So you are a female….
This is bad and since you are not very good in pretending a woman, you can’t enjoy this.
And you were in an emotional shock. Your hair is certainly to long!.
This was really a challenge for you to not know what is going on here and you do not know who you are. And as some boys whistled when they saw you, you could freak out. But this was fascinated and confused at the same moment. You did not know how to react as a girl? You have decided not to react at all.