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| [Introduction]
This is for the Charlie story we started. It's long and all that, and I thought, hey, it's got an original description of Loki, why the hell not? So... well... let's have fun? Charlie was not having a good day. It all started with the alarm clock, the alarm clock which didn't wake him up. That meant that his mother had to wake him. Which, of course, meant that his mother had to tell him how bad he was because he couldn't get up on his own. After all, a thirteen year old boy ought to be able to wake himself. In fact, Charlie had the impression that a thirteen year old boy ought to be able to do everything for himself. The next thing was breakfast. He was in a hurry and they were out of cereal, so he tried to leave the house without eating. His mother yelled at him nonstop for trying to sneak out without eating, and he'd almost missed the bus. On the bus he'd had to sit next to Tony. No one else would sit next to him because he liked to hit people in the gut when the bus driver wasn't paying attention, which was most of the time. At that point Charlie had been glad he hadn't eaten breakfast, when suddenly the bus driven leaned on the horn and slammed on the breaks. Charlie lurched into the seat in front of him and heard the glass window shatter. He felt pin pricks of pain. Then it was like he was suspended in the air and couldn't breath. Finally there was an overwhelming shock of pain and he lost his breath completely. In the end he found himself standing with a bunch of other kids in a deep ravine staring at the mangled bus and a semi truck. He looked around, wondering how he'd gotten out of the bus and why he was no longer in pain. "You're all dead." The voice was low and unemotional. Dead, flat, no nonsense. There was a moment of silence, then an enrapture of noises, including the screams of some and the tears of others. How could they all be dead? "Quiet!" The voice now had emotion. A bit of irritation and a hint of command. Whoever it was that spoke was not wasting any time, he had a message to deliver. Charlie looked in the direction of the voice to see an unassuming man in plain clothes. Brown hair curled around his face and, although his voice was flat, his eyes held something like compassion. Dead, he was dead? Charlie glanced back at the bus. Well, it had been a bad day, but it seemed to be shaping up to be the worst day ever. He hadn't contemplated death much, just a little. Was he going to heaven or hell? Had he been good or bad. He sighed a heave of relief. Well, if nothing else, at least there was an afterlife. "You have choices," the man said. "But you must look at me and listen." The voice actually went soft for a moment, the sound of someone trying to make things easier for everyone involved. Some of the others turned and looked at the unassuming man, some fell to the ground and cried. "You all have choices." This time the voice was back to being emotionless. "You can choose to go to heaven," a pause, "or you can choose to go to hell," another pause, this one a little longer than the last, "or you can choose to be reborn. Some of you can choose to be a type of detective. All of you can choose to stay on earth." The man walked up to one of the others and handed him something, "You also have the choice to ask me questions. This will let you get a hold of me, and it also will let you go where you want to in terms of heaven and hell and rebirth." He walked around passing out these things and eventually stopped at Charlie. "Here," he handed him what looked to be a very old fashioned watch. It had an angel at the top and a devil at the bottom. Opened it had several buttons. When the light hit it at just the right angle Charlie could see his reflection in the watch face. His dark green eyes and bright orange hair. Hair which his mother called strawberry blond, but it looked more closely related to carrots then strawberries to him. He looked back at the man. "We can all go to heaven or hell? It's a choice? I thought that was supposed to be predetermined." Charlie asked the questions just as some of the others began asking similar things. He noticed that he did have a button on the bottom right corner that said detective. What did it mean? Why were only some of them given that choice? "Your actions are not predetermined, why should your resting place be? Do not many people chose where to lay their remains before they die? If you have been given that choice, why can't you choose where you shall send your soul? Your soul is more important than your body, especially now." The man looked around at all the faces, "Each place is different and each place you may enter and leave at will. Where do you belong? All of you now have what you need to move onwards." He stepped away from Charlie a bit and turned back to look again at everyone. "I am bound for heaven, who is going with me?" He said the question in the same flat tone, but at the end, his eyes lit up a bit and he looked slightly more friendly. To go to heaven or not to go to heaven? Charlie was confused and the one person who could answer all of his questions seemed to be preparing to leave. "But, who are the detectives? What do they do? And, hell has a pretty bad reputation, why would someone choose to go there? Are our choices permanent?" A few of the people had raised their hands in answer to going to heaven. The man turned to him, "The only choices that are permanent are to be reborn or to be a detective. That is it. Any other place you may go to and leave at will. A full description of the detectives and a full answer to your questions are not within reach at this moment. Unfortunately there are too many of you for me to give my normal attention to. I will be back in probably a few hours, if you would like to wander around and wait for me, I will return." He seemed to be wishing for a more patient crowd, or at least a less hectic one. Some of the kids were testing their ability to fly, and others were huddled together crying. "Can you wait for me? You need not enter heaven right away, the choice will remain." Charlie nodded and wondered why Brad was still trying to fly when he'd already hurt himself several times in his insane attempts. He also wondered if Jane and Alison were ever going to stop crying. "I'll wait." The man nodded, "Then I will be back. I know how to find you, feel free to roam earth, get a little used to things being different." He looked to the others, "All of you who are going to heaven, you must hold hands and come with me," he reached out his hands and several people formed a line holding hands. Jane and Alison were a part of the line, as were most of the kids. The bus driver was no where to be seen, nor was the semi driver. A very few of the kids walked away, and two of them, one of which was Brad, were talking together. The man began floating up into the clouds, the long line of people falling after him like a kite with a very long string. After a moment they were all gone. Charlie looked after him. Who was that man? He hadn't really had a chance to ask. Where should he go now. For some reason he was compelled to search to bus. Had there been any survivors. Maybe the bus driver or whoever had been in the truck? Come to think of it, he hadn't noticed Tony around, nor had he seen Vicky. He approached the twisted frame of the bus and peered into a window. There was glass and blood everywhere. His stomach clenched. Evidently being dead did not protect you from being sick to your stomach. A man was inside the bus, as was all the mangled remains of the students. The bus driver was firmly attached to his seat, and his head was cut everywhere, blood pouring down his face. However he looked like he might still be alive. Many of the students were sliced, and a few were even in more than one piece. The scene was very unsettling, and gory. From what he could see, it looked like there might have been a few survivors among the mess, those that were alive were probably so because of their "cushions" of other students. No one was conscious. He stepped away from the bus feeling unsteady and light headed. Had that been his arm he'd seen, stretched out behind Tony's body? Had he ended up being instrumental in saving the big bully? He walked until he came to a large rock where he sat down, trying to will his stomach to settle. In the distance, he heard sirens. He hoped they arrived soon. The bus driver hadn't been a bad sort, at least he hadn't thought so. Tears welled up in his eyes and spilled down his cheeks. He didn't feel particularly sad at the moment, why was he crying? "Hey, what's wrong?" A female voice said from besides him. "I'm, um, not sure," he replied shakily, looking toward the voice. A cute girl he had never seen before smiled down at him. She had curly blond hair and big blue eyes. She was wearing a long dress that was close fitting at the top and loose at the bottom, it was ankle length. He could see combat boots under the skirt. "Were you part of this disaster?" she asked. Charlie nodded. "A bunch of kids from my school died. I'm waiting for the man who talked to us to come back and answer some questions I had." He tried to wipe his tears away. "Who are you?" She smiled, "Lucy, I used to go to school around here, but things have changed so much since I was here that I got lost looking for my old house. That's when I started wandering around and saw the accident. I was wondering if anyone was going to be left once St. Peter was done talking or not. Who are you?" "My names Charlie. How long ago did you live around here?" She squatted down in front of him, "Oh, about 50 or so odd years ago. I can't keep track anymore. It still feels like it happened yesterday, latest a week ago. But to be honest, I've been happier now than I ever was. I got to visit Rome, I've never been there, and I'm going back soon I think. I loved the ruins, and the people are so nice." She had a peaceful look on her face. "Then... why try to find your old house?" Charlie wondered what it would be like to travel the world as a ghost. It seemed wrong somehow, like living without living. He had finally stopped crying, talking to the girl had somehow calmed him, and he was glad. She laughed a bit, "I was just wondering if it was still there, or if any of my relatives were living there or what. Maybe someone from my family was having a family reunion at my house and I could see who all was part of the family now. A bit of a curiosity really. I loved my family and wondered what had happened to them, so I was going to see if I could find out any information about them." "Where did you live? I mean, what road? Maybe I can help." Lucy smiled and then nodded, "Ok, I lived on River Road, the big black house that used to have a large porch. The porch burned down.. er, that's when I died, so I don't know what color it is now. Um, 1534 River Road was the address. Do you know it?" Charlie nodded. "I think so, but it isn't black anymore. You can get there by climbing up to the road and turning left, then walk until you find Terrace Street, turn right there and follow it to River. I think you go right on River, but I'm not completely sure. The house is on my bus stop, but the person from there is still alive, I think. I'm not sure the family is very happy though. Tony never seemed happy, that's for sure. Their last name is Bradshaw. I might be thinking of the wrong house. Or maybe your family moved out? I don't know. A lot can happen in fifty years I would think." She nodded, "Bradshaw is right, Lucy Bradshaw was my name." She looked thoughtful, "They aren't happy? I wonder why?" Charlie shrugged. "Tony isn't, at least I doubt it. He's a big bully who likes to hit and shove people around. I've had a lot of bruises because of him. In my experience, people who do that sort of thing aren't happy. My dad's the same way. At least, when he's home." Lucy tilted her head to one side, "Tony, he was in that bus? Did he hurt you a lot? Maybe I'll have to make sure he doesn't do that again." Then she righted her head and smiled at him again, "Do you hate being at home?" "I suppose he wont, now that I'm dead." Charlie wondered if she really could keep him from doing it again, even if Charlie was still alive. "It would be good if you could stop him though, before he hurts more people." Charlie thought about being at home. Did he hate it? Sometimes he did, but he didn't hate it all the time. There were times when being at home was peaceful, and pleasant. It was a good place to study, especially when his mother wasn't home. "I don't hate being home, not all the time, only when other people are home too." "Are you a loner then? Do you usually prefer to be alone?" and she chuckled, "I'll do my best to stop him from hurting more people." "Can you really do anything much? I mean, you're a ghost." Charlie wasn't sure if he was a loner or not. "I prefer to be alone when I'm at home." "Being a ghost just means that only some people can't see you. There are many things you can do as a ghost, you just need to learn. Besides I'm not just a ghost, I've been to heaven and so I have a bit of power to me." She stood up and stretched her legs, then flopped back down on the ground. "But you prefer to be with people when you're not at home?" "Well, I would," Charlie replied softly, "but not many people seem to like me." Lucy looked confused, "Why not? You seem to be pretty nice to me. Maybe people just don't know you that well." Charlie shook his head. "I suppose they don't. I'm pretty quiet in school. People make fun of me more when I talk." She tilted her head to the side, "Really? Why? You don't seem to have any speaking problems..." Charlie shrugged. "I don't know. If I knew what the problem was I would probably fix it." An ambulance and a couple of police cars had arrived. "I think I'm going away now. Nothing personal, but I don't want to see my body when they pull it out. I think it's a real mess." He stood up, and she followed. "Ok, do you want me to go with you, or do you want to be alone?" Her voice was filled with curiosity. Charlie shrugged again. "It's up to you. I thought you wanted to visit your family." Lucy smiled, "I do. I'm going to have to deal with the one who is hurting others, so I thought maybe I'd stay around and see what he looks like, but If you wanted to have company, I can always look him up in the hospital later." She brushed the dirt off her dress. "I don't care either way, you're fun to talk to, but you're probably used to being alone." "I am. I think I will go alone if it's okay. Good luck with your relatives." He gave Lucy a brief smile, which she returned. "No problem, good luck with the rest of your life, err," she giggled, "the rest of your death." He nodded and wandered away. How long had it been? When would the man return? Where, exactly, was he going? He found himself at school. He shook his head to himself. What a place to go. The crazy part was that there was so many people there. Everyone who had made it to school was there, and everyone was wondering what had happened to the bus. Someone who Charlie had never noticed, walked past him fast, almost knocking him over. He tried to follow them, wondering who they were. It only took a moment for the guy turned and looked at him, "You dead or something?" the voice was a little off, like it hadn't been used for a long time. The boy's skin was dark and so was his hair. The eyes were a deep green and mean looking. "Um... yes?" Charlie just wasn't sure how to react. So, the boy had almost knocked him over because he wasn't alive either? The boy looked confused, then started laughing. The laugh was lighthearted and not mean at all. When he looked down at Charlie again, his eyes were amused and friendly. "Sorry, I thought you were alive!" he chuckled, "So I gave you my mean stare to scare you away, and... oh, I'm so sorry, I've seen you in class and so I didn't think you were..." he became consumed with laughter again. "Sorry, I still can't believe you're.. um," his eyes got serious, "What happened, you didn't strike me as the suicide type." "My bus collided with a semi truck. Are you dead too?" "Collided with a semi, that's not a good idea," he looked thoughtful, "Oh, and yeah, I'm dead. Still trying to pass school too, not very good at it either." He looked down, a blush creeping along his face. "How long have you been trying?" That had certainly never been a problem for Charlie. He had always been good in school. The boy's blush got deeper, "err, about 7 years I think. I really hate school, but I thought that if nothing else, I would pass and graduate, even if I was dead. I think I shouldn't have tried though, because it's just not working out." "How can you tell whether you're passing or not? Are there ghost teachers?" Charlie was pretty amazed that a ghost had been treading the halls and going to his classes the entire time he'd been in junior high. He wondered if there been any ghosts at his grade school or not. "Um, well, you see, I actually manipulated the teachers to passing out an extra quiz and test every time they would normally, and I write my answers down, then they take it and grade it and pass it back, and no one notices. I've used my manipulating powers that way to see if I can pass, and, like I said, I'm not doing it. There are ghost teachers, but I'm trying not to go that route." "Why would you want to avoid it? Wouldn't it be easier if you could ask questions and stuff about things you didn't understand?" "Perhaps, but the ghost teachers that I've heard about are really crabby, and I don't want to have to be nice to crabby teachers. Besides which, Mr. Edgers is really cute..." he blushed again, "and I like to hear him talk," and he looked down. "Oh." It sounded to Charlie like the boy had a crush on Mr. Edgers. "Did you have Mr. Edgers when you were alive too?" The boy nodded. "I was going to tell him I liked him the day that I died. I was so into the letter I was writing that I didn't notice the car that was swerving towards me. It hit me and then..." his voice trailed off. "But I'm trying to collect enough credits to get a body and meet him outside of work, just for a day, so I can maybe talk to him when I don't have to be myself." "I guess no one ever found the letter, huh? At least not intact. That must have been really hard for you, but why would you want to meet him as someone other than yourself?" A part of Charlie felt he was prying too much, but he was intrigued by the boy. "Well," his voice was soft, "you see, my crush has only gotten deeper, and he might recognize me as myself if I showed up looking like me, so therefore if I got to I'd go as someone else and I'd try to meet him, and maybe he'd be interested in a one nighter, then, maybe I'd be satisfied and things could go on and I'd be ok." "I don't know," Charlie replied, "but good luck. I hope things go well." He had a feeling a one nighter would only make things worse for the boy if he succeeded. "By the way, what are credits, and how can you use them to get a body?" The boy looked up in surprise, "Oh, yeah, you're new to death. Well, you get a card, it's like a credit card, and when you do certain things, it causes you to save up these things that are called credits, they're like money, and when you have enough credits, you call St. Peter and ask him for a body and where you want to be at. When that happens, he'll tell you things like how long you can have your body with those many credits, and that type of thing. Real easy, right?" "I suppose so." Charlie considered it for a bit, "but how do you call St. Peter?" The boy looked confused, "Didn't he tell you when he gave you the watch? It's the big button in the middle, you press it and he appears as soon as he can to help you." "The guy who gave me the watch? That's Saint Peter? That guy? Really?" Now that Charlie considered it the guy hadn't ever introduced himself. "I'm waiting for him to come back. He delivered a bunch of people to heaven." The boy nodded, "Then he will probably be a while, how long have you been waiting?" "I really don't know. I'm making you late to class aren't I? Go on." Charlie decided he would go and look in on Mr. Edgers, see if he could figure out why the boy had such a big crush on him. "Oh, shit, I forgot! Sorry, but yeah, I gotta go," and the boy flew down the hallway, zipping through a door. Charlie headed to Mr. Edgers' room. He stopped outside the door and looked in. Mr. Edgers was a young teacher, in his lower 30's and aging well. He had light blond hair that fell in one eye constantly, and pale brown eyes. His frame was tall and thin, but not weak, he had a wiry muscle to him. The unfortunate part about Mr. Edgers was that he taught science, and seemed to like it. At least most of the students thought that was unfortunate. Charlie didn't care, one way or the other. He watched the teacher closely and listened to his voice. He supposed it was a good voice, if one cared about that sort of thing. Mr. Edgers looked to the door for a moment, almost seemed to look right at Charlie, and then shook his head and continued his lesson. He must have sensed that someone was watching him from there. Some people could sense ghosts. At least some people said they could. Some people even said they could see them, and Charlie was a ghost. "I'm a ghost, I'm dead," Charlie told himself. For some reason it gave him a stomach ache. "I'm free now if you are," the soft and expressionless voice that he had heard upon first being dead spoke right into his ear. "Everyone is safely in heaven and you had questions." Charlie turned abruptly to face the man. "You're Saint Peter," it came out sounding like an accusation rather than a statement or question as he'd meant it to be. "Why don't you introduce yourself to people?" He sounded a bit upset, but he wasn't sure why. He was a great deal more curious than he was annoyed. St. Peter's lip curled up a small bit on one side. "Indeed. I don't introduce myself to people because they find out about me eventually anyway. Besides that, I don't wish for people to be intimidated by me." He shook his head, "Does that mean you're free to ask your questions? Or was that the first question." "I.. suppose it was, but my first question was about the detectives. I want to know who they are and what they do please." St. Peter nodded and started walking away, "Perhaps away from the school where so many can listen in on this and also where there will be less noise." He started walking out of the school. Charlie followed. "Are there a lot of people in the school who can listen in on our conversation?" St. Peter shrugged, "Only so many, and some of them don't need to know about what I'm going to say to you." He went for a brisk walk to a nearby park and sat down on a bench, "Have a seat." "Why not?" Charlie sat down next to Saint Peter. "Because the detectives are a very important group of people who are constantly keeping things running smoothly, in heaven, on earth, and also in hell." He looked at Charlie, "You were given the option to be a detective because you hold within yourself the potential to take charge and help people. You are not suffering from serious mental illness, you have not contemplated suicide within the last 2 years, and you are interested in making things better. You have the capacity to kill, or at the very least, defend yourself. You are not unwilling to take charge of a bad situation, and you can change a situation from bad to good. I do not know what kind of power you have, but you have enough to do a great deal of good." He paused and breathed, "What they do is a bit on the confidential side, but they are the ones who keep the "sightings" of paranormal things down to a minimum. Also, they take people who are staying too long in the realm of the living to the realm of the dead. They are also in charge of making sure that things that are not supposed to happen don't. Often they keep earth running in a bit of a normal pattern. What else can I answer?" "Do people really choose to go to hell willingly? I mean, I've met a lot of people who consider themselves bad, but they don't want to go to hell." St. Peter nodded, "There are many people who go to hell. Some of them want to go because they think it would be more fun than heaven, some go because they think they deserve to go to hell. Many go because they think they can do many "evil" things there. It just depends on the kind of person you are. If you don't want to go to hell, you don't have to." "Am I stuck with the choice I make, or can I change my mind." Dying sure was complicated. It was more like a continuation of life then an ending. "You can change your mind with many of the choices. You can always move freely from heaven to hell to earth, however if you choose to be reborn, you may not change your mind once you are born and if you chose to be a detective, you may not change your mind until you can retire." St. Peter shook his head, "If you become a detective, let me warn you, it is not your life you need to worry about, it is your soul itself. One rarely retires from a detective position. If you die as a detective, there will be no more St. Peter saying you're dead, it is a permanent nonexistence. Detectives place themselves in danger in order to help others and it's a danger they rarely leave behind." "Are there statistics of some sort for that? I mean, what's the percentage of souls that don't survive? Do you know what happens to those souls? I mean some people believe when you die you're just gone. Are you 100% sure they're completely gone? When does a detective retire?" St. Peter laughed. "You want statistics, find an analyst. I'm not sure what the percentage is." He looked serious again, "you don't completely understand the situation. Do you know what can happen to someone who is in the army or military too long? How they cannot live the normal life?" "I've heard that before," Charlie wondered how many people didn't think to ask all of these questions before deciding that being a detective would be fun and going off to try it out. He nodded, "It's a mental thing. You see, as a detective you are going to see all sorts of things that as a ghost or just a person you wouldn't see. You will be fighting a war that no one knows about. In essence you are going to be part of a military or army type of setting, and because of that, you are going to get used to the fight. Some people retire and go back a few years later because everything is too peaceful. Once you have used your powers, you won't want to stop using them." He paused and looked thoughtful. "Another thing is that once you know how things work, you will likely see the ways around things. As a detective you are a bit above the law, and once you retire, you will no longer be so. There is someone who is one of the best detectives that has been around for so long no one really remembers him, yet he cannot stand the thought of leaving. Mainly because he doesn't really realize that he can, but also because he doesn't want to. It is up to you what you do, but please don't think that it's going to be easy." St. Peter stretched and extended his legs. "You see, a soul has only so much give. There are such things as soul eaters, and those people are capable of eating souls so they no longer exist. Because of that there has to be a point where a soul dies, completely. That is the thing that can happen to you as a detective. If you resided on heaven or hell there would be no way that your soul could be touched in that way. However if you reside on earth in any way, you come across the possibility of running into that kind of creature. Yes, a soul is completely 100% gone at some point, but the possibility of "normal" people coming across that risk is very slim. As a detective you will be face to face with so many things that can hurt you that your strength alone may be the difference between life and death. Am I making sense?" Charlie nodded. Would he want to be part of such a world? Why did the idea of it intrigue him so much? "How can I learn more about being a detective without joining them? Is there any way I could observe someone involved in it, or talk to some people who are detectives? If someone becomes a detective and hates it do they have to continue? When would they be able to leave? Is there a trial period or something? It seems so permanent. Even rebirth only lasts a lifetime." A lifetime could be a very short span of time too, as Charlie knew well. St. Peter smiled, "If you wish to watch the detectives, you may, it will be different than what you will deal with, but you may watch. And when you join them, you sign a year contract. After a year, you decide whether or not to sign another contract. You also do have a trial period of a few weeks, or the end of your first long mission, whatever happens first." He shook his head. "The thing about the detectives is, once you make your second contract, it's a permanent thing in that you agree to work with them for 200 years. There are ways around it, but you are locked into it for at least 50 years. Understand?" Charlie nodded. He hadn't even lived 50 years. It would be a huge commitment to say he'd do anything for that long. "I want to watch them. What do I do next?" "You need to go to where they are, under normal circumstances, you'd press the button for it, but since I'm already here, you don't need to do that. Are you sure that's what you want to do?" Charlie nodded again. "I'll never know whether I want to join them or not if I don't go. Thank you for taking so much time out to talk to me." St. Peter shook his head, "Not at all. I'm very pleased to find a few people willing to talk and ask questions before moving on. So many people haven't that I've become used to not communicating." He stood up and held out his hand, "Please, let me take you where you need to go." Charlie reach out and took the offered hand. Being a detective sounded risky, but interesting as well. In many ways he didn't feel like he had much to loose. He had thought of life more as a dead end than anything else anyhow, and here he was, living. At least close enough. The afterlife seemed to have a lot more in common with life than he'd ever imagined. St. Peter's hand closed around Charlie's, and he started walking. As he walked, the scenery shifted a bit and after a few moments righted again. They were standing on a pathway that led to a large metal gate. Behind the metal gate was a large forest and a tall building. St. Peter walked up to the gate and gently put his hand against it. It swung open and he continued walking down the path to the large doors of the building. "We are here." A young girl stepped out from the shadows of the doorway. "Yes you are," she said, "and you're bringing in a watcher. No problem, I'll make sure he makes it to where he belongs." St. Peter smiled and turned to Charlie. "For as long as you are with the detectives, you need to return your watch. While you are here you are not allowed the option to leave." He held out his hand. Charlie looked at St. Peter's hand. "What will I do when I'm done watching?" "When you're done watching, if you plan on leaving, the head of this building will let me know and I'll return to you. Fair enough?" Charlie nodded and handed the watch to St. Peter. It didn't really bother him since he hadn't had the watch very long anyhow. "Good luck, I will see you again sometime." And St. Peter turned and walked away. "Follow me please," the little girl said, as she turned to the door and started pushing it open. Charlie followed. He was no longer a 13 year old student having a bad day. His mother wasn't likely to ever nag him again. His father wasn't likely to ever hit him again. He actually had the ability to make his own decisions, big, life altering decisions, without having to consult his parents first. It felt really good. Inside the door was a very elegant entryway. There was a chandelier hanging from the ceiling and to the left was an elevator. To the right was a small hallway that looked to open into a large room. Directly in front of him was a spiral staircase with dark red carpet on it. "Take the elevator to the top floor and walk through to the last door. That will be the Chief's office, please knock and wait for instructions." The little girl smiled from ear to ear, "and don't worry, no matter how loud he is, he's not really hard to get along with, unless you're Loki," that last part was said under her breath. "Loki?" Charlie mused as he walked to the elevator and pressed the up button. The door opened and Charlie saw a very old, very nice elevator. It was carpeted on the floors and the walls and the color was the same deep red as on the stairs. The touch pad for the floors was done to look like pearls with numbers on them. There were five floors and a basement. "Loki," Charlie mumbled as he entered the elevator. He wondered who Loki was, and why he would find the boss difficult to get along with. He pressed the button which said 5 on it. The music that filtered into the elevator was standard elevator fare. Nothing all that exciting about it. It took only a few moments before it stopped and opened up, "Thank you for riding Elly Elevator today, please ride again!" the voice was a very friendly feminine voice. Charlie could see a small hallway that opened up into a large room full of desks and computers and copy machines. He walked out of the odd elevator and straight ahead. He glanced at the desks and the people as he walked wondering if most people who came to watch stayed. That seemed logical since St. Peter had taken his watch away. On the other hand many things in life weren't logical, so it was silly to assume that things would be logical after death. One never knew. They may not be. The room was filled with the sound of people, people talking, laughing, moving around and shuffling papers. Very few of them actually seemed to be doing work of any sort. Most were spending time reading over each other's shoulders, or playing games. As he got closer to the door, he saw one person leaning back in his chair and eating what appeared to be a whole apple pie. About two paces past that desk was a large door that said, "Chief." He approached the door and knocked. "Who is it?!?" the voice was loud and gruff sounding, somewhat intimidating. 'Who is it?!?' did not sound much like instructions. Things were always more complicated than people said they would be. "Charlie." He didn't necessarily think the answer would mean much to the man behind the door, but if he wanted to know more than that Charlie was sure he would ask. "Oh, shit!" somewhat more subdued was this reply, then, "Come in!" This time the voice seemed more friendly, less mean. Charlie opened the door and entered the room. It was a large office with large windows overlooking a lake surrounded by trees. There was a desk with a large man sitting behind it. "Please, have a seat," the man motioned to one of the two chairs facing his desk. He was middle aged with greying hair and a mustache. He was also overweight, dressed in a business suit that did not complement his size. "You're Charlie, huh?" he had an open file on his desk and was looking at something from it. Charlie sat down in the seat across from him. "Yes." The man looked through a few papers and then looked up again, "I see." He looked down at the papers and then threw them over his shoulder, "Well, see here's the thing, I'd love to have you watch the place, but right now, things are fairly easy. There isn't a lot going on besides the fact that Loki is getting fat by non exercise. You are more than welcome to stay and ask people questions, but until I get a case for you to work on, there's not much to see. Everyone's pretty relaxed, and there's a baking contest going on between the women that's pretty interesting to watch but..." his voice trailed off. Then he fell back in his chair and let it swing under him. "There are several people you could talk to and there are several things you could do, but like I said, until I have a case, that's all you can do right now." He scrutinized him, "Do you still want to stay?" Charlie shook his head, then nodded it. "That is, I don't really know. Does this happen often?" Charlie had gotten the impression that the people here were always needed. After all, the job description was fairly extensive. The man sighed, "No, Loki set off a spell that backfired and sent all sorts of things flying in the wrong direction. Once this dry spell is over, probably in a few weeks or so, there will be so many things, we probably won't be able to handle them all. Damn that Loki!" he finished off with a growl that was close to a yell, "If he was only capable of taking care of things without screwing them up for once!" The blood vessels on his neck started sticking out from the skin, and his face started turning the brightest shade of red that Charlie had ever seen. Charlie debated this. "So, because of this spell things are going well everywhere right now? Or are you just unable to figure out what's going wrong?" He didn't figure dead people could have heart attacks, but in this man's case there might be an exception. The man nodded. "You are getting the gist of it quickly, I see. Loki did a spell that should have settled something in the area he was in, however, he did something wrong and now everything seems to be going too well. There are cases just screaming to be solved, but we can't find them. So everything seems to be going right everywhere. There haven't been any cases of people living past their death times, and there also haven't been any people trying to kill others. While I know this must be false, there's nothing I can do about it right now. It's going to take time for things to get to the point where my men that are out looking for issues come back with anything. Damn that Loki!!" and it was almost screamed again. "If only he could keep his head away from the damn sweets than maybe he could get something decent accomplished," and he banged his fist on the table. Charlie felt his brows draw together as he considered this. "Did sweets have something to do with the spell being done incorrectly?" Charlie didn't know much about spells. In fact, he knew next to nothing about them. The man glared towards the door, "Only when Loki is involved. That man can't do anything when his stomach is empty, and he also can't remember words correctly when someone is offering him an apple strudel." "Was someone offering him an apple strudel, or was his stomach empty?" Charlie couldn't help thinking that the whole conversation had turned rather humorous. The chief glared, "Loki's stomach is always empty, remember that if you ever need to work with him. Never leave him alone, and if you walk past anything that's even vaguely related to food stores, keep hold of his hand and walk him past if you expect to keep his attention. And I believe someone was offering him apple strudel at the time, yes, that's all that he's said since I yelled at him last." "...all he's said since you yelled at him last is apple strudel?" Charlie knew one thing. Loki had to have some pretty impressive powers to cause a spell to go this askew. "That's right! And he won't say anything else, except for the occasional, "you just wouldn't understand!" Which he's right, I wouldn't understand!" He stood up and banged his fist on the desk again. "Damn him! Like we don't have enough troubles he's got to make things worse!" Charlie hid a smile. He sincerely doubted the chief would ever admit the humorous side of the situation, at least not publicly. "I think I'll stay. You said it should only be a matter of weeks. This will give me a chance to get to know some people and talk to them. Can you tell me who your best and worst people are? You don't have to tell me which is which, and who likes it here most and least? If I could get those four names I should be busy for a while." The chief sat down hard in his seat and took a deep breath, "Best and worst, Loki and Diana, likes it most and least, Jared and Lissa. No particular order to those names. Loki is the muncher just outside of my door, and Diana is usually practicing in the basement gym. Jared likes to swim and he seems to live in the pond outside. Lissa tends to go flying so it may take you a while to get her. Anything else I can do for you?" Charlie shook his head. He had to assume the chief was listing Loki as his worst agent at the moment. He wondered if that was always true. He stood up to leave, then changed his mind. "On second thought, who are your second worst and second best as well, since it seems I'll have a certain amount of time on my hands." "Second worst and second best?" the chief thought about that for a moment, "let's see, that would have to be Justin and Sarah. They are a team and tend to work together. Partly because they are also married, but..." his voice trailed off, "they are usually working on reading as many books as possible in the main library downstairs." "Ok, thank you," Charlie turned and walked out of the office. Loki must have been the one trying to eat an entire apple pie. He looked toward that desk, and saw that over half the pie was gone. The man tilting his chair back was black haired with a tint of blue to some of the strands. He had deep blue eyes and was wearing a casual suit in black. His shoulders were broad and looked fairly strong. His face however, was soft and had an easy grace to it. Charlie had never seen someone's face look so anciently young before in his entire life. There was something about it that made Charlie know that he was old, yet his demeanor was very innocent. It seemed like such a clash of possibilities that Charlie didn't want to accept it for a moment. He walked to the desk. "Hello, my name is Charlie, you're Loki aren't you?" The man sat up suddenly, his fork still in his mouth, and nodded solemnly. Then he took the fork out of his mouth. "I really didn't mean to eat it all, it just happened, so please tell Miss Emerald that it won't happen again, I promise!" His eyes were deep and soulful, pleading with Charlie. "... the pie?" Charlie had no idea, so he figured he'd give it his best guess. Loki's eyes blinked, "No, not this one, but the red raspberry one that was cooling on the window sill," he stated matter of factly, "I just couldn't help it! The aroma was too good, I had to have a bite! Then the next thing I knew, it was all gone! I'm sorry!" and he fell to the ground and bowed his head right at Charlie's feet. Charlie smiled. "If I meet Miss Emerald I'll let her know. Right now though, I want to talk to you." Loki looked up at him, "You mean you weren't sent by Miss Emerald?" He looked somewhat disappointed, "Oh well," and he sat back in his seat, picked up the rest of his pie, and tilted his chair back again, "What can I do for you?" "You were hoping she'd sent someone to scold you? I wanted to ask you what you think of being a detective." Charlie would have liked a seat, but Loki didn't look likely to offer him one. He glanced around to see if there was one nearby. A chair nearby came skittering towards Charlie by some unseen hand, "Maybe," Loki said, "I'm so used to being caught that I'm actually sort of surprised that Miss Emerald hasn't come after me yet." He looked thoughtful for a moment, "Maybe she set that up just so that I could have it?" He seemed lost in thought over that one. Charlie cleared his throat. "So what do you think of being a detective?" Loki looked at him in surprise. "Well, I'm still here, aren't I?" as if that was the most obvious thing in the universe. "There are only a few people who were here before me, so I must be still interested in it, right?" Then he looked down at the few remaining bites of pie, "However, Miss Emerald is the best cook they've ever had, and I don't think they're going to be able to keep her, Miss Lyht is trying to convince her to leave." He seemed sorely depressed about that. "That's too bad." He would offer Loki some food, but Loki already appeared to have some and Charlie wasn't sure how to get him some anyhow. "So what do you like about it, being a detective?" Loki winked, "The delicious free food!" Then he laughed for a few moments and finished the last bite of pie. "Wanna see what's the best part?" and he had an almost evil glint to his eye. Charlie wasn't really sure he did. "Couldn't you just tell me?" Loki shook his head. "Nope, you gotta see," and he got up out of his chair and started walking towards the elevator, stopping once to motion Charlie to follow. Charlie followed Loki. If he wanted to continue talking to him he didn't have much of a choice. They traveled to the elevator where the music instantly turned to pop rock. Loki waited until Charlie was safely inside before pressing the button 3. "Miss Emerald will be very disappointed in you if she sees you again this soon," the elevator said. "I know, but I'm not trying to be seen," Loki said. "You never want to be seen," the elevator retorted. "I know," he replied. "The elevator changed music," Charlie noted. The new music was a definite improvement. Loki looked at him, "the elevator changes music depending on who is in it. You can request any form of music and Elly will comply." Loki patted the wall of the elevator, "Elly is such a good elevator," and he grinned. The elevator stopped and the door opened. Charlie nodded quietly. If Loki said so. It seemed just getting Loki to talk about detective work at all was going to be a challenge. Loki led them away from the elevator and down a long hallway. Most of the doors were open and Charlie could see many people working in kitchens and eating at tables. At the end of the hall was a very large kitchen. Loki took them all the way to the entrance and pointed to a very large pot that was hanging over an open fireplace. "Look, that is one of the best things about being here. When it's boiling, you can smell the food throughout the whole building. Miss Emerald never lets it go to waste and I always get one of the first bowls." Loki looked supremely happy. "Now, want to see the other thing that's important?" Charlie nodded, although, again, he wasn't entirely sure he did. Loki smiled and walked back to the elevator. Once inside he pressed the button for the first floor. The music was again pop rock and Loki started singing to the song playing. "Thank you for riding Elly Elevator, please ride again," it said as they exited. Loki didn't stop or look back until they were outside. "Still with me?" His eyes were shining. "Yes," Charlie replied, glad they had actually left the kitchen. He felt like he was with a kid who was giving a sort of follow the leader show and tell. Loki nodded. "Good," then he collected Charlie in his arms and leapt into the air. It was only a moment before Charlie realized that they were flying. He felt his eyes widen. "What? Um..." he looked at Loki. How were they flying? Loki didn't seem to have wings or anything, they were just in the air. "Look," he said, pointing towards the sun. "Do you see? That rainbow?" Charlie looked for the rainbow, hoping no one flew by and offered Loki an apple strudel or anything dangerous like that. In the rays of first light, one could see a bright rainbow stretch across the sky. "Now look down," and Loki pointed down, his voice completely serious for the first time. Charlie looked down. Under them was a large city, the first rays of sunlight shining off the buildings and making the whole place glow softly. "Do you realize how many people live there? Over 50 thousand. Do you realize how many people in that town I've touched in one way or another?" He paused and looked at Charlie, his eyes soft and slightly sad, "Not nearly enough." He looked down to the city again, "But when I look at them I realize that every time I do something that helps someone, the place is better for it. Every time that I bring someone to the realm of the dead where they belong, I know that many other people are touched in some way. It's nice to know that what I do is affecting people, even when they don't know it is. Does that make sense?" Loki blushed a bit, "I suppose that's a weird explanation of the best thing about this job besides the cooking, but... it's all I can give you." Charlie found himself rather amazed that Loki could be that serious. He considered what Loki was saying. Loki would probably never stop being a detective. It wasn't for the reasons St. Peter had suggested however. Loki felt he hadn't yet touched enough lives, helped enough people, and the odds were he would always feel that way. The people in the cities on earth had probably lived and died countless times since Loki had become a detective, and they would continue doing so, again and again... "Thank you, I think I understand." Loki smiled at him broadly, then said, "Great! Wanna grab a cake with me?" and he winked at him. "Let's just get back on the ground, before we start discussing cake." Loki looked down at the ground, "Oh, sorry," and he flew them back to the building that they had come from. "Here you go," and he set Charlie gently down. "Now, about the cake..." Charlie decided that a little cake wouldn't hurt anything, so he nodded. "But after cake I have other people I need to talk to. I don't have any money either, and I don't want stolen cake." Since Loki seemed to think stealing from the kitchen was fun he thought he ought to stipulate. Loki's face fell, "Oh, I see, well then, since you want honest cake," then he looked back up with sparkling eyes, "then you can get it! Come on, let's get cake!" and he grabbed a hold of Charlie's shirt and started tugging him inside the building. Charlie allowed himself to be dragged back to the elevator, up two floors and down the hallway to the big doorway which led to the kitchen, "There you go, now just ask Miss Emerald for some cake to share with someone and I'm sure she'll give you a few big pieces." Loki smiled at him grandly and nodded his head once. "It's free?" "It's free if Miss Emerald says you can have some," his smile was still big. Charlie shook his head. Loki seemed like such a kid yet there was so much more to him. He wondered what else was beyond the childlike eyes. It would take a braver person than him to find out, that was certain. Charlie walked uncertainly into the kitchen. He was only a few feet when he was stopped by a very large woman. Large wasn't exactly right, large in presence instead of size perhaps, she was about 5'4" with bright green eyes and dark auburn hair that curled around her face in rings. She was wearing a simple peasant type outfit where one side of the shirt slipped off her shoulder and allowed for a small showing of ample... well... and the skirt was down to her ankles and done patchwork. She had on soft leather boots. "And who are you? Entering my kitchen is like marking yourself for death," her eyes flashed a bit, and she was sort of scary. Charlie really wasn't used to situations like this one. "I... um... was sent..." Charlie stopped. Should he have said sent? Loki sure did know how to put a person in an uncomfortable position. "That is... could I have some cake? I can't really pay for it..." The lady laughed, a light and fully happy laugh, "Oh, silly, I'm just kidding!" She looked him up and down and smiled, "Don't take me too seriously, unless you're going to be just as bad as Loki, you won't do any damage. Cake you said? Just for yourself?" and she gave him a sidelong glance. Charlie was somewhat relieved by her sudden change of personality, although she still unnerved him. "Um, no, myself and... a friend." After her last comment he probably shouldn't say it was for Loki. On the other hand Loki wasn't really a friend. However, she just smiled and nodded. "Just stay right here, and I'll be back." Then she disappeared for several moments. The other kitchen staff smiled at him, and then went back to work. When she returned she had a large tray with two plates and a few drinks on it, which she offered to him. "Here, bring back the tray when you're done," and she winked. "Thanks," Charlie accepted the tray, hoping he didn't sound as relieved as he was. She giggled, "You're Welcome!" and she moved back into the kitchen. Charlie took the tray out and looked around for Loki, who was just around the corner waiting for him. His eyes were wide and shining. "You did it! Wow! It looks so good! Let's go outside to eat!" and he took the lead to the elevator, back down and outside to a nice table by the pond. "Is this ok?" Charlie nodded, set down the tray and sat down. "What do you think of the boss?" If he was going to eat cake he may as well get some sort of information, or try at any rate. Loki looked up from the wonderful food to Charlie and shrugged, "His is righteous anger," and he returned to picking out the largest piece of cake. "That was succinctly put, but I meant in a more general sort of way." So, Loki was aware that his boss was angry with him, knew the reason and even agreed with it? Why didn't he apologize or something? "His is a job he knows well," and he picked a piece. Looking supremely happy, he started eating the cake, then looked at Charlie, "Let me know if you don't want your piece, it would be a shame to let it go to waste." Charlie shook his head and took a bite of the cake. It was delicious. He ate silently. It seemed to him that Loki wasn't likely to give him much more information no matter what he asked. After the cake was down Loki's throat, he sat back in his chair and took a cup of tea. "The chief knows his job, and he also knows people. He doesn't like others to know he cares for them so he puts up a mean front. He is especially uncertain around me because I've been here many, many years longer than him, and no one is as old as I am, except for one person at any rate. The chief likes people to be scared of him so that they think before they act stupid. It's a father trait." Loki winked, "did you know he had two kids and four grandchildren before he died of a heart attack?" he laughed lightly, "But that didn't stop him from finding more children to take care of, and I'm the biggest one of all!" He smiled at Charlie, "I don't talk seriously for long, so enjoy it! Want more cake? You could ask Miss Emerald for more!" Charlie shook his head. "I think I've had plenty. Who's the one person who's as old as you are?" He could chance one more question, but then it was definitely time to talk to the next person on his mental list. Loki looked confused, "As old as me? There's someone as old as me?" Loki laughed, "No way!" Charlie raised his eyebrows. "You said so. You shouldn't say things if they aren't true." Loki laughed again. "I think the only one close to my age is Warah. He's been working in the doctors area so long, I'm not sure how long he's been here." His eyes shown brightly as he looked at Charlie. "There are very few guarantee's in this afterlife, but one is that no one is as good at patching you up as Warah is!" "Uh huh, ok Loki, well, you're on your own for cake and such now. I have a few other people I need to talk to." Charlie stood up. "Thank you for your time." Loki nodded and smiled, "No problem! If you need anything else, just let me know." He sat back in his chair and took another drink from his teacup. Charlie went back to the building. He needed to find the gym, which was in the basement and he remembered the elevator having a button for the basement, so he decided to take the elevator. Once he was inside and had pressed the button for basement, the elevator said, "To the basement we go, please remember that it is colder downstairs," and it began moving. Once at the bottom, the doors opened, and Charlie could tell that the temperature had dropped about 20 degrees. The whole basement was set up with mats and balance beams and different things on the walls for climbing. There were several people practicing several different things down here, one climbing, two fighting, and another sending blasts of energy towards a pole. A few more people were wandering around, some of them talking. "Thank you for riding Elly Elevator, please ride again." Charlie stepped off the elevator and looked at the people one at a time. He stopped a nearby couple who were heading toward the elevator. "I'm looking for Diana, can you help me?" The couple looked at each other, then at him and snickered a bit. "Oh, Diana? She's over by the pole, trying to destroy it," and they snickered again. Charlie decided he felt sorry for Diana and wasn't particularly impressed with the couple. "Thank you." He turned away from them and carefully made his way toward the pole, observing the woman who was sending some sort of weird visible energy at it. She was tall with long red hair and was wearing a short dress the color of rich brown earth. Her hair was tied back in a bow and it hung down past the edge of the dress. She had on tall knee high boots in black leather. The energy she was sending was the color purple. He didn't really want to startle her but she seemed so intent on what she was doing that he had a feeling she wasn't likely to notice him. "Excuse me," he said softly, once he was close enough for her to hear him. She turned quickly around and stared at him, purple waves intertwined in her fingers. Her eyes, bright as a cloudless sky, were startled, and it looked like she was trying to keep the purple waves from leaving her hands. "Yes?" she squeaked out. Then she blushed, and took a deep breath, trying to calm herself. "I'm sorry to interrupt you, but I was wondering if I could talk to you a bit." Charlie looked at the energy. What did it do? "When you're done, that is." She shook her head and concentrated on her hands. Slowly the purple faded, almost looking like it was soaking into her skin. Then she looked at him and extended her hand, "Diana, I'm sorry," her voice was slightly high pitched and childlike. She smiled. "Charlie," he replied, shaking her hand. "I want to talk to you about being a detective. I really didn't mean to interrupt though." She shook her head again. "No, no, I always practice, so it's ok. But lets not do it here, ok? Maybe upstairs? In the sitting room?" her eyes were hopeful. Charlie nodded. "Wherever you want. I'll follow you." She smiled and moved to the elevator. He could see a sheen of sweat across her back. It hadn't looked like she had been doing anything that exhausting, but... Once upstairs, she led them to a large sitting room on the first floor. There were several couches and easy chairs with a few tables scattered around. She took a seat on one of the easy chairs and sighed. "What would you like to ask?" "I'd like to know what you think of being a detective." She looked startled. "Being a detective?" She tilted her head to one side and thought for a moment. Then she looked at him, "I hate it," she said honestly. "I hate every part of it. I wish I had never said I would come here and I wish I could leave now. I'm waiting until my trial period is up and then I'm going to leave and never come back. Anything else?" Charlie nodded. "Why do you hate it so much? I hope it's ok for me to ask. I'm considering being a detective and I want to get some idea of what I'm getting myself into." She sighed. "I just don't fit in. Everyone makes fun of me because my power isn't right. There's something odd about it and we're on a time of peace right now, so I'm trying to train it, but..." she sighed again. "I just don't like people much. I tried to fit in, but I can't seem to. I hate the way people treat me, and I don't like my partner, and..." her voice faded out. "I'm sorry, it's really not the work I hate, its the atmosphere. I think I'm just going to be reborn and forget about myself once I leave. It would be better that way I think," she looked down at her hands, which were folded in her lap. "I have such a terrible temper, and when it flares, there's nothing I can do. I'm afraid that I'm going to hurt someone, and hurt them bad. It's better if I just wasn't here anymore." "That's sad," Charlie watched her, wondering why she couldn't fit in and knowing exactly what it was like to not fit in. "What's wrong with your power though? Is that the purple energy you were sending at the pole?" She looked up at him. "Yes, it's just not focusing right. Besides that, I can't seem to control it, and it should be stronger than it is. The problem is that when I'm mad, it gets so strong..." she stopped and looked down at her hands again. "Maybe you're trying too hard," Charlie suggested. "I don't know anything about this stuff, but it's true with learning other things that when you try too hard it gets in the way of your learning." He hadn't really meant to try to help her but he felt badly about her situation. She seemed so determined and yet so defeated. Giving up and being reborn seemed like the wrong answer but it was her life after all, not his. She looked up at him, "But, if you don't work on making things better..." she paused and stared at him for several seconds before, "Maybe you're right," she sounded encouraged and her face looked brighter, "I think that's a great idea," she smiled, "anything else?" Charlie nodded and smiled himself. "How long have you been here then, and what made you decide to stay?" "I've been here about four months, and I'd decided to stay because I like the job. I just don't like the people." "I wish I could help." Charlie found that he meant it very much. "If I stay maybe we can be friends. If you don't mind being friends with a 13 year old." She shook her head. "I think you're already doing a good job at this job!" then she blushed a little, "I don't mind 13 year olds, and you're certainly on the top of my list of people I like. Thank you so much for making me feel better!" "You're welcome." The moment had become a little awkward so he forged on. "You like the actual job then? What makes you like it?" She smiled, "Well, the only missions I've been on have been easy soul retrieval. I went to the human world and made sure that the ones who's time had come died, but each time, it has been something that made them want to stay that kept them from dying, and I was able to make them feel at peace. Once they were at peace, they were guided to death, and my job was over. It was nice to feel like I'd done something good for once." "What about the boss? Do you get along with him?" She laughed, "Get along with him? Yes, I love him! He's my father, and he still takes care of me! That's one of the reason's why I decided to stay on at first. I didn't want to disappoint him." "Your father? That's not literal right?" He didn't think it was, but who knew? He was new to this place after all. She nodded, "He was my father in real life, then when I died, I found out where he was, and he thought I should work here. He was right, but wrong at the same time. Some people found out and thought he was being too nice to me," she shrugged, "but they figured out that he wasn't and I stopped hearing things." "Wow... but then, why don't you talk to him about all of this. If you're having trouble with your partner couldn't you get a different one? If I joined and had trouble with my partner, would I be stuck with them?" Charlie hadn't considered all of this from that viewpoint. What if people here were just as bad as the kids in school, and they all hated him? What if it turned out that he was miserable here? Well, he'd just ignore them and do what he felt was best, just like he had at school. Still, would it be like that everywhere? No, since he'd died he'd met many people who he could talk to, so it wasn't as bad as school no matter what happened. Plus, he didn't have to deal with his mother. She blushed, "I think I could talk to him about it, but I don't think that anything can be done until I'm out of training, so to speak. I have a hard time talking to my father about things that bother me, and that's why I never said anything to him about it. You wouldn't be stuck with your partner because you'd tell the chief about it and he'd fix it for you." She smiled at him, "You're really easy to talk to, do you know that? I'm kinda embarrassed to be telling you all this." "Don't be embarrassed," Charlie shook his head, "it's just, I understand. I never got along with much of anyone at school, and I got to be a bit of a nerd, but not enough of one to fit in with that group either. So, I had a really hard time with group projects. I had to ask teachers to get me out of groups a lot. The worst part was when the teacher wouldn't listen and I had to put up with it. I think that's everything I wanted to know. Thank you for talking to me." He smiled at her. He thought it would be nice to be her partner, but they would both be new, so that probably wouldn't happen. Maybe he'd talk to her father about the problems she was having. He wondered how much her father knew. It struck him that Loki had to be the better agent of the two, and so she had been labeled the worst agent here. That or her father was blind, which didn't really fit. He was satisfied with what he'd accomplished and he really didn't feel the need to talk to anyone else. He wanted to see a mission now. He would just have to wait until he could. "Thanks! I feel so much better, and you're so welcome! If you need anything, let me know, ok? I'd really like to repay you for your kindness." She stretched her arms and fell back into the seat. "So, are you just looking around and asking questions? Who all are you talking to, if you don't mind my asking." "I had the names of six people to talk to, but I've only talked to you and Loki so far. I don't think I need to talk to anyone else at this point though. I'm just going to wait to see a mission. Why?" "Just curious. You should talk to Warah. He's in the medical division and he's really easy to talk to. He's been here so long he is the only one who knows about things that happened when Loki arrived here. Everyone else has turned over, so to speak. He has observed everyone and I think he knows more about this place than Loki." She shrugged, "You could ask to leave with the first mission. I'm sure the Chief will let you. It's probably going to be a while though." "He wasn't on my list, but I'll go talk to him. Loki mentioned him to, although he didn't suggest seeing him. Loki's... sort of hard to talk to though." Diana laughed. "Sort of hard to talk to? Impossible unless you like to talk about sweets!" Her eyes were bright, "I found out long ago that I couldn't talk to him." Charlie smiled at her and nodded. "I can agree on that, although he does have moments of coherence. Where should I go to look for Warah? Is there some sort of medical clinic?" Diana nodded. "The third floor is the medical floor. It has rooms and rooms for the sick, and at the end of the hall is the large hospital. At least everyone always calls it the hospital. Warah spends most of his time there, he even set up a bed in the back so he could sleep there. Just going in and asking will get you to him. He's easy to find usually." "Thank you," Charlie stood, "please take care of yourself and try to relax a little." She smiled at him, "I will, thank you! Good luck with everything you do!" He gave her a parting smile and went back to the elevator, heading for the third floor this time. When the door opened, he was in a large hallway that went both left and right. It was not carpeted, tile in plain white shone brightly as if it was always kept waxed. He began walking straight ahead. He was bound to run into someone who could direct him eventually. It only took a moment before he saw someone walk out of one of the rooms. They were dressed in a white medical coat and started walking towards Charlie. He smiled at the man. "I'm looking for Warah." He looked at Charlie in surprise, as if he hadn't seen him. "Oh, sorry! Warah? He's in the back lab room right now. Working on some kind of medical thing. Down there," and he pointed away in the distance down the left side. "All the way at the end." "Thanks." Charlie walked for a long time, eventually arriving at the end, which was a large metal door. He could hear all sorts of voices and noises from the other side. He wondered if he ought to knock and decided it would be best to do so, since it sounded so busy in there. "Just a minute!" he heard from the other side. It really was just a minute before the door swung open. A gentleman wearing a doctor's coat that seemed to be filled with objects opened the door. He had light brown hair and bright brown eyes mostly hidden behind a pair of glasses. He stood tall, with broad shoulders and a toned body. "Can I help you?" he said, smiling a bit. "I'm looking for Warah," Charlie replied. The man nodded. "And once you've found him?" he said. Charlie smiled. "Then I will want to know if I can have some of his time, now or later." "And when he says yes, but in a few hours please?" Now the man was grinning. "Well, then I will ask where to meet him." Charlie grinned back. "And when he says he'll meet you downstairs in the large sitting room in front of the silver coffee table?" He was almost laughing. "I will reply that I will see him there, and wish him luck on his current project," Charlie replied. "Then I will leave so he can get back to work." He turned with a wave and headed back down the hallway. Since he had some time to spare he decided to return to the kitchens. He felt comfortable enough with Miss Emerald now that he could convey Loki's apology to her and that's exactly what he was going to do. The man at the door laughed full out as Charlie walked away, "Thank you! I'll see you soon!" and he returned to the room. Once Charlie got to the kitchen floor, he noticed that there was a lot of commotion going on. People were bustling around like crazy and were moving pans from one part of the floor to another part and back again. He tried to stop a girl as she went past. "Is something wrong?" She looked at him like he was slightly crazy for a moment, then shook her head. "Someone new right? It's lunch time. We've got to keep moving or they'll never get fed! I hate lunch time more than any other time right now! There's so many people around! If you want a quick meal, please go to the end room," and she pointed to a room close by, "and eat there, there's a buffet table set up. Thank you!" It was evidently not a good time to talk to Miss Emerald and he wasn't feeling particularly hungry, so he decided to take the elevator to the sitting room early and, well, sit. Maybe there would be something to read there. He thought he might have seen some books or magazines when he'd been there with Diana. The room was fairly empty, there were only two other people there. All along one wall were shelves filled with different kind of media. One was books, one was magazines, there was even a cd rack. He was in luck. He moved to the book shelf and began browsing the titles. Surprisingly, there was everything from classics to the latest bestseller on the shelves. On the bottom shelf were novels in other languages. Since there weren't very many people in the room he sat down in front of the bookcase and began pulling out the more interesting looking books to read the backs. Finally he settled on a mystery novel called Who's the Cat, by someone he'd never heard of before and stood up, wondering how long he'd been sitting there. He sat down on the couch in front of the silver coffee table and began reading. He loved to read, although it made him completely loose track of time. Which was probably the reason why he was startled when someone sat down next to him and spoke. "Good book?" He started and looked up. He smiled at Warah. "Yes, very intense and unpredictable." He nodded at Charlie. "Sinister but fun in the process, I think I've read that one, but that particular author has so many books out I can't keep track anymore." Warah smiled back, "So," he leaned back in the couch, "what did you want to talk to me about?" Charlie set the book on the coffee table, face down to save his space. "I'm considering joining the detectives. I came to observe, but since not much is happening right now I ended up talking to Loki and Diana about the job. Diana said I ought to talk to you, since you've been here so long and seen so many people come and go." Warah tilted his head to one side. "I see," and he leaned his head back again, "So many people have come and gone. There are only about 5 people who have been here even near the amount of time I've been here, and the turnover rate is much higher than that. Many people cannot handle the pressure." He looked at Charlie, very intensely, "There is a great deal of pressure you will have to endure if you are to become a detective, just remember that. If you crack under pressure, this is not a good job for you to be a part of." Then he relaxed again, "Is there anything in particular you wanted to ask about?" "I guess I want to know what makes people stay and what makes them leave. I know there are probably as many reasons as there have been people, but I'm looking for the generality of it. St. Peter seemed to feel that most people never leave, they just stay until they die. Is that true?" Warah stared up at the ceiling for a few moments before looking back at Charlie. "Well, you see many people either die young, when they first make it here, or they stay, realizing that their duty is to this place." He looked at Charlie for a minute, "I don't know your name yet, however, let me explain something to you. Not everyone can become a detective. You see, only certain have the potential and the ability to become a detective. It takes a certain type of person who can pull off the role. Now, not everyone who can do the job likes it or even feels one bit of pity for people, and therefore cannot, and will not, remain here. However, many people stay because while they have the potential, they also have the drive. People who leave have the ability but no drive, no reason, so they leave. Those are also the ones who most often die as well. Do you understand?" "Charlie, and I think I might understand. You're saying that not having a drive to do the job, or a reason for staying is what makes people die, or leave. But, you're also saying that anyone who can come here has the potential to do the job. That means Diana can do this job right?" He felt himself blush a bit, "sorry, I seem to be wandering off topic. I just feel like it's not fair for someone to work so hard and yet be unable to accomplish their goal." Warah smiled, "Diana not only has the potential but a decent amount of drive. What happened to her was the misguided impression that her father would be the same in death as well as before death. Her father understood that he had to let his daughter grow up for a second time in order for her to become a true detective. Diana is capable, but due to her belief that others would treat her kindly because she was the chief's daughter she started out soft, and became a bit of a joke to the others. She couldn't rely on anyone but herself, and she is now starting to understand that she needs herself before she can need anyone else. It's a bit complex, to say the least. I think she'll work out, once she gives herself a bit of time." Warah's smile became a full out grin, "And you're very good at interpreting mindless ramblings." "Thanks, I like talking to you. You're actually very easy to understand, especially in comparison to Loki." Warah laughed. "Loki's a hard one to understand and also likes to make people think that they're mad. But he means well, it just takes the right kind of listening to hear him," and he laughed again. "The funniest thing is that he's never quite sure which one of us has been here longer! And he always worries about it. There's no need for him to be worried over such a trivial thing." "Really? He told me you were near his age and you'd been here so long he couldn't remember how long it was. For some reason I got the impression he'd been here longer than you, but come to think of it he really didn't say that." Warah nodded smugly, "He obsesses over which one of us is older. He's just like a little kid! I tell him stories so he'll remember, but..." Warah stopped talking suddenly, his face gone serious, "But too many things happened to him when he came here and there is nothing worse that the thought of returning those painful memories to him." Then he looked at Charlie and smiled again, "Really, it's a silly thing to be so obsessive about." "Why don't you just tell him which one of you is older?" Warah laughed and winked at him. "Because that would spoil the fun of watching him chew his nails in frustration at not knowing." Then he got serious again, "And also because of the memories. All it takes is one thing to spring it and he might remember everything, and that would be bad." He shook his head, "This is a little too much into psychotherapy for you to understand, so I wont bore you with the details." Charlie didn't think he wanted to psychoanalyze Loki anyhow. "Thank you. I'm afraid I've run out of questions. Although... I am a bit worried about one other thing. I saw how people treat Diana and I wondered. Is there a lot of that here? Do people ever disclude others to the point that it becomes detrimental to the group or the job or the people involved?" Warah shook his head, "Only somewhat. There are some people who are interested in playing high school or grade school games, but most of the ones who are actually going out to work don't bother with that. The reason why that is happening right now is because of the lack of work. They'll learn much faster that things aren't that easy once they witness death more closely. You don't have to worry about it once the jobs start happening." Charlie nodded. "Now I really can't think of anything to ask. I really do appreciate you taking the time to talk to me though." Warah smiled and nodded his head. "No problem, I like to talk, but I rarely get to. Let me know if you want to talk again. Now, I think I'll just sit back and take a little nap." And he leaned back in the couch so he was almost lying down and closed his eyes. "Sure, goodnight." Charlie guessed that was the thing to say anyhow. Since Warah was sleeping and didn't seem concerned with what Charlie was doing Charlie decided to continue reading the book. He wondered if he could finish it without getting tired. If he did get tired he supposed he could just sleep in the lounge too. It was hours later when there was a hand on his shoulder. "It would be a good idea to rest, you know?" The voice was young and feminine. He lowered the book and blinked at the world beyond it. "Huh?" "You've been in here for hours reading. It's sure to give you an eye cramp," she smiled at him. Charlie had the feeling that there was something no quite right about her. Her eyes were large and brown, and she had dark brown hair, almost black, that was styled around her face and down her shoulders. Her voice however, seemed a little off. "I feel fine," Charlie assured her. What was it about her voice he wondered. "Sensana please report to the chief's office, Sensana, please report to the chief's office," a voice said on some sort of intercom system. The girl looked up. "Oh, that's me!" She stood up and smiled, "I'll be seeing you around I guess. Take care of your eyes," and she winked at him before walking towards the door. He still didn't get it. Of course he hadn't had much time to try either. He stood and stretched. He was feeling a bit hungry. Still holding the book he left the room. It seemed like a good time to try carrying Loki's message to Miss Emerald again. Unfortunately he didn't get the chance. "New arrival Charlie, please report to the chief's office, new arrival Charlie please report to the chief's office," said the voice on the invisible intercom. Interesting, had a case come up? The chief hadn't seemed to expect one any time soon but Charlie was sure if there was one the man would be in a much better mood. He took the elevator to the top floor and walked to the office on the other side of the building. It was when he went to knock on the door that he realized he was still carrying the book. He looked around, his eyes landing on Loki's desk. Loki's desk was a total mess. Empty boxes from some sort of food were laying all around, and the trash right by was overflowing. Papers and books were warring for space with the computer and the nicknacks all over the place. One could easily store something on this desk for a long time without the owner ever finding out about it. He slipped the book strategically onto the desk before returning to the chiefs office and knocking. "Enter!" the voice said loudly. When he did, he saw the girl who had just spoken to him, standing in the room. She smiled at him. The chief stood up, "You wanted a case, here's one. Charlie, meet Sensana, Sensana, Charlie. You'll be working together for the duration of this mission." Charlie smiled back a bit uncertainly. "We met, sort of." Sensana stuck out her hand. "I'm glad to be meeting you for real now! We'll be doing a very simple mission, the chief was just telling me about it." Charlie shook her hand. "Oh?" He hadn't actually realized that observing meant participating. Evidently it did. He wondered why St. Peter hadn't mentioned. Was it possible that he didn't really know? Sensana turned back to the chief, who was watching Charlie. "It's very simple actually, please have a seat," and he motioned to the seats in front of his desk. Sensana sat down immediately. Charlie sat down as well, his eyes on the chief as he wondered why the chief had been watching him. Once they were seated, the chief spoke again. "This is a simple recall mission. Your job is to go to a hotel and pick up someone who thought they could leave the agency." Sensana gasped. "Who thought they could do that?" she said. The chief shook his head. "Jared," he said simply. "And he's going to learn that loving someone doesn't mean you can leave when you want to. We have strict rules about vacation!" his voice raised a few notches at the end. Then he sighed, "And you just need to get this on him and he'll come back." The chief held out his hand, and on it was a red sticker. "That's it, end of information. Simple, eh?" he looked to Charlie for a moment. "I suppose this means it's a good thing I didn't try to find and talk to him?" Charlie didn't really like the mission but he understood why it needed to be done, after all, a commitment was a commitment. He sort of felt badly for Jared however. The chief nodded. "You wouldn't have found him even if you tried to. He's never liked it here much, but I've never understood why he didn't leave. The name of the hotel is Starlight. It's in the city of Cleveland, Texas. He is in room 420." Sensana took the red sticker and looked at it closer. "So all we have to do is put this on him and we're set? Come home?" The chief nodded, "That's right. Any other questions?" Sensana nodded. "When do we go?" "Tomorrow, at noon you have a plane ticket from here to Cleveland." "Does he know about this little sticker trick?" Charlie was a little suspicious of anything this simple. I mean, if it was that easy why not send a homing pigeon. He also wondered about the logistics involved in sending a plane from wherever he was to Cleveland, Texas, but he figured asking would only get him a half answer. The chief shook his head, "No, he doesn't know the sticker trick. It's a new design that is just out of testing." Charlie nodded, but he still had his doubts about the job. "Good, no more questions?" Sensana shook her head. "Then get ready for tomorrow. I wish you good luck." Charlie stood up and walked to the door, holding it open for Sensana. He hoped she would leave ahead of him, so that he'd get a chance to retrieve his book. Sensana stood up and started walking to the door, noticed that Charlie was holding it open and smiled at him, "Thank you so much!" and she walked out, heading briskly for the elevator. Charlie wandered out slowly behind her. He looked immediately towards Loki's desk to see if Loki was around or still elsewhere. Elsewhere appeared to be the answer, the desk looked just as much in a state of disrepair as the last time he was here. He glanced back at Sensana and since she seemed intent on the elevator he took the book back. He wasn't sure why he didn't want her to see him except that he had hidden it on the desk without permission. Plus she'd suggested he stop reading it. Taking the book he headed to the elevator himself. Time to see Miss Emerald. Sensana peaked from around the corner when he got near the elevator. "I thought you might have taken the book!" and she giggled. It was a cute giggle, for a girl, maybe. Again, Charlie had the nagging sense that she wasn't quite right. "Did the chief give you a room to sleep in?" she asked, brushing her hair out of her eyes. Charlie shook his head. "I really don't feel tired though." He figured he ought to sleep some, but he could always nap in the sitting room. She nodded. "Ok, but you should sleep at least a little bit before we go. Here," she held out a key, "this is the room next to mine. It's empty and you can stay there for tonight." Charlie felt his head tilt to the side as he looked at her curiously. "Why do you have the key to the room next door?" She smiled at him, "I had asked about the new boy running around. When I met you in the resting room, I was there to give you the key. Things didn't happen quite like I expected though, I was on a mission from the room department and only got to finish it now." "Oh," Charlie took the key and looked at it. It was fairly simple looking, silver in color with the numbers 124 on it. The only thing that was interesting was the weave work of birds on the top part of it. "The rooms are a floor down and fairly easy to navigate once you get there, signs are everywhere." "Thank you." The elevator door opened and Charlie got in. She watched him get in and waved a bit as the doors closed. "Do you have a music preference?" the elevator voice said, "I can play any variety of music and you are a frequent rider." "A... frequent rider?" Charlie laughed. "I like Rush a lot." He'd been listening to Rush since he was little and he raided his mothers tape collection. Since his listening to them seemed to bother his mother he'd enjoyed it even more. For some reason he was in a Rush mood. "Rush? One moment," it really was one moment later, "There you go, Rush," and the first notes of "Roll the Bones" started coming from the speakers. He exited the elevator and walked to the kitchen, peering in before entering this time. If they were busy he could just go away. Thankfully, they were completely empty of large crowds of people. He entered, looking for Miss Emerald. She was fairly easy to find. "Oh! Hello!" she said upon seeing him. She walked over to him, "What can I do for you now? Hungry?" He shook his head. "No, but your cake was delicious. I just wanted to let you know that when Loki thought you'd sent me to scold him he said he didn't mean to eat it, he's sorry and he'll never let it happen again. I told him I'd let you know if I saw you, then I forgot to when I came in earlier." Miss Emerald looked at him a bit in surprise. "You came here just to tell me that he was sorry? Loki was sorry?" She smiled, "That's so nice of you! How kind!" Then she laughed, "I left that pie out just for him, I can't tell him because I know he's not interested, but, I kinda like him," and she winked at Charlie, "But he's not interested in girls. That's ok, I can always cook for him. When you see him next, tell him Miss Emerald says to never let it happen again." "I'll tell him." So Miss Emerald, who was with Miss Lyht, liked Loki? It sounded pretty complicated to Charlie so he decided not to get too involved. "Have a good night Miss Emerald." Charlie left the kitchen and took the elevator to the floor where he was supposed to have a room. A room of his own? No mother to harass him out of bed in the morning? He hoped there was a good alarm clock. The floor he was on was just a long hall of doors. In front of him was a sign that said 100-199 and pointed left, and 200-299 and pointed right. He turned left and walked the corridor until he found 124, inserted his key and opened the door. The room was nice. Simple with a little touch of elegance. There was a single bed with a dresser and a closet. Off to the side was another door and a desk with a computer on it. In front of the bed was a TV and beside it was a small side table with an alarm clock on it. Charlie checked the clock for a time. It was 6:00 pm according to the clock. There was no way he was going to bed that early. He turned on the light and lounged across the bed to read some more. After several hours, there was a knock on his door. The clock now said 10:00 pm. Charlie set the book aside and went to the door, opening it. Loki was outside the door, a very serious look on his face. "Can I talk to you?" he asked. Charlie felt his brow crease. "Of course you can," he opened the door all the way, "do you want to come in?" Loki nodded and walked in. "Thank you," he found himself a seat on the edge of the bed. "I'm sorry to come here at this time of night and bother you before a mission, but I had something I wanted to say." Charlie shook his head. "I was just reading, you haven't interrupted much." He waited for Loki to continue. "I know where you're going tomorrow and I know why, but I wanted to know if you'd be willing to ask Jared a question for me." Charlie nodded. "I intended to try to get a chance to talk to him first. It must be hard for him, or he wouldn't be trying to, well, run away. But, why are you asking me, why not Sensana? She's sort of in charge isn't she?" Loki looked up at him. "Well, Sensana is," he paused, "it's not like he's a bad person, but I don't trust him like I should. I understand he's had problems, but I just can't get over the drag thingy he's got going on. I hear its a new fad, but..." He shrugged. "I just don't like Sensana like I like you." If Charlie had been eating or drinking he'd have choked. Since he wasn't he was fairly sure his surprise went unnoticed. He? Sensana was a he? Well, that explained the voice. "You like me?" Here Charlie hadn't thought they'd clicked much at all. Still, he had a respect for Loki that he didn't have for many people. On the other hand he didn't intend to socialize with him or anything. "Okay, what is it you want me to ask?" Loki looked a bit surprised, "Oh, I'm sorry, did you not know about Sensana? I'm terribly sorry for just blurting that out like that!" He shook his head, "And, I wanted you to ask him to please get the big fish I've been looking for. He'll know what I'm talking about. Also, would you be willing to ask him why he did it? Again, he'll know what I'm talking about, just make sure you tell him that I was the one who asked." He blushed a bit. "Sorry, it's like I'm talking in code or something. It must be confusing for you." Charlie smiled. "I like it when you're serious, I know it's important when you're serious, and I'll ask." He'd thought he'd covered his surprise about Sensana fairly well, but fairly well was evidently not good enough around Loki. "By the way, Miss Emerald said never to let it happen again." Loki looked startled, "Miss Emerald? Oh," he blushed, "I wont let it happen again!" Then he shook his head, "I'm not usually serious, and I don't plan on being so very often. Thank you very much for being willing to ask him for me, I'll be waiting for your return." He stood up and started for the door, "I've got to finish my pretzel now, so I'll leave you alone. Thanks for listening." |
"I'm ready to go," he didn't have any luggage. Outside there was nothing but wilderness. Tree's in fall colors were warring for space in the forests next to the roadway, and there were very few cars on the road. It was rather beautiful overall. "One town remember," he said in case she hadn't seen his response. "You see, as a detective, or a sit in watching detective, you get something called a false body. What that is, is a body like those that St. Peter makes for people who have gained enough credits to return to the land of the living. These bodies are just like our spirit bodies, except for a few minor differences. For one, just like a real body we need to eat and go to the restroom, and sleep, just as though we were actually alive. For another, we can slip into our spirit body just by concentrating on it. This is how we get around security in many cases. We become ghosts again so to speak. And lastly, I think anyway, we can still see the other world and we can interact with it, and that means we can use our magic as well." She shrugged, "It's complex and yet so simple. Did that help?" "Perhaps you are right," she said softly, "Perhaps you are right." "Hop in, we're ready to go." "Alright, our room is near here, let's get inside and settled a little bit, shall we? Then we've got to go shopping." She got out and walked to the trunk, where she got her bag out. "So what kind of clothes do you like to wear?" He put on one top and one bottom and came out to show Sensana. She was buying, she was choosing and all of that was just fine with him. He really hoped she wouldn't ask him what he thought of anything. "You said you care about your shoes?" she said, a small smile on her lips. "I love shopping," Sensana said, smiling at Charlie. "In case you couldn't tell." When Charlie had picked a pair of shoes he liked best, she took them up to the counter and paid for them, then handed all the bags to him. "I'm ready for food, you?" "Well, are you ready to speak with Jared?" she said once they were taking the bags into their hotel room. "Well Charlie, this is it," she said, a small smile on her face. "Well, either he's hiding, or he's out." She shook her head. "I'd be willing to bet he's hiding, you?" "Come in," the shadow in the room said, motioning them in. Sensana nodded once and did so, moving so quickly that there could be no question about not really letting her in. It looked like he'd been living here for a long time, the room was a mess and there was a few bags of trash closed up and lying in a corner. The man was blond haired, with streaks of light blue and he was about average height and build. "What else did he say?" "The trash stinks Jared," she said. He shook his head. "What are you here for?" "How about we take a nice walk and get out in the sunshine?" Jared shook his head. "Sensana," his voice sounded on the edge of anger. "I'm not expecting you to trust me," Sensana said, crossing her arms and allowing a small frown to form on her face. "I'm just asking that you listen to me for a few minutes." "And I didn't run away because of love," Jared said, sighing and sitting down on the bed, looking at Charlie. "Who the hell are you anyway? I don't remember you." "Jared stop being a hard ass, Charlie is a good kid, give him a chance to prove himself to you." Jared turned his eyes on Sensana and shook his head. "Keep your twisted mind out of it Sensy." She blushed a touch and pursed her lips. "Manners, manners," she muttered. "Jared!" she said indignantly. "How could you?" He looked at her in a bit of surprise. "What?" She shook her head and glanced at Charlie for a moment. "You're such a drama queen." Sensana turned to him and her anger returned. "I am not!" she said indignantly. Jared shrugged. "Sure you're not Sensy. Alright," he looked at Charlie, "I'll try not to insult her in front of you, and I'll try to do the same for him. So what's your question?" "I just think you think too much," she said, pouting slightly. "You need to relax a bit and not take so much on yourself." "Anyway things aren't completely straight in my head, but I don't think you'll give me the time, I don't think she'll give me the time." "The Great Serpent is turning in his watery grave right now, Jay~Jay," Sensana said, rolling her eyes. Jared turned to her. "Don't you mention him," he hissed and Sensana turned so their eyes met. "Why not? Are you scared he'll leave you if you decide to leave?" Sensana said in challenging tones. "He has nothing to do with |