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Entry #568546, added on 07-23-08 @ 3:57 pm EDT
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Still Unemployed And Hating It...Entry #568546

I've quit my pay then volunteer then pay then volunteer again job in March and ever since have been looking for another job. In the summer I focused more on my poetry and lyric manuscripts and publishing them so I haven't been as active on the job search as I should have been. Though I did have a few interviews here and there. I don't know how much more active I've been on the job search since the poetry book has been published cause it varies by week but I am still unemployed and can't really say I've had much interviews or calls back. Maybe only a few or so. So this whole time since March I've been unemployed and spending my weekdays at home and pretty much doing the same thing day in and day out. Sleep till ten or so, have breakfast, go online, have dinner and watch tv, go back online, have supper and watch tv, maybe go online again, and then go to bed. On occassion I go somewhere after supper but that's not frequent. And on occassion I go to the city to shop or walk around or go somewhere else during the day. But where could I possibly go every day of the weekday month after month after month? And how many damn times can I go shopping? As much as I love shopping I just can't stand it cause all it is is shopping, shopping, and more shopping. Argh! When is it ever gonna change? And when am I finally gonna get a job? That is just pathetic. It's been almost a year me being unemployed and nothing has changed.

Plenty of times I find myself in a bad mood, even to the point of crying. And I have no mood to go outside, as a result depriving myself of the much needed oxygen and fresh air. I have also become a tad lazy if not totally yet. There's stuff to do around the house that I just don't do, and if I do it's with much forcing from either myself or mom. I am turning into something I don't want to become and that is a lazy bum. Uhhh...this is so not of the good. And I don't know how much longer I can take this. If I don't find a job and very soon I am gonna find myself emotionally drained and that I don't want in the least. It has to change for me. It just has to. I am not cursed. At least I hope I am not. And if I am then someone better uncurse me cause it's not going good for me at the moment and that is not where I want to be right now. Or in the future for that matter. I need a job and I need it now. Or if not now then sooner than later... Either way I need a job, and not just for the money. I need a job to lift me up and keep me sane... Don't we all?

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