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|Hello My Sunny Pals,
What is it about sleep? I was worried that I wouldn't get any last night, but I did.
My mind needed to shut off and recharge itself. I cried myself to sleep. All these changes are too much for me. Even the joy of Savanna being on her own. It's too much for me.
I am overwhelmed by all my changes. I expected them. I knew they were coming. I knew this was going to be intense but the stress of everything is kicking my ass!
That is why it's so important that I keep myself busy. I have to force myself to do more and pretend that everything is great.
I can't let this thing with Matt wear me down. It's almost impossible to disconnect but I have too. I did it once before I can do it again. I have no choice. My own mental health is at risk. I made a choice a long time ago. I knew that he had powers that were negative. I work so hard to fight my own negative forces. I can't keep fighting everyone elses and not take care of myself.
It's a new day and I did get some sleep....