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You know I leave the house for a couple hours and come back and everything is completely trashed. How lovely is that. If you want to get to something or want something done there is this little thing normal people do called asking or telling. You know, communication that doesn't include throwing shit around and tearing notebooks up. Way to be an adult. I don't care if it was C or Nana either way, not speaking to either of them for a week or two otherwise I'm likely to explode. It's unfathomably rude to just throw people's shit around. I don't go in their rooms and throw shit around.

What I wouldn't give for a door or better yet my own damned apartment. Six more months, hopefully or less. I hate my life so much right now. I still have scratch marks from where I clawed my arm last night for lack of better way to keep quiet while crying. But I'll wait for them to be done with dinner before I go down to eat because I have no intentions of being near them for a while.

If this means I don't get food. Oh well. I'll starve.

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ID: 1706238   (Rated: ASR) So Emotional  Every author dreads three words, 'show not tell'. by |Kit| anestel on nano

So, I still haven't gotten paid for that transcription job and I probably won't be. It really sucks. I spent over 24 hours total working on it, probably more like 48 hours plus all the hours that people that were helping me put into it. Just kind of sucks. I would have liked to get even just half of my bid for the project. :/ Gah.

On the bright side yesterday I made $45 typing up some texts for a guy. He's paying me 15/hr. I'm frustrated we didn't get finished but we should be meeting up again today. So we'll see how it goes. :) I am also meeting the guy from last week that I'm helping with math. Getting paid $14 an hour. I should get $28 for today and then the $10 more that he owes me from last week. Maybe I"ll get super lucky and he'll throw in an extra $4 for the inconvenience. >_> One can only hope right?

After I tutor that guy gonna meet up with Mark for more typing. Hopefully make $30-$45 from that. We will see how it goes and how long it takes me to type the remaining amount. Ah I'm exhausted. It's really windy and raining off and on today. It kept waking me up last night, pounding on the window. I've been pretty sick too.

I'm so behind on WDC stuff. u_u
 

So, today I went ahead and called Reno Housing Authority. The waiting list is completely closed for section 8 housing. I might or might not be fucked. I really just hope that I can get through vocrehab to the medical coding classes. If I can start January 12th then it is only 4 months until I get a job and I can get an apartment. I still feel so stressed out. It feels like everything is just working against me and it's hard to be positive but I keep trying anyway.

Today, had a tutoring session. He forgot to bring the money so I only got $4 but we're meeting again Tuesday and he will pay up then. I have a possible new student but I'm not sure, the emails feel a bit fishy to me but we'll see how it goes as I communicate with them more. With Kevin, there might be a break for winter break because they might be going out of town. I'm so hoping that that doesn't happen because I don't want to lose what little income I have.

I just feel emo and whiny and don't know how anything will work out.

For now, I'm waiting on friend to get here and we're going to do a writing meet.
 

We have ruled out jobcorp as a good option for me. So, I've been working with CEP and vocational rehab instead. My intake meeting for Vocrehab is on the 12th? Of this coming month and I'm feeling a bit nervous but I'm hoping they can help me with a plan.

Also, I've applied for disability because even though I can get a job with untreated crohns I cannot hold one down when I get sick and I always do.

It does take quite a while to get disability but thankfully Cheryl is willing to keep me here as long as everything will take.

I'm hoping that my mom will get me an electric blanket for my birthday or give me some money for one. It gets extremely cold here and they dont turn on the heater and all the money I do get has to go towards clothes, necessities and getting my boxes from Amy. Hopefully I will be getting the box that has my winter coat sooner rather than later.

I think that's all I have for now...

I'm going to go back to reading the ending of the lost symbol by Dan brown and thinking up my nanowrimo... And Kevin is begging for attention

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ID: 1706238   (Rated: ASR) So Emotional  Every author dreads three words, 'show not tell'. by |Kit| anestel on nano

"Reviewing for Reupgrade"  [ASR]

Lately, I just haven't been feeling well either physically or mentally/emotionally. I just feel moody and upset and depressed on top of my crohn's flaring up. More than likely this is all a result of all the stress that I feel lately. I just haven't been able to get things done around the site like I would like to. Today after I play an hour or so of Diablo I am determined to get through all the reviews I need to do for the forum. Thankfully Mari has been very patient as I've slowly worked through her poetry but another client accused me of using it as a scan for getting GPs (which is ridiculous since you are not supposed to send me GPs before you receive the reviews, so it's actually much easier to scam me for a review if you do it like I ask you to). It made me very angry how he went about it and posting it on the forum. It was rude and uncalled for. I haven't been on the site much this past week. I just didn't like being accused, period, much less in public.

I did manage to get the essay I was writing completed. That is a good thing and I am happy that it's out of the way and I am only hoping that I will be getting more so I can continue to make money. It is my only source of income at the moment which is utterly frustrating to me. ^^ I need more money. Not that I can get to the money which is in my paypal right now and so that is utterly frustrating and stressing too. I have to have $30 to send my mother by Oct 1st and at the rate it's going I won't and so I will lose my phone (and there for any chance of finding a job, etc).

Thursday, I finally made it to the vocational rehab orientation. I have two huge packets to fill out and then a meeting to set up. I'll use this weekend to complete all that as well so that hopefully when I call Monday morning I will be able to get an appointment for sometime this week. I really hope that they will be able to help me get a job. It would relieve a lot of my stress if I was even able to get into a training program for something.

I'm exhausted but it's already 11AM I can't really go back to sleep. I slept in till 10:30 today. I went to bed rather late for my usual last night (around 3AM or so).

Anyway, I'm going to play some Diablo and then work on reviews. Hopefully, playing Diablo will wake me up. I'm out of caffienated tea. :(

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ID: 1706238   (Rated: ASR) So Emotional  Every author dreads three words, 'show not tell'. by |Kit| anestel on nano

"Reviewing for Reupgrade"  [ASR]

So, today I missed my orientation for vocrehab because the car had a flat tire. T_T So, I'll go next week. :/ Hopefully. I'll apply for disability online tonight. Hopefully I'll have all the information needed to do so. /crosses fingers.

I've been rethinking my plans for the next few months. It all really depends on if the North Texas JobCorp has wifi or not. If not then I'll probably end up at the Reno one, but I'm hoping for the North Texas one. What I'll do if it does have wifi, is get a job as a CNA. Save up the money, and head down there in late november/early december.

I'll just have to see how it all goes. JobCorps is pretty much what I guess I'll do, it's just down to where I'm going to do it at.

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"Reviewing for Reupgrade"  [ASR]

I'm exhausted and just feeling really blah lately. I think that I have a sinus headache but at this point maybe it's a migraine. I'm watching The Closer right now. It's an episode I've seen before but it was a good enough one to watch again. Brenda amuses me. And I'm hoping the benedryll I just took doesn't knock me out. I don't want to sleep yet. It's not even 3pm yet.

I wish I had money to get Claritan D. When I have this type of headache it usually does help. I don't know.

I'm halfway through The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown. It is so good. I really do love Dan Brown's books. I still have to read Angels & Demons but at least I've seen the movie. It is interesting to see that even though the stories aren't connected that Robert Langdon has progressed as a character. Though this book seems way less focused on him than The Da Vinci Code was.

I haven't gotten much writing done lately but I've been reviewing a lot, though today I haven't reviewed much at all because of the headache and I simply do not feel well. Hopefully when all this fatigue is gone (either from the headache or that time of the month coming close) I'll be able to work on my novel again. I really want to get a move on with it.

That's all I have to say for now.

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"Reviewing for Reupgrade"  [ASR]

These past two years have been crazy for me. My life is finally settling down and I have some security and direction to go. The direction can take a few different courses depending on my decisions but I still have so many opportunities finally to get back on my feet.

I'm now in Reno, Nevada. I've wanted to live here for years. I'm excited to finally be here. I'm working to either get training in medical billing/coding but I have to find an employer to sign a letter of intent (to hire me) before CEP will pay for me to get my training or I will get a job at a daycare and get OTJ to get my CDA. It's a bit difficult but somehow it will be done.

Tomorrow I'm going to a clinic because my Crohn's is getting a little hard to manage and I really need to get things set up so I can go to a GI doctor. Hopefully everything will work out there.

And then Thursday, I have an orientation with vocrehab which is a place that helps people that have diseases or disabilities that affect their work, etc.

And I've been slowly working at my novel Political Gamble. Still so much to do. But I've gotten through those tough first two chapters. FINALLY.

That's all for now. :)

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"Reviewing for Reupgrade"  [ASR]