I have sat down last night and wrote something. It was on the third book and I don't know how that is going to start. I mean I only got the beginning of the story, but I think that this story is going to happen at night. I didn't write for an hour like I wanted to, but at least I started something. I am taking a break right now, I am watching Scooby Doo and the Goblin King. I have a lot of Scooby Doo movies. I love Scooby Doo.

Anyways, this is going to be a short blog. I am tired right now and might go to sleep. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I haven't had time to write anything lately. I have been to busy to even consider writing. I have been running around the last couple of days.I have been trying to get my finicial aid in order so that I can get help. I needed statements from my sister and the person that I am living with to say that I am living with them. It is such a headache. So now it is in the mail right now and hopefully I can get that stuff straighten out. So I don't have to worry about it. When I get help, then I don't have to put my dad information no more and maybe I can get the full grant. Not a lot of kids can do that. Technially, I am homeless right now because I move from house to house. I told them that and it is true. I am not lying about anything.

You know, I think the letter that my dad wrote makes him look bad though. He is telling the people that he can't support me right now, but he can support four other children, that are not even his kids, and he had one child on the way. That is what my sister says that, that looks bad on his part. I mean I can agree with that, but I don't care what it says as long as I get help. I don't need help from my parents. I never did. I guess I had to depend all on myself when I was growing up and there wasn't no one I could count on. Parents wise I mean. I am sorry for telling yah this. This isn't what I was going to write about. I just needed to rant. So that is all I can say for right now about that.

I am going to try to write for at least an hour. The time I like to write is at one o'clock in the morning and later. That is when my characters like to talk to me. I don't know. I guess I use to be an night owl. I guess that might be it.

My characters was trying to talk to me last night. I was reading a book called Freedom Writers. Sandra, from Shadows of the Soul, was trying to talk to me and I just didn't write anything down. I couldn't. I was so into the book that I couldn't write it down. Next time, I am going to listen to her. I know it was about the third book I am currently writing. Well I let you go. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

March wasn't a complete failure. I had read two books. I didn't get to finish the one that I had blog about, because other books attract my attention. You know how lights catch people attention. Well I get distracted very easy. I like the history in that book and I like it. I just got to reading another book.

I had bought me this journal looking thing and it look neat. Like it is sort of an old fashion journal. I thought it was neat. I would have bought another one, but my boyfriend wouldn't let me. He told me to wait to see how good it is going to write. If I bought both of them, it would have been twenty bucks. This other journal that I had wanted, would have been like twenty four dollars. I would have saved money on the one that I have in my hands, but couldn't do it. So I am glad that I got it. It is nice. It even has a holder for a pen. Pretty cool huh. Well back to what I am saying. This book is going to be my idea book. I can jot down notes that I am going to write for my future books. I already have some thoughts on how I am going to write the story that I am working on.

My goal for this month is to try write for an hour. I think it would be good now that I don't write as much as I use to. I will try to write a whole story or even get to half of it. I already have two pages of the story that I am thinking about. I like the story. Well that is all I have to write about today. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

Sorry everybody for not being here as much as I want to. I haven't had internet on my computer and now I do. I got one of those cards thingies and I am liking it. I just got it yesterday so I can get online more. Yay for me.

I think the goal for me this month, and I am going to go for a simple one right now, is try to read a book or more this month. I have been reading this book for a couple of days. That is most unusal for me. I usually go through a big book with four hundred pages in like three days. I just haven't had time. I have been doing other things and I have school to think about and work. I just don't have time to read anymore and that is sad. I love to read.

Right now, I am reading a book about Atlantis by, well I don't know the author right at this moment, but I will post up about who it is about. I am in the first seventy pages of the book. I know it is sad.

The one thing I like about the book is how they incorporated history. I love history. I like world history and I hate American history. I don't know why. Well I think I do. I just don't like to think about how Americans could turn on their own people. That they starve them and put them in camps where they starve them and killed them.

At the beginning of the book, their is a High Priest that goes to a scribe, so that he could write down his story. Then when the High Priest finishes, the scribe leaves and then he is ambush. That is pretty much it for the first chapter.

Then the next chapter takes you to Cairo. They had just found a mass grave of mummies. Then a camel foot goes through one of the coffins and they look to see if the mummy is still in good condition. So they had pull one of the wrappings away from the body and it had spelled out Atlantis. So the main guy calls this other guy. (I know I am getting everybody confuse, but I don't have time to look up the names and stuff.) So they all get together and they talk about the myths about Atlantis. That is how far I got.

Like I said before, I think I am going to like this movie, because of all the history that it has in that book. Well I have to clean my room. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I am currently going to try and sit down to read over my story. I don't know how it is going to turn out. I have to actually have the patience to actually read through it.

I had read through the first seventy five pages of Shadows of the Soul, The first story. I cried in it. It always gets me. If I get emotional during the first couple of pages. I have it up for you to read in my port. It isn't under my novels. It has its own folder. I had thought that if I had started crying in my novel then I think other people would cry to.

To be continued...
 

I got my charger and I am currently using my puter. Yay. I miss my computer. I do a lot on it. Right now, I am currently printing out Shadows 1. I don't have copy of it and I think it is good to have a copy of it. I am going to print out Shadows 2. That story is currently done and is need of serious editing. I hope that I have enough ink for the second story. I am probably going to have to get some more ink when I get paid. Damnit.

I am writing this while I wait for my story to get done. Alot of my stories I haven't back up. I know that awhile back, they had to clean out my computer. All my music and stories was gone. I was so upset. Luckily I had save them to a hard drive like a thump drive or whatever you call those damn things. I was so happy. I don't have any extra copies of Shadows 1 or 2. I am going to try to back all of them up. Like maybe printing them out.

I actually like to edit. I think yah writers may look at me kind of strange, but I do. I think I like to edit when I know what needs to be done with it. That is when I like the editing. I don't like to edit when I don't know what I need to take out. That is the hard part for me. I have written this story for so long. Since I was in tenth grade that I sort of know what is going to happen and how it is going to end. Well I guess that is all I have to say for right now. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I am still waiting on my charger for my computer. All my stuff is on my computer, but I am currently writing something on notebook. So I can try to edit some of it as I go along. I like to read it and then go back. I know that we aren't suppose to do that, but I like to. If I have forgotten where I am at in the story, I will go back and read it. If I see something that needs to be revise. I will do it. Well I have to get back to work. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

My new goal for this month is to edit some of my stories that I have finished. I am going to take apart Shadows of the Soul 2 that is actually called Xander. I know what I am going to have to change. I have a printer, so I could print it out and see what I need to take out and what to change.

I finally got a printer. My ex-boyfriend had bought it for me when we had went to Sebring so I could buy some clothes. It was on sale so I was so happy. That is when I had learn that he had gotten his income tax money. Well some of it. He had gave me four hundred dollars. I bought a camera for my dad, because I know he would never buy one for himself. He has a new wife and she is going to suck all the money that he has. It was white and it had a lot of features of it.

Back on track to what I was saying, I need to print out the whole story and reread it. It has been awhile since I have read it. I have more stories that I have started and came to a dead end. If I look at it and see why it had stop then maybe I could write some more on it and get it back on track. I had a printer that my mom had bought me, but I don't remember what happen to it. I think it broke and I had to throw it away.

I am going to have to wait until I can get my charger for my computer. My ex-boyfriend had told me he said, "Have you tried out your printer?"

"I said, "How am I going to try it out when my computer isn't working."

He said, "True story."

Like he understood what I am saying. So I am going to have to wait till tomorrow or Monday for my charger. They need to hurry, because my computer is already paid off. I am going to get insurance for it, because there is always something happening to my computer. I am jinx. I am not lying. Things with technology always seen to mess up in my care for some reason. So I always have to put it in the shop.

So when it is fix, I can edit my story. Xander is on my computer, so I have to wait. So I guess I will stop boring you with my boring life. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I didn't get it down what I had wanted, but I am saving money for it. I think that I am doing good. I have never save any money before and I am proud of myself. I just need a couple of months and I am going to have that money. I just need to cut back on some of my spending habits. That is all.

I am not going to get my money from my sister like as promise. Well not that soon and I am really disappointed. My sister told me that she was going to give me that money today, but it doesn't look like it is going to happen. I am going to have to wait until she gets her money and that is so unfair. It is not my fault that she had to get an emerald advance in my other sister name. It is only two hundred and something dollars. It isn't even all that much. So when she gets that money, that is when I get my money. My older sister has to pay back that loan.

She didn't even ask my middle sister if she could get that loan. She just did it. My middle sister got mad and now she can't even claim one of my older sister kids. I learn my lesson. I am not going to get an emerald advance and I am not going to claim her kids no more. If I got back all that money and she is going to give me a thousands dollars then it isn't worth it. She wouldn't even get all that money if it wasn't for me.

So that is why I am not getting my money from my sister. Not right now. That is mess up. Well I am going to have to try to save money from my pay checks. That is what I am going to have to do. Well sorry about complaining so much, but I just needed to get it off my chest. So laterz for now. Bye.
 

I am still trying to get out of my sister house. She isn't going to be living in this house for very long. Her and my other sister had gotten into another agurement. So they are going to move out when they can. So maybe by then I could already be move out of my house. I am getting money from my ex-boyfriend. I had paid my computer and I didn't have any money for the rest of the week. So he is going to give me two hundred dollars and then he owes me two hundred for my sister. She is going to take the two hundred dollars that he owes her from my tax return. Then he is going to pay me. So he should give me four hundred dollars. I like it when people owe me money.

I am going to put that money into a different bank account, so I won't spend it. I am not going to touch that money, because I don't need it. That is going to get me out of my sister house. If I leave it in my account, my sister is going to want to borrow that money and she is going to give it to me in payments. I can't have that. She did that to be before with my car money. I don't ever remember her giving me money. She always takes money from me, but I don't ever remember you giving me money. I still think she didn't give me that money.There isn't nothing I can do about it.

That is the only reason why don't save money is because she is going to want to borrow it and like I said, she is going to want to pay me in payments. I work hard for my money and who is she to take my money and to pay me in payments. I work way to hard for what I get, because in my job you have to work hard.

My midldle sister wants me to get out of my house as soon as possible. So does my dad and mom. Read previously blog entries about why I need to move out of my house. I love my sister but she is money hungry. I don't know why she is like that. Maybe my mom is like that. I have no clue. Well laterz for now. Bye.

P.S. I am going to Mexico and Texas at the end of June. Yay.