Friday 20th November 2009

Fasting is going ok ....
I've bought ice cream ..something strawberry yoghurt
no smoothie though because I had to swap it for pens .. my favourite pens too .... my old favourite pens finished ..so I bought some new ones ...
I'm so tired .. I like sleeping for more than six hours .. but it's impossible
um..


 

Tuesday 17th November 2009

I would like chocolate biscuits ..mostly the siocled because fudge .. just tastes nice ..

I think ... I think chocolate ice-cream might be a good idea ..
it's cold ....

I hope I don't read this entry over tomorrow

I went to the doctors today .. after school ..
School was ok .. I think we laughed too much.. and I'm still 'alien' ..and now 'insane'

yep.. no one understands me
*sniffles like usual* .. medicine should fix this

 

Monday 16th November 2009

Spanish lesson:... we did video conferencing (using skype) ..to practise speaking spanish ..with another year 10 class ..(in our school) which had a sixth former ..
floopness because I got picked .. because no one was volunteering .. and I was last (third) ..ended up talking to the sixth former ..(he got angry because we had to keep telling him to repeat what he said)
I gave up saying my name (which was amusing for both classes) ..so I spelt it out

our class were glad because our web camera was fuzzy so we all looked like grey blobs ..the others didn't ..but our microphone thing wasn't so great ... we had to shout ..unlike the others..

we ate biscuits in maths ..that was good
 

Sunday 15th November 2009

I went to my Auntie's house and we had pizza .. we also got early Eid gifts (Eid-ul-adha ..on 27th or 28th November) ..three glowing pens

um .................... 2 weeks to go! for a happy and sad occasion
2 weeks and 1 day to go! til a proper birthday
 

Sunday 14th November 2009

*hugs everyone* ...


 

Friday 13th November 2009

Does anyone believe it's been a whole month? .. It's been so slow then quick and horrible and annoying and ..aching ..thoughtful ....confusing ..

It's so much harder not to worry when a mind is circling with everything

anyway .. I am so very happy because my friend is all ok after her operation .. I don't know if she's in pain or anything but she's apparently ok ..
wish her well .....

Today I say

Two days...

..

___________________________________________________________________________________________________
...what to do.. what to do ..... procrastinating is no fun .. or anything else really ... I really really need ice-cream .. ice-cream will fix everything .......I hope.. *sighs*


 

Is it such a bad idea to end a story unhappily? ..

My novel has changed completely .. I am keeping the Pixies till New Year .. *cough*

but they match in sad endings for the main character .. the main characters best friend though, gets a very happy ending ..so .. it is mean?
 

Saturday 7th November 2009


 

Thursday 5th November 2009

Birds and Snow ..

Snow by Walter de la Mare
No breath of wind,
No gleam of sun –
Still the white snow
Whirls softly down
Twig and bough
And blade and thorn
All in an icy
Quiet, forlorn.
Whispering, rustling,
Through the air
On still and stone,
Roof, - everywhere,
It heaps its powdery
Crystal flakes,
Of every tree
A mountain makes;
‘Til pale and faint
At shut of day
Stoops from the West
One wint’ry ray,
And, feathered in fire
Where ghosts the moon,
A robin shrills
His lonely tune.

Snow by Edward Thomas
In the gloom of whiteness,
In the great silence of snow,
A child was sighing
And bitterly saying: "Oh,
They have killed a white bird up there on her nest,
The down is fluttering from her breast!"
And still it fell through that dusky brightness
On the child crying for the bird of the snow




 

Wednesday 4th November 2009

nothing that important ..just thought I mentioned it's cold ..and I'm cold ..
I bought 'after eights' in school today ..well out of school ..in the little shop just outside the school gates ..
umm ..yes only eaten two ..
 

Monday 2nd November 2009

Entry not fit for the squeamish

Something happened to the pixies that made them un-writeable-about
I got a page .. of snow walking and berries ...and it was rubbish .. though it's supposed to be because it's a first draft I hate it being so terrible ..
maybe I should not have read over it? ..but I did
Anyway .. I still managed those 1199 words today ..restarting .. it's a copycat story.. without the same characters and in a different setting
The pixies .. the pixie who will say goodbye ..and the pixies who live happily ever after will not be written about for a few weeks ...months

wow I'm making too much of a deal out of it ..but I'm really mad at myself -for reading

The orthodontist went ok ..afterwards I had to sit in the freezing cold garage for about 4 hours .. I was freezing ..even with a thick coat on ..I read a book that I wasn't going to take with me ..but did (yay!).. I finished it(yay!!!) ...ate cold cake for lunch (there was nothing else to eat! and just after going to a dental specialist.. yeah...)..then figured out the cold was too much and I really needed the bathroom.
The huge problem is .. being in Cardiff ..at a garage ..that was mostly outside .. the toilet had no running water .. and it was outside .. in the cold ..and the door was half broken ..
We went home .. though ..we could have wandered into any shop ..but ..I wanted a proper lunch too ..


 

Sunday 1st November 2009

I like typing November.. it's much easier than October ..
... always put a v in October and then have to bkspace it all ..

Look ..I only left the signature/banner ..

I was going to go for purple ..but blue seemed better and darker
I didn't really want black or something scary ..like bright pink ..or orange ..or yellow

I'm in the yellow team for the write-a-thon though..

My next wait is for November the fifth .. I love fireworks ..as much as snow

I've school and orthodontist appointment tomorrow

 

Saturday 31st October 2009

Happy Halloween!
The News people said that people here are celebrating it more ..
I think people are just fed up of lots of things and want to celebrate ..and along comes something we can celebrate

It hasn't rained yet ... which I was expecting it to do .. now I think my chocolate is going bad.. because I haven't eaten it ...

and guess what!
the relatives from Manchester are coming -again-
..they are supposed to come tomorrow ..


and NaNoWriMo starts tomorrow

Good Luck to us! ..

 

Friday 30th October 2009

Today is what my friends call Halloweve ..and they are having a Halloweve party today (everybody is busy having Halloween parties on Halloween so there is no room) .. and I'm bringing some asian biscuits that look like webs of a spider..
well ..actually there are really intricate patterns ..and my friends were wondering whether they could have bat shapes ..but ..we don't have the metal shape for that ..so .. we are pretending they are intricate webs ..

I'm going to drop them off this afternoon

 

Thursday 29th October 2009

Remember this?

ID: 1515745   (Rated: E) Title: Upon..  Description: reflection of life.. By: pixie

no? ..well ..you probably don't remember, or weren't here, but it was one of the poems I put up in my blog ..ages ago
the last part still doesn't make that much sense to people

but even if no one understands I like it all .. it reminds of that morning I wrote it .. and that certain entry .. and the comments I got
sadly.. I forgot what I had for breakfast that day though ..it was something in bowl .. hmm ..something in a bowl ..
any guesses?

since then I've regained a door .. but there is that huge problem with the door which makes it useless *sighs* ..
nothing is perfect.. yes ..
no one is perfect .. no...

I have a fourth question 4

Am I overreacting?

 

Wednesday 28th October 2009

I was thinking of something ..it was along the lines of 'doesn't the most beautiful rose have thorns?'
unless of course they are cut off...

I'm torn between two names for a pixie ..in my plot of novel ..
what would be a good name for a guy pixie?

and they aren't gonna be that short..just very magical ..very very magical in fact



do any kinds of berries grow in the cold ..that are edible? ..I guess I should look that sort of stuff up ..or make up something
and what does solstice mean? .. find out myself?

really .. my nose is red ..and sniffling ..and I've got tissues everywhere ..and my eyes are watering
I'll find out by next year ..

even so ..despite the stuffiness ..I made a poem yes.. the thing is you weren't feeling for me because I get ill all the time ..I know..but it's not my fault!

ID: 1612366   (Rated: E) Title: Hidden unhidden  Description: the night reveals By: pixie

don't you love the title? .. I was leaning towards something about chocolate ..and how it makes you feel better ..or sometimes worse but .. it changed ..

wishing you well .. unlike myself
jannie

 

Monday 26th October 2009

what's 70-30=? ..40..
umm that's by the end of November ..
and by then there will be .. another goodbye to a blog ..

and also..by the end of November .. I'll be fourteen and a half ..a whole half year ran away! ..I like being fourteen ..much better than thirteen ..
though I had a huge spin of life when I was thirteen ..and I was mostly quite 'content' ..even if I didn't think so then..
being 14 right now feels terrible ..(making up my mind)

Two things ruined being 14
and only one being 13 ..

hopefully I'm done thinking of my life as a list of good and bad ..it is though ..

so.... umm my novel about pixies who are trapped in a snowy place by pixie hunters ..(a pixie dies ..
though it isn't my clone) ..who are desperately looking for their parents who are half way to Iceland losing magicalness in the cold..figure out the heat makes magicals stronger ..when you're older ..so.. two of four pixies leave ..whilst the others slowly ..slowly .. lose touch.

 

Sunday 25th October 2009

I am sure of two things
One ..I am missing
Two ..I am unsure ..
I am sure I'm unsure .. like usual .. I don't know whether I accidentally say something rude ..nobody ever tells me if I do ..and when they do tell me ..it's in an audience ..and it is something that I did often.

I don't understand why people do that .. it makes me feel so bad because I don't have the best manners ..
I wasn't even brought up to say please or thank you ..nobody really says it at home

umm but I say thank you all the time ..

*trails off..will come back later*
 

Saturday 24th October 2009

Berries ..
pixies ...
snow...
that's how my novel is going to go ..


I know it's way too early but I even wrote my dedication page
yes, first I have to write my novel ..then worry about strange things like that

*chokes on air*

I hope there's snow this year ..
it'll help me think
 

Thursday 22nd October 2009

How the world can change~

I realised ..a few moments ago that I should be revising for my biology test ..
I didn't remember for I didn't put it down in my blog ..like I usually did
In my physics test I just scraped up an A* .. though, really, I shouldn't have had it because of the easy questions I didn't answer correctly

The trilogy of drawings I did for art ..are ok ..
I don't think anybody would want them

I was going to send them all..however rubbish they were ..and ..I think my friends will still be able to send them ..if "they" don't move far away
anyway ..that's way too far in the future

only tomorrow left! ..and then ..a week off