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Into the Stream
Rated: 18+ | Book | Self Help | #1729463
still sailin', just in calmer, shallower waters.
#754508 added June 10, 2012 at 3:34am
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I could tell you about all the times my friends left me alone. I could tell you about all the situations when I realized I was alone at the bar without any way home, without any friends to spend time with.

Tonight I decided to do something I don't normally do. Tonight I decided to do something for me. He was mediocre, but I wanted the attention. I wanted someone to forget about everyone else.

But they called, they screamed at me. I felt like shit for being that person.

I wish I would have called them out when they were that person.

I'm such an idiot. I always allow myself to get fucked over. I should just move, forget everyone. I need to do something for me, but what??? I don't know. I don't know.

How did I end up so sad tonight?

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