I've spent the last 4 years trying to live again. Little steps at first... like visiting friends and then (on the third visit) moving to Montana. I'm cautious...
But every year brings me something new. This year it was roasted parsnips in England.
i know how that is....i am having such a great day...today....just cleaning my house...and greatfull to have a place to live...considering going out tonight...but would rather stay home with my wonderful retired man...silly me...waiting forever for him to retire and now that he has i still haven't got use to him being here...
however i do know the future looks bright...cause i believe always that the sun will come out tomorrow...while unless it's cloudy again..but i know it's somewhere behind those silly rain clouds...any way...have a great one...love you
i know how you feel...i have the same issue....i try so hard to stay in the present...but a smile a nod.. the color of the sky...all those things...remind me of...all those i had to say goodbye to..even if it was for the best....really really bites....hugz....know that you are in my heart always...
I'm trying to catch up. I didn't get out of life what I needed/wanted (or maybe I did...). In any case, I try to be more open but at times I don't feel I can. Last night someone asked why I left / what happened so many years ago. I just didn't feel like talking about it. I'd rather forget. My past is a box of jewels and scorpions. Better left unopened.
I'm feeling faint at the moment... not the same thing, but the remedy is similar. I need to buy plane tickets... SOON ...but at this moment I just want to nap.
If you have ever liked a Michael Jackson song, then I highly recommend you go see his movie This is it!
I went yesterday and I want to go see it again. In fact, I want to own it when they release it. If they ever do. I have never been to a MJ concert. In fact I never owned any of his music but I have always admired his talent.
I grew with Michael and after watching that show, he didn't look anywhere near the age of 50! Wow I hope I look half that good. The man could move and still sing.
It was a movie that was so unique and interesting to watch and not because he is dead, but because he was a creative monster. His talent went beyond his music but how he worked with people and could move with his own musical beat.
Something that special should be celebrated. I don't care about the rumors and it's sad to think he died on sleeping pills, but he left behind something that can't be ignored or forgot.
When God hands you a personal talent, you better know how to use it. He did! Are you using yours?
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