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Anger is a Difficult EmotionEntry #654882
Anyone who knows me, knows that I don't deal with emotions well. It took me almost ten years after the abuse of my childhood to come to terms with it and I'm still learning to deal with the emotions. Anger is the most difficult one. And recently my best friend made me so angry I didn't dare speak to her for fear of what might come out and cause further damage. So for two days (a long time when you live with someone) I have stayed away intentionally (and told her I would be doing so) in an effort to 'get a grip' on the emotions. I'm still struggling but I'm not enraged anymore. Now I'm hurt and confused and sad and unsure what to do with it all. Where do I go from here? How do I heal this wound in my heart? Can I move forward? And if I do is that moving away from our friendship of the last twelve years? I'm so tired of being in a cycle with her - I want the friendship to be a friendship again. But she's not willing to commit to that. She's not willing to give it the time and attention it deserves and no relationship can survive that way forever.

I'm actually kind of excited about moving now. Before I started school I had literally no options but now that's not the case. I have daycare. I have insurance for Libby and soon will for myself. I have options and when I have options I can do anything. Without options I'm screwed.

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