February, the 14th

I have had a long time to think along the road. Thinking about life, meditating about death and considering why suicide is a mortal sin.

Besides it makes you quite dead, of course.

Half a year ago there were many people commiting suicide, and "mercy killing" their loved ones. They had lost hope and could not bear the waiting for the virus, so they spared it the trouble. Still, we made funeral Masses for them, cause Father said they were so distressed they could not think clear enough and like God would understand, or some like that, he said.

Maybe it's about Hope. Maybe that's why God doesn't tell me anything. Because I have lost Hope in Him, haven't I?

See you in Heaven, maybe.



Eddie's diary.
February, the 14th

Hi.I am writing my own diary till Miguel comes back. I cleaned some of the stuff Miguel told me. Not all. Just as he was a regular older bro.

Then I played with Hop. Got back into the house. It is cold like ice out there, so it must be tough for Miguel.