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Dream Journal
A selection of dreams I have. Some lead to book ideas but not all.
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This is my attempt at keeping a dream journal. I have one and the first entries in here will be from that, but most of the dreams are very old. Now, I don't write down many of the dreams but would like to keep some of them in this book.


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45.  magic and chased (5.25.11)ID #724792 
Posted: 5-27-2011 @ 1:20 am EDT 

I am often having dreams where I am being chased and at least half of the time I can do magic (oh and most of the time I'm male though every now and then I am female in one of these dreams). This dream had that similar element.


I remember running from some type of authority, trying to get away from them. Escape wasn't easy but I made it onto some form of transportation. Had drink service like an airplane but was too big and roomy to be a plane. The seats were more liked a booth at a restaurant. I ordered a drink (vodka) and then a second drink but didn't know what to pick so asked the server to surprise me.

Then I noticed some authority person boarding the umm whatever transportation I was on. So, I hid under the table because for some reason that seemed to make the most sense. After a minute the lady seated next to me nudges my shoulder. I pull myself out from under the table because the authority guy was seated at the table. The hiding hadn't worked. So, I calmly sipped the glass of vodka.

Somehow the two of them, the woman and the male authority guy, continue with me. I change transportation systems a few times and even climb a strange railroad type place. At one point I escaped from them and was trying to keep them safe by doing that. Ended up fighting with some woman, using magic to protect myself from some of her attacks.

That's all I remember.



 


44.  2.27.10ID #691506 
Posted: 3-27-2010 @ 2:29 pm EDT 

Another odd dream. Dozed off on the couch this morning and had a few dreams overall but will post the main one here.

I was a male. Kind of an outsider and a bit tired of being treated like I was different and not capable to handle things on my own. Had a sparring session where I didn't hold back for once and ended up going against the teacher. He also held back a bit at first but then went full force, but I beat him.

After all that I wanted to go for a swim. We were on a boat like vessel with a long place for the fighting sessions to occur. As I tried to jump in, someone appeared and blocked me.

It was a guy. He was different, even a little more so than me. And he was unhappy about me trying to go in the water. Said "they would find me" and he couldn't let that happen. This frustrated me at first and then during the next couple of days we had a few close encounters. During this time, one night, something causes us to get really close and we sleep together.

Then we are on the run. Fight with a bunch of beings, and he beats them all with a little help from me. Still on the run...

Tis all from the dream.
 


43.  2.3.10 - variety but one rememberedID #689239 
Posted: 3-3-2010 @ 5:40 pm EST 

As usual, I had a number of dreams this morning between sleeping on my bed and later dozing on the couch. However, I only remember a segment of one. Surprise, surprise: is it about pregnancy. (Yes, that is a rather common theme, aside from the gay male dreams.)

I was thinking I'm not pregnant but could be. Took a test and glanced over the result. It had a plus sign but the glance over also saw the words "not pregnant". So, I shrugged it off and went about the rest of the day. Later I was thinking back on the moment and was like... "Wait a minute. Doesn't a plus sign usually mean you're pregnant?" Confusing moments followed.

The end of what I remember.
 


42.  8.15.09 Pregnant, MaybeID #663704 
Posted: 8-15-2009 @ 10:06 am EDT 

In the dream I was working in this restaurant type place, or at least trying. I wasn't doing a very good job because I got confused easily. When I went out on a break, I got lost and had a hard time finding the place again, walking past it a couple of times before figuring it out.

Then, at work someone asked me for change of a large amount into ones. I had to go in back. After that I noticed my schedule and I'd gotten it wrong. Was supposed to work a short time that day, take a really long break then work again for a short time but I'd worked most the afternoon. While I was confused mom stopped by and said she thought I was making up that I was pregnant. I also had heartburn at the time, which didn't help either.

They let me get off work since I'd worked longer than I was scheduled to work. So I went to the store with mom and my stepdad. I wanted to get a pregnancy test but I didn't want them to see me get it. Not sure why. I also felt better now and wanted something to eat. However, I had a hard time figuring out what I wanted to eat. Finally, mom stopped following me to see what I was going to get.

Then I woke up.


*****

Now I'm watching Father of the Bride II.
lol


 


41.  8.5.09 - take overID #662305 
Posted: 8-5-2009 @ 12:41 pm EDT 

This morning my dreams had a lot of action. I was male in the one that I'm going to post here.

I was trying to escape from someone, hopping trains and sneaking away from the eyes of anyone who might try and stop me. My plans were simple, but they would soon change. The setting for the final part is a bit unclear. It is like a metro station combined with houses. Once I made it here, I thought I was almost safe and unable to be stopped. Then it happened.

A group of heavily armed men took over the station. Everything was on lock down and everyone was threatened by the men with guns. Things were chaotic for a little bit. At first I wasn't sure what to do because I was thinking of how to save my self but that changed fast as I tried to help some of the other people. It didn't take the leader of the pack (lol) long to catch on to what I was doing, however. He didn't kill me. Instead he showed a different kind of interest...

At some point it leaked that another threat existed. A man had a bomb, but no one knew where he was located. The leader decided to give me a handgun to help aid in the search, but he tossed it onto a stairwell and I had to jump down to fetch it while fighting off a few others that tried to grab it.

In my search, I went up some stairs in one of the house-like portions. After a few rooms, I found the guy with the bomb. The bomb was complex and there was no way of me stopping it, even if I shot the guy. Instead I found the leader and told him we had an hour to get everyone out.

It changed then from a hostage situation to everyone working to get out of the building safely. I took a group of kids and young ones out through one section, telling them to head towards a distance building. Someone tried to enter the building at that point and I had to direct them away as well before going back in to help others. This continued until I left as well, and the leader followed me.

.....
woke up


 


40.  7-25-09: weddings, prom and dragID #660775 
Posted: 7-25-2009 @ 9:33 am EDT 

I had so many dreams this morning that it was a little confusing.

In one I was at a friend's wedding reception, or so it seemed. We were playing a weird game then my friend from high school came over and I forgot about the name. She had really bad news and I tried to comfort her. We ended up in the room with the cake where to took a taste of the frosting and I fixed the decorations so no one would notice. At the dinner portion I helped her get everything she needed. Then we all had cake and things went smoothly.


Then it was a different dream.

I was on a huge adventure that I don't remember. Was male in this dream and had two male friends. The adventure had lots of running, trying to get into a place we weren't allowed, getting arrested, escaping, men dying in front of us (one by decapitation on a subway like place). That was traumatic.

We started hiking up a lot of stairs, ready to give up. One was mad at me and looking over the crowd on the other side of the stairs for someone. He thought I wanted the same guy that he did. We get up all the stairs and realize we need something to wear before going to the reunion dance thing. The only place we find is a women's store. For some odd reason, we decide to use wigs from mannequins, the store had bras and we stuffed them, then we picked out dresses. The shy one of the group came out in a smashing dress and looked amazing.

The prom like reunion went well. Granted the annoying, superficial people were still there and held up in high regard by the population, but we all managed to have a good time. I danced with one of my friends.

On the way to our cars, I was finding a place to pee when a car drove by. It was a drunk popular guy, and he looked ridiculous. Me and the others parted ways, having realized the true way for us to be happy.


Different setting

Talk of weddings and moving over gifts and pictures. Kind of has a voice over like that of a movie. Now I'm a masculine-ish female with short hair and a girlfriend I've been dating five years. She asks me if I trust all my patients. We kiss and are happy.




 


39.  7-23-09 - alternate worldID #660538 
Posted: 7-23-2009 @ 1:05 pm EDT 

This was a really long dream and I'm not sure if I was male or female. At the beginning I felt kind of female, then most of it I thought I could have been male, and at the very end I felt a little female again.

Started out on a skiing adventure with a sibling. Didn't expect the trails to be that difficult, with lots of sudden downhills and flat expansions with tons of powder snow. At one point, I saved my sibling from a huge drop off that ended up being a jump off a cliff. The fall was very long and I somehow did a flip during while my mind focused on how to land without dying.

After the landing I found myself in a very peculiar place. I had no idea where I was exactly and so I started to look around. The first building I entered had a couple of guys that started to follow me. One seemed interested in my actions in particular and so I tried to find a way out of that building to get away but he followed. He then showed me around some of the land.

There weren't many people around, didn't see any really until later. The landscape was very strange and hard to even explain while there were many huge houses. Mixed among the huge houses were a few smaller ones that had a unique, circular aspect to them. Along a wall like structure were even more houses that were kind of like odd apartments. There was a pathway with flowers that were like trees, very tall, and then a fence that barred off a weird type of pasture.

While the guy escorted me to one of the apartments, I came upon a female. When we had a minute alone she explained to me that the field was the only way to escape. For on one side was a set of almost glowing building, beyond another fence. But the method of escaping was difficult. The only way over that fence was a floating being that patrolled the area. If someone crossed into that field, there were trackers sent to keep them from reaching the place called Freedom, and one must reach the other fence before getting caught.

I tried finding a way out of the apartment to try an escape with her through the bathroom, but the windows were blocked. Only later on did I make my first attempt.

I was walking along a path among clusters of flower trees on my way to a counsel with a prominent being of the land and I decided I'd rather take my chance in the field. I found the right spot to hop over without backlash (fence had a defense mechanism) and started to run. Was too far away from the destination to make it before getting caught.

This escape caused them to deem my current owner to be inadequate and so I was handed over to an older and much crueler master. He had no problem beating and raping me on a regular basis(anal). He did whatever he could to ensure that I'd never make the mistake of trying to escape again.

Then a new comer arrived. He was a captive like me and I felt it was my duty to try and help him escape (much like the woman who had tried to help me). I explained to him the only way to escape and at first when he asked me to go with him, I refused. My hopes had been beaten down and I didn't think that I had the strength. But after some thought, I changed my mind. I came up with a plan to cross the fence closer to the city (there was no crossing any where near it but the closer the better). In a quick move I blocked the fence's defense and we went over. As we were running I could tell that we had a shot of making it but it was going to be close. The tracker was gaining on us but we were almost there. In a quick move, I yelled to him to keep going and then I changed directions at once. I had to yell and do whatever I could to keep the tracker's attention on me but it worked. The guy was able to make it to safety and I was caught.

I was heavily beaten and raped multiple times as consequence for my actions. Then he took me out to the middle of the forest for over a month where the punishments continued. One day when he was asleep, I managed to walk away and found an apple tree that seemed to have a glow. I reached up and picked one of the apples. Making a wish I took a bite and the world around me changed.

I was home again.

 


38.  3-23-09, two dreamsID #641945 
Posted: 3-23-2009 @ 10:18 pm EDT 


The first dream I had this morning, during the many wake ups.


I was walking around a mall-like place. It seemed very weird, had strange escalators and a casino. I walked around watching other people gamble, drink and smoke. After getting bored I went to take the weird escalator, but didn't want to stand the proper way cause it hurt my knees. Someone yelled at me and so I said screw it and took the old stairs even though they were roped off.

After a little bit I decided to take a break and get something to eat. I placed my order and sat at a big table. Soon other boys and girls I didn't know also sat with me. They talked among themselves, whispering, for a few minutes before one got up the courage. He asked me if I was a boy or a girl. I said boy.

Later on, one of the guys was talking and made some gay joke and so I mentioned that I was gay. He didn't believe me at first and seemed a little uncomfortable.



Dream two was a little weirder.

At some point I was skiing. My friend(or something more), he was worried about me getting injured. I went over a small jump to show him that it would be fine. Next I decided to go faster over the jump, which seemed good at first until right before I reached the jump. As I flew through the air over the edge of a cliff I managed to get off my skis thinking it would be safer that way.

The landing still hurt and I broke a leg. I had a walkie with me and so was contacting my friend to tell him I needed help when I noticed snow falling by, and not from the sky. It was an avalanche. That sucked. I was buried under snow. After I thought the snow had settled I started to dig my way out, eating snow for the water. I worried for a minute that I might be going the wrong way but at last made it out.

Somehow I used a branch to make a splint.

stuff I don't remember

Don't have a cast anymore but not still limping. Am living in some almost halfway type of house, monitored. There is a girl that lives in a room next to mine and a boy in the other one. Neither of them know much about me, or that I'm gay. They also don't know that when they're not around one of the male authority members makes me have sex with him even though I don't want to. (experienced that)


 


37.  The other man (2-19-2009)ID #636706 
Posted: 2-19-2009 @ 1:01 pm EST 


(male) I was at a hotel like place with a friend of mine. She was about to get married to a guy who acted like he didn't like me very much for reasons I wasn't sure about at first.

At some point during the pre-event days, me and her were alone (even though we weren't supposed to be). I didn't understand the restrictions and wanted to spend some time with my friend. Once we found a place where we wouldn't be monitored we spent some time chatting. At some point, ((I don't remember it)) we must have kissed or something. And her husband-to-be found out and was pissed off at me.

I wasn't allowed to be around her the rest of the event, shunned by everyone, including some members of my family that were there.

Later on I got depressed about being put out by everyone. So went for a walk outside, even though it was snowing. He followed and we had a discussion. I did feel bad for what I'd done.

Then I was trying to get away again, in the hotel, to be on my own. But kept being followed. I tried one elevator but it didn't go anywhere, just the first floor. (which I thought was really weird). So, I found another elevator but he joined me. All of a sudden I felt his lips against mine and our tongues touching lightly. It didn't last long and after he told me that it was a bad thing, what I'd done, and that he was still unhappy with me. Then he kissed me again, only used more tongue this time.

I woke up at that moment.

 


36.  dialogue of dream (2007)ID #632227 
Posted: 1-26-2009 @ 11:48 pm EST 


"Is something wrong? Your performance today was lacking, to say the least."

"No."This guy looks like he belongs in the 80's with his short brown fro and mustache.

"You seemed to zone out for most of it. The other was giving his all and you just weren't responding."

"I dunno what went wrong."

"Have you been teaching outside of the classroom lately?"

"No." Kids on the swings and we're talking about this. We should go somewhere private since this is still a school.

"What about in your personal space? Have you been doing any of that lately?"

"No... I haven't for at least three days, I swear."

"Maybe you should go to a doctor, just to make sure nothing is wrong."

"There is nothing wrong and a doctor would ask too many questions." To be a kid again, such innocent bliss. Playing on the swings, not a care in the world.

"Well, let's stop by the lab. I'll try and show you what I'm talking about. We have to do something because this isn't working."

"Fine." I wish there were a few more attractive, younger teachers around here. Most of the others are old. It'd be nice to see some faded jeans and band t-shirts instead of tweed overcoats.

"Pay attention. The door is over here."

"Oh, sorry."

"This is what I mean, it's like you aren't even here."

"I don't know. I'm having an off couple of days is all." Maybe it is because I don't want to be here, right now, doing this.

"It will take me a few minutes to set up the camera. I'm only going to use one and will have it focused on your face."

"Where do you want me?"

"Over here. You can put your hands on this cart."

"Okay." I didn't know we had blue ones. In half an hour the school day will be over. Hopefully he will be done by then.

"This condom should work. Let's get started."

 



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