the weapon, there was a slight hint of fear in his voice.

It was the list (a list of the top assassinators, currently). "Number eleven?" I replied without even thinking, which was something I all too often did, action without thought. "That's crazy! I shouldn't be in the top twelve." I stopped for a second, realizing my talking was going to get me killed.

However, there was a slight pause, then the henchman wrote something on the list. Before leaving he grunted, "fifteen."

Somehow, without punishment, I had talked my way farther on the list, moving back the date of my death, if only by a little.