Thanks to everyone who reviewed my piece for me! I really needed the help to get it polished up for english tomorrow.
 

for the most part!

Things have been a little hectic in my life, and I miss writing.com. So, (New Year's Resolution) I'm gonna spend more time here. Writing.com is super amazing, and has really helped me. I love all of the wonderful people here, and the chances to improve my writing.

Peace out for now!


 

Wow. It's been over a month since I've blogged.

I'm tired now from working a job. I got off from my other job, which was nice because it's a holiday weekend. I have to work tomorrow, though, but that's ok, because I need the money.

We had to put two of our dogs down two weeks ago. Our rottie had bone cancer. We rescued him after they fought him across the street. Our border collie was basically old. He couldn't control his bodily functions anymore, and was snapping at the other dogs, and sometimes at the people. He was losing it.

I hate watching animals die. I hate it. I hate that things have to die. On the other hand, I'd hate to live on earth forever. It's just that death is such a scary concept, because no one knows what's going to happen. Basically, it's just what you believe. You have to hold onto that belief, because it's all that keeps you sane. Sometimes, though, it's hard.

I like to believe that dogs go to heaven. I like to believe that I'll see everyone there again. And that I'll see God and Jesus.

On a really random side note, Ramadan starts on the 13th. Just thought I'd through that out there. Anyone know when it ends?

Anywho, I gotta go. I'm sleepy. And I gotta clean my room so that my Gran doesn't freak out when she sees it (She's coming tomorrow evening). She gets to sleep in my room! YAY!

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Finally, I should be on top of everything now. I'm going to make some sigs for healthy habits challenge, and I going to participate. I'm also working on a design for a celtic t-shirt for my relative that owns the store. Work is going smoothly; it shouldn't be too bad. I'm looking forward to the beginning of a new school year. I'm going to start out with a positive attitude, and hard work. I'm gonna keep up the hard work throughout the school year, too. I gotta keep up my training with my dogs, and make sure they get their medication (daily heartworm pills).

i think that about sums it up.

I gotta help out my mum, though. She's really stressed out. Her dog is dying, and the boss forgot about a major deadline at her first job, and her second job is just keeping her on her toes. I've been kind of bitchy, because I don't like it when people holler at me, or keep telling me the same thing over and over and over and over and over... Basically, my mum nags, worries, and wigs more when she's stressed. I talked to her last night about her frustrations. My mom is amazing. She's a strong woman who knows exactly what to do in any situation to protect her family and her pets. She cried over her dog, but that's okay. I'm glad I can help her out, because she's helped me out so much over the years. You want hear this from many teens, but I love my mom. She's intelligent, although sometimes annoying. She's looking out for what's best for me, and the rest of her kids. My mom is a mom, first and foremost, but she's also human, and also my friend.

I love helping people out. I've been in so many hurtful situations and rough spots in my life, so I know how much it means to just keep telling someone that you're there for them. It's important that you never give someone the chance to forget that you care for them. Any gesture won't go unappreciated or unnoticed, although you may not receive thanks at the time. Giving out your extra love to someone who needs it is so incredibly fulfilling. A heart has so much love in it, but there's always room for more. And when you hit a rough patch, that love hasn't gone; it's just hidden.

and on that note, I leave you to hunt the sandman. Apparently he came a little early tonight.

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My birthday was lots of fun! I got the Harry Potter book, and finished it. (It was REALLY good! I liked what she did with it.) We saw the HP movie, too. I think they chose the perfect actors for Luna and Bellatrix. My cake was really yummy, too. Since I had to work on my b-day, my boss took me out to lunch, which was nice. We went to cracker-barrel. Then, another co-worker gave me a ride home so I wouldn't have to take the bus. Plus, another co-worker got me tickets to a baseball game. I like baseball; it's the only sport that I know all the rules to. Football is much more complicated, although everyone seems to think it's more exciting to watch (I can't argue there!). I also got several cards, and I got some *nice* earbuds with a case (mine always die; I think it's 'cause of how I carry them in my purse). Hopefully, these won't die on me anytime soon! So, yeah, that was a fun birthday. And thanks for the merit badge!
 

I know that's a cliche!

Anywho, I've had one day off in two weeks, and I've had to put up with some dumbass co-worker, and a co-worker that shows up late, or not at all. It's really annoying because I've never been late, I warn them several days in advance when I need a day off, and I know how to listen to directions. I also know how to work with dogs. You can't just drag dogs into a run. Dogs love me, and will come running or whatever because I talk to them, and pet them, and love on them. My DCW (dumbass co-worker) doesn't get that, and the dogs don't like him.

He really pissed me off today. Because he wasn't following directions, he undid a bunch of my work. Plus, he sat on his lazy ass instead of doing his job (which is to play with dogs. How hard is that?).

He's bugging the boss and the owners. I'll just be glad when it's not just me and him working most of the big kennel.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anywho, I'm going to make some new clothes. My gran runs a screen-printing t-shirt store, and I'm going to send her some shirts made out of t-shirts to sell as well. These shorts are SO comfortable! I'd wear them everywhere if I could! So, I've got to make me some more of those shorts. I'm also going to make a little sundress. I'm working on a shrug right now. I'll probably make some other stuff, too.

My birthday is coming! And I'm getting the new Harry Potter book for my birthday! It's a tradition, because the book always comes out a few days before my birthday, so I get it as a present. I read it first, then Mom, then my sister, then my brother, then my dad. By that time, we've got another copy, so I can have mine back, and my other brother reads the new copy.

Peace out

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We found a dog dead in its run today. No one knows what happened. Short of an autopsy, there's no way to find out.

That's really upsetting.

But I stayed and talked to the groomer, which was fun. It was very relaxing and helped a lot. I'm really thankful for people who are there for me, who just listen when I ramble, or who talk when I just need to listen to the sound of someone's voice. It's very comforting.

My boss was also upset because she used to have the same breed of dog, and it died in her arms, in its sleep.

I'm so tired!

Someone at work quit and didn't mention it, so he basically screwed us over. We were really busy this weekend, and a couple of people had to pull 13 hour shifts.

But I'm relaxed now and feeling a little better.

Adios
 

Disney was fun.

My dog is still alive.

Too much family drama!

My boss's dog may have cancer, too. He's lost a LOT of weight since the last time I saw him, and he doesn't eat.

My Gran is depressed. She has been since Grandad died. It's really affecting the entire family. For instance, she didn't have good time in Disney. She can't sleep. She started hollering and crying over little things, then drove off in the car. I'm really kind of upset. I don't want her to get hurt. Driving off that upset is just asking for trouble. She won't take any medicine for it. She prefers to do things naturally. Who came blame her? It's the doctor's fault that Grandad died, because he never did a colonoscopy even though Grandad asked for it. When he went to a better doctor a year later, the second one said he was surprised that Grandad was still alive. So, I can understand why she doesn't trust doctors. However, doctors can really help her here. They can help her get life back to as normal as it can be. She can be happy again, and enjoy life. She just refuses to listen to her family. She doesn't think she has a problem.

I think I'm gonna start making her cards and sending them to her, just little positive notes to let her know that we love her. My friends did a lot of stuff like that for me, and that really helped me out. I want her to be okay, because I do love her very much, even if she doesn't always realize it.

It's relaxing to be here, because I usually don't have too many responsibilities online. I just kind of drift away here, and lose track of time. It's easy to use a lot of time up on the internet without meaning to.

On that note, I'm gonna go do laundry so I can go to work in clean clothes.

Ciao

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My dog has bone cancer.

We rescued it. The people across the street fought it, then put it in the middle of the street all bloody and such. We took it to the vet, my Mom and I. Just me and mom. Everyone else had to stay home, but I was allowed to come. He went into shock as we were taking him to the vet. As soon as we got to the vet's, they put him on a stretcher and went to work.

The dog has lived with us ever since, and has been my mom's special dog.

The kid who fought him was kicked out of the house by his parents (apparently he'd had a history of being a troublemaker). It was the best thing to happen to him, I hear, because now he's a more responsible, intelligent individual.

But my dog is dying.

I'm going to disney this friday with my sister, and the girl cousins. Mom says the dog might not be alive when we get back.

I was looking forward to Disney.

I kind of wish the dog would die while we were away, so I wouldn't have to find his cold, lifeless body. Then again, I don't want him to go while we're away, because...I don't know how to explain it.

Of course, best case scenario, the cancer would miraculously disappear, and the dog wouldn't die so soon.

Three grandparents I have lost to cancer. My aunt recently died from a stroke.

It seems like our whole family is fucking cursed.

I'm gonna go watch a movie, and snuggle up with my mom, and pretend for a few hours that everything is okay. I'll pretend I'm in the movie, where the conflicts each person faces are simplified so that each character knows what they must do.

Fuck.

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I'm sick. Three days with a fever, tremendous back pain, and pain in my ovular area. The doc said I have a viral infection-explains fever. He said I pulled something in my back-back pain.

And my jasflkjagh gynecologist still hasn't figured out why I'm having pain in that area.

KZJSKFLJAKLGJKLAGYHOIWEIKW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At least they gave me pain pills.

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