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Shellyville
A nice place to visit but it's even better living here!
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Entry #689734, added on 03-09-10 @ 9:22 am EST
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Hello Sunshine,

You want me to be something I am not.

I am learning to respect my inner voice. I don't care that she sounds crazy. I don't care that she  wants to make changes in her daily life.

It's funny but I always get sick when I want to do something drastic. It's just my body telling me, I better be sure that is exactly what I want to do.

Spring is here for a few more days and I want to get out and enjoy it. Only the kids are off school. AGAIN! Jeez these days off in the middle of the week are killers! How do working parents handle this kind of stress?

In many ways I am so blessed to be here. I never had my parents home when I was growing up. I had to defend myself against Matt. It was always stressful and painful being home alone. I refuse to do that to Savanna & Jackson.

I am feeling better today and after writing in my Tarot Card Journal. I feel so much better mentally. Sometimes you just have to unload the heavy stuff. I don't want to be judged unfairly but I have to be honest.

I wanted to add my thoughts about Douger and his baseball memories and his cussing. I am a huge cusser. I have gotten worse over the years. I don't why. I think it is being lazy, that I can't come up with more colorful words. Once I had a teacher tell me that Kids swear because they are not smart enough to think of something better to say. I agree.

It is time I started to find some more colorful words. I am going to try it! You just never know what you are capable of doing...You have to try!

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