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Into the Stream
still sailin', just in calmer, shallower waters.
|I could tell you about all the times my friends left me alone. I could tell you about all the situations when I realized I was alone at the bar without any way home, without any friends to spend time with.
Tonight I decided to do something I don't normally do. Tonight I decided to do something for me. He was mediocre, but I wanted the attention. I wanted someone to forget about everyone else.
But they called, they screamed at me. I felt like shit for being that person.
I wish I would have called them out when they were that person.
I'm such an idiot. I always allow myself to get fucked over. I should just move, forget everyone. I need to do something for me, but what??? I don't know. I don't know.
How did I end up so sad tonight?