I've spent the last 4 years trying to live again. Little steps at first... like visiting friends and then (on the third visit) moving to Montana. I'm cautious...
But every year brings me something new. This year it was roasted parsnips in England.
i know how that is....i am having such a great day...today....just cleaning my house...and greatfull to have a place to live...considering going out tonight...but would rather stay home with my wonderful retired man...silly me...waiting forever for him to retire and now that he has i still haven't got use to him being here...
however i do know the future looks bright...cause i believe always that the sun will come out tomorrow...while unless it's cloudy again..but i know it's somewhere behind those silly rain clouds...any way...have a great one...love you
i know how you feel...i have the same issue....i try so hard to stay in the present...but a smile a nod.. the color of the sky...all those things...remind me of...all those i had to say goodbye to..even if it was for the best....really really bites....hugz....know that you are in my heart always...
I'm trying to catch up. I didn't get out of life what I needed/wanted (or maybe I did...). In any case, I try to be more open but at times I don't feel I can. Last night someone asked why I left / what happened so many years ago. I just didn't feel like talking about it. I'd rather forget. My past is a box of jewels and scorpions. Better left unopened.
I'm feeling faint at the moment... not the same thing, but the remedy is similar. I need to buy plane tickets... SOON ...but at this moment I just want to nap.
It's the end of the marking period and the kids are home from school! Yippee!
It's a free for all and I love that! Kids running around, the neighbors dogs playing in the backyard and Brian is HOME!
He can handle the wild bangees while I do some of my own writing for a change. I only have a small amount of homework and then I am off for 2 Whole Weeks!!
I am so looking forward to getting back in touch with my creative side. I am going to try to create some new poetry, do some reading and editing of my first short story. I might even get caught up with some reviewing. I even think I am going to do my Christmas cards. I want to get a head start because last year, I didn't even send out cards.
Finally, I see some "me" time coming and I don't want to waste it! What do you do with your free time?
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