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 Jian~Ashen  Thoughts tugged on my shoulders today Matters massive as matter likes to weigh Long monologues of things I want to say In short summary: can't we find a way? Stormy Lady When was it I aged, these years less deep than wide Reality of this life rolls out with the evening tide I could have achieved more things had I but applied The world was mine for the taking, had I only tried Jian~Ashen Why am I wallowing in loneliness when Some believe me the luckiest of men? Could I not just forgive you and then Wrap my arms around you once again? Stormy Lady Within my aching heart is there no reason left nor rhyme? I have lost too much already to this thing that we call time. And while hiding passions that we shared might be a crime, I can only find myself by leaving, mountains more to climb. Jian~Ashen I take time to evaluate like I thought was smart To ponder "us" during this time when we're apart But my conclusion stinging like a well-aimed dart Is the fear that I've lost my place in your heart. Stormy Lady Lost in emotions, not clear in thought, Wondering why, consumed with why not? Happiness and laughter are what I sought, Now only faced with the words we fought? Jian~Ashen By the way you roll your eyes and walk I feel my name snitch-written in chalk Your nitpicking makes my efforts balk So how can we find a way to talk? Stormy Lady Why should we talk, when you don't care? Our bonds weaken as you heartlessly stare I get so enraged, this anger, I cannot bear, Maybe this love is truly starting to wear. Jian~Ashen I harbor a grudge inside me real deep Under the sludge of my baggage heap It's a burden I no longer wish to keep For it holds us apart to separately weep Stormy Lady Why is it that trusting me is so hard I have given you all that lies in my heart Yet I still stand just outside your guard Is it easier for you if we once again part Jian~Ashen It seems like reconciling could be simple If we try a little harder not to trample The boundaries of our relationship temple Which once was a glorious shining example Stormy Lady I am afraid we will never find our away We've drift much farther then ever before "I am sorry" now just words we seem to say And once again our love will become a chore Jian~Ashen Today as my feelings toward you soften I'll retie the ties we chose to sever But if I lose trust in us too often Then I'll certainly lose you forever Stormy Lady Saddened by a fight, now days old, Neither wishing our stand to yield. With only our words of anger to hold I wonder, "has our fate been sealed?" Jian~Ashen There are a couple flaws declared That I have had to accept about you But they're meaningless when compared To how my life sucks without you Stormy Lady If I could only tell you "I love you" Would this fight again disappear? Could you say you love me too, and once again want me near? Jian~Ashen If only you'd send a signal or transmission Like half-smiles or flipping me some birds So I'd know that my planned loving admission Would be heard, and would be welcome words Stormy Lady As the hours on the clock begin to unwind My aching heart has no more tears to cry I sit here in silence with you on my mind And fear my well of strength has run dry. Jian~Ashen Even now with my method over-meticulous I evaluate our situation from every angle Summoning solutions rare and ridiculous Instead of just letting my emotions dangle Stormy Lady You make me love and hate in the same conversation, You analyze everything, my love isn't a math problem. I want to be close to you, to feel you holding me tight. To listen to your voice whisper "I love you, its all right." Jian~Ashen My heart bends toward you in hopeful vexation, For in the final analysis I know that I need you. So I will my feet to follow the path of my stare, Because not to hold you is more than I can bear. Stormy Lady Forgive the unforgivable words I said in haste that have kept us apart for way too long. Time is too important for you and I to waste, and I think together we can not go wrong. Jian~Ashen I just have to act and accept the knowledge That your reaction is not one I can choose. So I'll flirt with you like we did in college, Cuz at this point I have nothing left to lose. Stormy Lady I heard the sigh in your vioce tonight, and know I cant take another lonely day. I need your loving touch to make it right Leaving me to wonder "Can we find a way?" Jian~Ashen This is my feeling and I can't ignore it, And a phone call isn't the way; I'll place Everything on the line when I go for it, And tell you that I love you face-to-face. Stormy Lady How much of our relationship is reality, The feelings we share as we try to care? How much of it is just apart of a fantasy, Our bodies just wanting some one there? Jian~Ashen Once I tried to rent a passion But I nearly vomited and had no fun. She left me frustrated and ashen, Knowing certainly, you are my One. Stormy Lady I cannot live up to your past memories, Nor am I willing to even think of trying. Our candle just may blow out in the breeze, This fight has left my tired heart crying. Jian~Ashen I shudder to think of all I used to desire, As my past goals and memories just bore me. Our candle has gone out for want of fire, And I wouldn't mind my future a bit stormy. Stormy Lady Take my hand love, meet me halfway, Pull me close, let our pain go free. I now know I cant go on another day, So I beg of you, come back home to me. Jian~Ashen So I'll slide back into our sweet norm And hold you tightly while we both pout. I'll pray my kiss is welcome and warm Enough that you won't kick me out. Stormy Lady With every sweet touch of your lips on mine, I am reassured our love will with stand time. My head upon your chest everything again fine, Our love a beautiful poem weaving with rhyme. Jian~Ashen Your whispered words caress my ears With every I Love You you say, And despite all our worries & fears I think we've finally found a way. Stormy Lady Thank you John. The End! © Copyright 2003 Jian~Ashen, Stormy Lady, (known as GROUP). All rights reserved. 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