Thinkg about this somthing you've been doing since the time you were 7 and somthing uve beeen striving for all your life an ultamite goal dream the only reason you are living today is becuase of this is gone! just liek that!@! u get yelled at told ur worthless nothing hit a wall.
and theres absolutly nothing u can do about it at all but maybe end your life kill yourself prove to someone if anyone cares that without this theres no point in living. u have ruined someones life and this is how ull feel.
u have killed someone
ruined them.
because now there no longer living

or maybe ill just become like everyother teen out there well the percetage of them anyway and start blazing getting drunk on weekends having sex having fun , better yet ill come home drunk or high and see wut mom and dad have to say they'll have obsolutly nothing to say to me becuase the thing i love is gone they cant hold that against me ...blackmail kinda...
revenge is wut it is ...its like well looks wut im liek now that i dont have wut i love..