I've spent the last 4 years trying to live again. Little steps at first... like visiting friends and then (on the third visit) moving to Montana. I'm cautious...
But every year brings me something new. This year it was roasted parsnips in England.
i know how that is....i am having such a great day...today....just cleaning my house...and greatfull to have a place to live...considering going out tonight...but would rather stay home with my wonderful retired man...silly me...waiting forever for him to retire and now that he has i still haven't got use to him being here...
however i do know the future looks bright...cause i believe always that the sun will come out tomorrow...while unless it's cloudy again..but i know it's somewhere behind those silly rain clouds...any way...have a great one...love you
i know how you feel...i have the same issue....i try so hard to stay in the present...but a smile a nod.. the color of the sky...all those things...remind me of...all those i had to say goodbye to..even if it was for the best....really really bites....hugz....know that you are in my heart always...
I'm trying to catch up. I didn't get out of life what I needed/wanted (or maybe I did...). In any case, I try to be more open but at times I don't feel I can. Last night someone asked why I left / what happened so many years ago. I just didn't feel like talking about it. I'd rather forget. My past is a box of jewels and scorpions. Better left unopened.
I'm feeling faint at the moment... not the same thing, but the remedy is similar. I need to buy plane tickets... SOON ...but at this moment I just want to nap.
I can't believe it is November! So many things are running thru my candy filled mind.
I needed that extra hour of sleep this morning. It has been one long long weekend!!
It started out Friday with watching my friends sick boy. He played video games all day while I made jewelry for the Woman's Expo on Saturday.
That night we went over to Kim and Chris's for chili dinner and drinks. We never played cards but we sure had fun just relaxing and eating. Thanks Kim for a fun night!
Now I have a new favorite drink...Leelanau Cellar's Witches Brew!
I couldn't wait to get to bed because I had to get up so early on Saturday morning for the Wayne State University's I'am Woman expo in Detroit. What a blast, I had a table with a friend and we both promoted our poetry books and I had a few pieces of my jewelry with me. I didn't sell much but I was offered two speaking engagements.
I think it would be a blast to talk to young teenagers about self-esteem and self-love. I even met a few ladies that are interested in having me present to woman's group about that same subject. Who knows it could be a way to open up a few doors for my new career.
I am always willing to find new ways to improve my life.
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