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| May 1, 2006- Ramblings, I don't know how else to put it | Entry #605317 |
May 1, 2006 - Monday
Ramblings, I don't know how else to put it
Current mood: grateful
My family consists of my wife, our kids, and our friends. When you are an adult and gay, you pretty much make your own family unless you are one of the lucky ones. I take my friends very seriously. I have friends that are only online friends, I have friends that started out as online friends but evolved into something more, and I have friends that I've known forever. But the important thing is, they are my friends. All for different reasons, different purposes. So when something happens to one of my friends, it's no different than it happening to family which I take seriously.
I currently have two wonderful friends going through a rough time right now. One has very difficult decisions to make and one just lost someone that she thought was 'the one'. I hate that they live so far away and I can't be there in person to help either one. If I could be, I would sit down with the one first one and just help her decide what it is that she really needs to do. I know she feels like she's going to lose either way she goes but I have faith in her. If she just follows her heart, she can't go wrong. She's intelligent and has a good heart. She always does what's best for everyone else but I hope this time, she puts herself first. Whatever the decision, I stand by it. Love works itself out. If it's a long distance relationship so that you can still follow your dreams, it'll work if you both want it too. It is possible. Just don't do something you'll regret.
For my second person, my other great friend who just lost someone and is confused by it, it wasn't you. You know this. She needs help. You are an amazing person with an amazing capacity for love. You'll find your knight in shining armour and when you do, I'll be standing on the sidelines cheering you on. I know you are hurting right now and you have a lot of changes that are happening soon, but you know I'm here if you need me.
To all my friends, I treasure each of you more than you'll ever know. I am richer and luckier for finding you. Thank you for welcoming me into your family and thank you for being part of ours. I love you all!!
Peace,
Angie
  
Angie aka rainbow_writer
Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia. ~E.L. Doctorow
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