Well well well - I am actually doing my second entry! I may even begin to really enjoy it!

I am tired tonight though and I am sat here with a 'Tens' machine giving electric shocks and massage vibrations to ease my sore back. Its definately better for me than the pain killers I have been popping for months, and I think that it works - result! I will soon be making a yogi tea and taking myself off to bed to listen to my latest guru Paul Mckenna - the hypnotist - his CD - 'I can make you Quit Smoking' is marvelous! It also helps me drift off to sleep, which is sometimes a bit of a difficulty.

I have not been a smoker now for 33 days! I did think that I had messed up last week when I had a few cigarettes, but I got myself back on track. I am using both patches and gum - I am not absolutely positive that I should be using them together - but I was a heavy smoker and will gradually wean myself off them both. However, come to think of it I I wouldn't mind using them forever as long as I don't pop a fag in my mouth. Gum, patches and Paul Mckenna, how can I fail? I will be completely addicted to all three soon if my personality type can be trusted. Maybe I can find a hypnotist to get me off Paul Mckenna?

Anyhow, I'm off to watch a bit off Ugly Betty and make my cup of tea,

Goodnight!

PS - I do hope that the twins sleep through tonight - I'm knackered!




 

Well who would have thought it? A self- confessed technophobe creating a blog. A few years ago I would have scoffed at the idea and thought that this new technology was too disadvantaging to the Developing World and should be avoided at all costs - the already powerful inventing a new way to become even more powerful. Maybe I am right, but being technically inept in my work will no longer be tolerated! So I am beginning to conform? Outwardly maybe.

I do like to write. I am crap at it - but I enjoy it and have a burning desire to write a book before I kick the bucket. The "Investors In Excellence" programme really worked for me. You know the type of programme I'm talking about - I am a bit of a self - improvement junkie and this programme was just up my street. I do believe in others potential also - I am not totally selfish. But no, writing a book was one of my chief affirmations and visualisations - I think I need to affirm a bit stronger and visualise a little clearer though, because my book is long overdue.

Anyhow, welcome to my blog - why you or anyone else would want to continue reading after this first entry is beyond my reasoning, but we shall see where this is going to take me!