"tom, i told you i had feelings for you, remember?" kayrie said sweetly. i suddenly remembered about that, my heart then skipped a beat. "tom, i know you are a hungry man, but you cannot let food run your life any longer, i am trying to help you run again, make you stronger, and also sit in chairs again"

i listened to kayrie and what she said made a lot of sense. i looked down at my fat body. I thought to myself that there are many disadvantages to being overweight. but then i thought i can never go back to the way i was.

"i can't do any proper exercises anymore" i pleaded with kayrie. "look kayrie, you said you had feelings for me, but if you really love me, you'd let me stay the way i am."

kayrie paused and thought about this. Then she said "let me take some time to think about this" kayrie then exited the room. i sighed and i knew for a fact that kayrie was not going to be interested in me anymore.

i ate my troubles through food. i was in the eating room, kayrie showed. i picked up a chocolate brownie and put it in my mouth, it was my 12th helping. i gulped it down. i also drank my 20th chocolate milkshake, i ate depressively. My mind wandered around kayrie. She still had not come back with a response. It has been 3 days on this boat, i had been eating nonstop. I was also bigger and fatter, i found this out when i went to the gym when my fat buttocks jiggling were annoying me. i looked in the mirror and it told me everything.

here i was, eating away sitting on a stool which was bending. the door opened, it was kayrie. she look stunning, she was in a blue robe. i wiped all the chocolate smudges off my face. I already knew what she was going to say. "i gained more weight, if you don't love me anymore, i'll get out of your way."

"tom..."kayrie started. I braced myself for anything negative she had in store. "aren't you going to finish that milkshake?" she said with humor. I gave her a big smile and gulped the last amounts of milkshake. suddenly the stool collapsed and i fell.
"tom" she started to laugh. "are you alright?"

"yeah, can you help me get up?" i asked her. she helped. "come, i have some ice cream cakes i want to show you." kayrie offered.