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Different Stars
life's many secrets, and tellings, of everything..from a single point of view : mine ...
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66.  the end of the old, start of something newID #715623 
Posted: 1-15-2011 @ 6:18 pm EST 

Almost two years since my last blog entry!!! :( wowee... never saw that one coming! I apologize to all who endlessly supported me and my port all without any idea of when i would return. Ahhhh i owe you all so much :) thank you for all you did out of you're most awesome love and friendship. ok so i guess this makes me back for good eh? yah.. and it feels GREAT. I just hope everyone is still doing ok and still working as hard as they were when i left them. I think i want to start again from scratch so i will begrudginly leave what is here, and get to work on all the new stuff. Including a new blog? Yah that should be just about perfect in cleaning the slate and starting with something fresh and probably a whole lotta different which is going to be nice :) i have missed me WDC family far too much and knew then and know now it is time to get back to it. I love you guys :) <3 to a new year and a newstart on wdc.

lue
 


65.  A poem :) a quote~ a link, and some babble..ID #647218 
Posted: 4-28-2009 @ 8:42 am EDT 
Edited: 4-28-2009 @ 9:43 am EDT 

Life's Tragedy

It may be misery not to sing at all,
And to go silent through the brimming day;
It may be misery never to be loved,
But deeper griefs than these beset the way.

To sing the perfect song,
And by a half-tone lost the key,
There the potent sorrow, there the grief,
The pale, sad staring of Life's Tragedy.

To have come near to the perfect love,
Not the hot passion of untempered youth,
But that which lies aside its vanity,
And gives, for thy trusting worship, truth.

This, this indeed is to be accursed,
For if we mortals love, or if we sing,
We count our joys not by what we have,
But by what kept us from that perfect thing.

Paul Laurence Dunbar



"One ought only to write when one leaves a piece of one's own flesh in the inkpot, each time one dips one's pen." ~ Leo Tolstoy


Link is to one mans essay on his opinion of what makes good poetry...simply put really.. just for the curious.Smile
http://home.comcast.net/~John-R-Haws/Essays/GoodPoetry.htm

It is funny though, in some strange way in my head- We often look foward to hearing and learning of others opinions, and yet at the end of the day it will always be just one persons opinion. Unless you sell a million books or something, then I guess you got 1 million peoples opinons..hopefuly in good favor, considering they most likely spent money on the book *Confused*... but then again there will always be the naysayersss.. *sighs*..i think there was a point in there i was attempting to make.....ahh one day it will come out right .

 


64.  RB ftw babyID #647058 
Posted: 4-27-2009 @ 7:28 am EDT 

So it has been in my dreams....it has been sneaking into my thoughts...I have been longing for it, and I don't hide that fact....what is it?

*Cry* what is it?

it sounds like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5dRLPieKoE

and it looks like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lyjyl2eNF9c&feature=related

yes Redondo.. we will meet again...

*misses my damn beach*
*sighs*
I*Heart* Redondo
 


63.  one for the worldID #646937 
Posted: 4-26-2009 @ 8:23 am EDT 

"The life of every man is a diary in which he means to write one story, and writes another."
- James Matthew Barrie




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62.  I made a poll! I made a submn! I made a name change!ID #646565 
Posted: 4-23-2009 @ 10:08 am EDT 

hehe.. name change #7678987892321? At least this one is easy to understand, I hope. Most of the names I choose for the day or so are from song lyrics..and yah the title of my blog is the title of one of my favorite songs. "Different stars" by Trespassers William- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8Rt7Q-97NM , which I am almost certain I have mentioned before...a few times at least. *Blush*

I finally got that poll made, and I hope it came out all right. Now I just wait to see how people vote! Smile

ID: 1552772   (Rated: E)
When did you call yourself a writer? 
do you use the label,on yourself
by SirWriteALot


I decided at 1:30 am to go out on the roof, for finally the heat went away! I live in a desert-ish area, and it is like this hot..*points to me as a puddle on the.....floor* during the day..only of course..anyways I was out there.. careful not to fall off.. and taking in the wind! yes finally some cool wind blowing the tree branches..and rustling all thier tiny little budding leaves. Oh, and my nieghbors wind chime was..chiming..and it was so nice Smile I made a wind chime once.. in ceramics..in..6th grade I think...anyone want to guess what it was of? *hint: whats my fav thing in the whole wide world?*

I have also noticed I have been saying favorite alot lately.... anyways. go vote if you get a chance please! Bigsmile
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61.  yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!ID #646370 
Posted: 4-22-2009 @ 5:45 am EDT 
Edited: 4-22-2009 @ 8:55 am EDT 

So I watched the movie "Yes Man" today ..loved it Bigsmile the trailer : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-Z_CUYh2Sk
my favorite song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsB0qVZA5d4
of course there is that famous "just so wrong" scene*Confused* but other than that.. excellent movie!!! I think *Blush* my favorite scene....well one. was : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBz5IdxITP8 Bigsmile love that song/scene haha..*Laugh*

seems like I will be haing to make a poll on that entry I had written up earlier about "writers" and when one considers themselves one.. and when they consider themselves published..so look for that in the next day or so... unless I get it it done a little later.. since OMG!!! I'm writing and being constructive, instead of socializing *Cry* it hurts ..(lol) but.. *reviews all the things she actually got done* seems I may have re re re re re re re re re found the secret to getting things done...

anyways I will go check out the polling thing.. and then finish something else! *Shock*
omg and I entered a contest! and plan on entering Jannie's contest about friendship as well. I thought it was a great idea actually Smile *goes to get that link*

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Like I said I personally find it an intresting topic..to write on.. and think alot on.! so yay Jannie *Heart*
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60.  Flattery will get you a blog entry *raises eyebrow*ID #646205 
Posted: 4-21-2009 @ 6:17 am EDT 
Edited: 4-21-2009 @ 9:49 am EDT 

Something I had written up a couple weeks ago, and have yet to finish, or even work on.
California desert
I looked out the car window, watched as the world passed by. The world being the interstate in the middle of a Californa desert. The road was as long as you can dream it, and the land was as plain as all was seen. I sat in the backseat listening to the tires spin across the pavement, to the silence that evaded the inside of the car, and the car struggling to hold its own against the heated wind. It was definitely a day that made the desert live up to all it was rumored to be, as the sun played a game of hide and seek with the thin clouds, masking the pale but enormous blue mass behind and all around them, the sky. In the moment of realization, I thought I should be feeling lonely, but realized that I only felt curious, more so, of what more the world had to show, what more there was for me to see.


I just spent maybe an hour not knowing what I was going to be blogging about. So there I was on youtube (when am I not) looking up things that I could post that in some way related to me or told a tiny thing about me..I found a few things.. but they are all someone elses memories Frown but! one thing I have always admired and loved is the great and amazingness that are murals! I found a tiny clip of one in East LA *can sing that song..'I was born in...*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0awUM71K-U&feature=related
another?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDufjwCq9xQ&feature=related
i will do a better version another time.

now I know there are so many more murals in the world... that are amazing! but. I dont have time to look for pics of them all Frown or else I surely would.

I remembered pictures I had found of the park I used to go to as a little kid. It was fantastic, for fireworks on the 4rth, I learned to ride my bike on those pathways... and of course climb up the rocket ship! *sighs* the good ol days. Lots of picnics, cartwheels, an awesome bday party *Blush*
Rocketship Park! aka Los Arboles.. - http://www.yelp.com/biz_photos/4FUibBIesswjLYhXezVd3g?select=Dh5C3CP-7D8y9I...
The most famous thing about this park was its views! as I think you can make out in the pictures, it stretched pretty darn wide.. this I guess I should mention is in Torrance,CA Bigsmile one the clearest of days, you can see the ocean and ..downtown LA I think..too
yes the memories Smile *Heart*

So I think another break is coming, as it seems I am getting behind on a few very important things. Maybe a month, as it seems like I also need to seperate myself from a few things, and a few other other things seem to be coming to me. It's another one of those need to distance myself and see really where I am going. I tend to get distracted too easily sometimes, which only slows me down. I will still be blogging and coming to actually write and post. I spend to much time...in other things. That need to prioritize is knocking me over the head *Cry* so yah.. maybe.starting the very end of April. on into..all of May. We'll(I'll) see.

(Personal note)
So I had been thinking over my poem, that I mainly wrote surrounding this nymph. I think it's still ok. Smile
Muse of lyric, love and erotic poetry
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Erato

it has been SO hot here in Cali...but nice Bigsmile ..mostly.
and just because so many know this song... *shouldve posted a couple months bk*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GoefwGXQ8zc
and...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XULyDTDIsHk&feature=related
Bigsmile
yah i did... *giggles*
I don't think it wouldn't be too surprising if I confessed to just how many Beach Boy songs I know the lyrics to .

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59.  a poll without making an actual pollID #645764 
Posted: 4-18-2009 @ 9:11 am EDT 
Edited: 4-18-2009 @ 9:16 am EDT 

So I was thinking..and discussing.. At what point does one consider themselves a writer?
I mean I know - (* was totally dead serious when I started this..until my dog fell off the bed asleep..*bursts out in giggles* ..the WTF just happened look is always the best, when she manages to get up...sorry that was mean.. but it's a you had to see it moment*) now where was I ...?

Ahhh right.. some people write their first poem/song ect and right there announce to the world..or themselves, that they are now writers..some wait till they have managed to build a "repertiore" of works....or some wait till they are published in magazines(ezines) or in books ectect..
and then there is..When do you consider yourself published? do you consider the posts on a website like wdc "published"? or until you have been "published" in an "official" capacity (book,mag. ect)

I am honestly curious to see others opinions..and thoughts.. answers...Smile

*may make an actual poll*

RHCP- "other side" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73_SY6dAeT4&feature=related
RHCP - "scar tissue" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjPHwwEpswE&feature=related
 


58.  writng +reading= loveID #645487 
Posted: 4-16-2009 @ 8:49 am EDT 
Edited: 4-18-2009 @ 8:10 am EDT 

There once was a time...when I longed to read classic poetry, I knew it was out there, but knew close to nothing about the authors. I just knew it was something many admired and studied even as adults, so I knew it held importance. I had always enjoyed poetry from a very young age (gags as this starts to sound like a Lue's life history lesson *sighs*..) I used to favor any book I had with poems or rhymes. Yes even starting out with Mother goose. (admits she memorized every single one of those rhymes..(*starts in with georgie porgy puddin' pie, kissed the girls and made them cry, when the boys went out to play, georgie porgy ran away....should I be worried that I still memorize them..till this day.. *shakes head yes*) anyways mother goose and any other book I could get my hands on with ryhmes consumed my attention. I would think it exciting and a challenge to memorize them..especially really long ones (which would make me think i was so...lil bad a**) *Blush* haha and when I really liked them I would turn them into songs, or try to recite them super fast. Yes I was a very odd crazy lil girl. As you have perhaps met the older version Bigsmile ..

Skips all the unimportant details, and cuts and pastes the almost important ones*

Anyways, I never really sought anything other than what fell into my hands. For I had yet to realize all that was out in the literary world. I do remember writing my first Haiku in fith grade and it was about Winter. I can say, I was happy with what I came up with Bigsmile..lol.. I really didn't write much at that age.only school assignments (that included a journal)...but for some reason I do remember all the things I did write, for school assignments. Like the essay about time machines, for some reason I landed in dinosuar era. What I remember most was having to describe this special stone, the colors the angles ectect My 5th grade teacher Ms. Hasegawa was an amazing teacher, especially when it came to writing. So my intrest and enthusiasm for writing was bred and reenergized. Even years later in school, I always would think back to what I learned in 5th grade english, go figure. Slowly, I did come to love writing more, but in those coming years I loved reading even more, as it had always been. Reading to me, as a kid and an adult was everything that has it has been labeled : "an escape". Reading got me through so much Smile *huggles closest book*


* comes back to fininsh entry*

I finally started writing little things here and there... one song when I was 12 after I got into trouble, a sappy friendship poem when I was 13.. ect ect little things. Then finally when I was 15 I finally needed to get out everything I could in the only way I could, by writing. I started writing poetry about random things and essays! I don't know why but I went crazy writing essays (on my own) getting out opinions and such. I had this book that my mom gave me, that she had in college, and I used that as my teaching tool *this was during a summer* and I finally felt like I was accomplishing something. That is were I decided writing was right up there with reading. Of course the more we read the better writers we are *learned/ heard that* By the time I was 17 I was filling out notebooks...and ecstatic to see any movie about writing.. like.I think at that time

my favorite movie was "Dangerous Minds" Bigsmile
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIjLUKO7bRY with Michelle Pfieffer In fact it is still one of my favorite movies ever, not to mention it has one of the bestest soundtracks! It is actually on youtube too Dangerous Minds : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvEtX38Ik9k&feature=related PT1 (Will probably be watching it again soon)

Another movie I really liked was a movie called Annie B. Real (Stars or HBO..*unsure* ) I can;t find the trailer but it was a "Luis Moro Production" -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHF8-cM1n2E&feature=related

(ending) *shuuhhhh* - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTC1uITgZ9k&feature=related

and then of course Freedom writers.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTC1uITgZ9k&feature=related and any other movie to do with writerssss stretched to a wide range of genres.

anywaysss.. then

It wasn't until I was..18 I finally got caught up in poems by Rabindranath Tagore, Christina Rossetti, Charlotte Bronte,William Butler Yeats, James Joyce, and a whole bunch of others. Loving everything I was reading, I finally understood why people took such intrest, I also got somthing out of the words they spoke and how they wrote them. The embodied every essence of the word poet..and I felt like I needed to keep reading. At the time I couldn't print my favorites out, (stupid printer) So I instead copied like probably over a hundred into a cloth covered journal I had gotten for my birthday. (Instead of going out to find and buy all the books*Rolleyes* .. and again I started testing my memorization skills..and I would look up the authors and learn a little about them trying to figure out how they came up with the ideas, thoughts, and images that they relayed in thier writngs. I found little things that stood out, or surprised me, which of course only made my intrest more invested. I guess the secret to the paragraph above was that I was turned on to these poems on accident..*coughtvhunkcough* hahah..*Blush* turns out he had a passion for poetry and write it himself, which was just as amazing Bigsmile haha anywaysss ..and since then I hve still been searching and learning of poets. There really are so many....and that's not even including the ones in languages I can't read! *Cry* There is so much to read, and so much to discover...*sighs*

Just a few of my Favorites:

Perhaps my favorite line in this, or words really.. are "passion put to use".. It kinda makes me think of how some do in fact have great passions...but..don't make anything of them, and don't follow them.. I think how much greater a person could be or feel if they did.

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of every day's

Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love with a passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death.

Elizabeth Barret Browning


every single line and stanza in this poem I find amazingly worded

EVENING SOLACE
~ Charlotte Brontė

The human heart has hidden treasures,
In secret kept, in silence sealed;
The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures,
Whose charms were broken if revealed.
And days may pass in gay confusion,
And nights in rosy riot fly,
While, lost in Fame's or Wealth's illusion,
The memory of the Past may die.

But, there are hours of lonely musing,
Such as in evening silence come,
When, soft as birds their pinions closing,
The heart's best feelings gather home.
Then in our souls there seems to languish
A tender grief that is not woe;
And thoughts that once wrung groans of anguish,
Now cause but some mild tears to flow.

And feelings, once as strong as passions,
Float softly back as faded dream;
Our own sharp griefs and wild sensations,
The tale of others' sufferings seem.
Oh ! when the heart is freshly bleeding,
How longs it for that time to be,
When, through the mist of years receding,
Its woes but live in reverie!

And it can dwell on moonlight glimmer,
On evening shade and loneliness;
And, while the sky grows dim and dimmer,
Feel no untold and strange distress­
Only a deeper impulse given
By lonely hour and darkened room,
To solemn thoughts that soar to heaven,
Seeking a life and world to come.


It took me awhile to understand the use of the repetition, and maybe the best line to me is the very last.

ARS POETICA
~ Archibald MacLeish

A poem should be palpable and mute
As a globed fruit

Dumb
As old medallions to the thumb

Silent as the sleeve-worn stone
Of casement ledges where the moss has grown--

A poem should be wordless
As the flight of birds

Apoem should be motionless in time
As the moon climbs

Leaving, as the moon releases
Twig by twig the night-entangled trees,

Leaving, the moon behind the winter leaves,
Memory by memory the mind--

A poem should be motinless in time
As the moon climbs

A poem should be equal to:
Not true

For all the history of grief
An empty doorway and a maple leaf

For love
The leaning grasses and two lights above the sea--

A poem should not mean
But be



I had left this entry...and come back.. so I think I lost alot of what I had been meaning to say...maybe I will come back and reedit if it comes back. Frown
Annyways I hope at least readers will enjoy the poems! Bigsmile Till the next entry ...bowchicabowwow...hmm... perhaps not the greatest goodbye..umm..till then..smile because you still have teeth? Bigsmile

 

57.  *grumbling*ID #645296 
Posted: 4-15-2009 @ 12:19 am EDT 
Edited: 4-15-2009 @ 1:13 am EDT 

So I got meMbership problemos.. at the mo.. I had an upgrade.. payed for basic.. not realizing I couldn't keep my book! aka journal in my port.. so I transfered it to this chica's port... Its so weird to not see my blog in my own port.. but it stays fully alive right here thanks to the bestest aero in all the planet....until i get things situated I spose Frown *will redirect readers I hope* *Cry*

 



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