Greetings All!

This is just a short one to say, skullduggery is afoot again at work. I haven't gotten anything official yet, nothing WRITTEN, so I'm just cooling my jets and waiting.

What is it? They are talking about shifting people around on shifts again. I technically should not be worried because after all I've been with NYPD since September 1995, and therefore have the most seniority there (except for The Boss Lady). According to our contract, they are supposed to respect seniority and leave people who have it alone. However, the company I work for takes special delight in VIOLATING our contract and doing what they please until they are sued and brought up on charges. Why? It is a form of intimidation and bullying. They do this to FRIGHTEN people. In this day and time with the economy so bad no on wants to lose their job so they will shut up and put up in order to keep getting a paycheck.

A few years ago I would have gone along and played nice, but not now. Even though I haven't gotten anything except whisperings in the wind, ie: GOSSIP, I've got my weapons ready.

Number one they already know that I have psych and emotional issues, but instead of accommodating me, they seemed dead set on HARASSING me to the point of me either having another nervous breakdown, or causing me to quit. In either case, if I am driven to either I will sue. Period.

The last time they took me and changed me from one shift to another, I had a horrible time adjusting and after two years I'm still not properly adjusted. Which I suspect is due to the fact that I suffer from ADHD and Anxiety Attacks. . . . . . .

As I said before, I'm watching these folk with a GIMLET EYE!

Plus, I'm praying. Whatever they do, is because GOD allowed them to do it, not just because they wanted to. I must consider the fact that perhaps this might be the time for me to leave. . . . . . . .

I wanted to retire early four years ago, and God wouldn't let me go, perhaps it was not in HIS timing. . . .