if anyone actualy reads this I will be surprised really I will be I feel I'm just typing this for myself now but who knows maybe someday someone will read this and know who wrote it and maybe not I dont care right now I just need to type this one word at a time like I have always done as a poet, and a song writer.

I feel I'm becoming someone else lately not sure who or what but I feel myself changing and not sure how long it will be before I know who or what I truly am not sure if I'll even like the answer for what I've seen lately isn't good I'm a little grumpy and pissy some days very happy and happy-go-lucky others maybe I'm just gonna be a slave to my emotions like I guess you could say I already am but I just don't know if it's the way I wanna go somedays I'd rather be emotionless completely numb to the world unable to feel pain, misery, sadness, hatred, anger, joy, happiness, courage, cowardness, sympathy.....

But for now I'm Gonna be a slaveto my own mentality atleast I'm the one who rules over me and no one else.

I may not know alot of things but I do know one thing I'm not going to stop never going to bow down and never going to f***ing give up again I did once but never again this time in my life may be weird and difficult but hell I'm gonna see this through so one day I can live my dreams and live to fight for what I beleive in for once.

And I hope no one out there ever gives up either.

Thank you for reading my friend wether I know you or not and goodbye for now hope one day we may get to meet.

Sincerly- PoeticFox (aka Foster321, Sarge Darkfold)

 

I know I have alot to deliver that I have promised it will come
atleast I hope it will
I have all but the end of boomtown written
I'm just afraid to post it I think it's horrible
 

I've got a nice large project I'm working on a long concept album style poetry collection about a town from begging to end not sure when it'll be done but tommorow I hope to post what I have so far if you can offer any help please message me I need as much help as I can get

thank you if you read this

Sincerly -PoeticFox/Foster321
 

I'm just so tired of all this hiding but I have to if my parents knew I was bi I most likely wouldn't have anywhere to live it's so messed up around here right now I can't get any school work done and I'm being pressured toget all A's which is hard for me because the type of teaching my teachers all like completely contradicts my type of learning. I'm so tired of it all and I just want to be out of this boring town and onto somewhere where I can thrive and truly learn. somewhere where I can feel safe and non hated I just need to get out.
 

My friends, and my enemies, mine brothers and mine sisters, my family I thank you all for listening to and reading these words I put my heart, soul, blood, and tears into wiether you rated, reveiwed, both or neither i thank you for you have shown me that there are still poeple out there willing to read the words of a young teenager. My life has felt so incomplete up until the day I found writing.com that day I found a place to try and show my message to amny and all the poeple I have met here Merl I thankyou for your friendship and constant nagging about my stanza structure, Ashy I thankyou for your light hearted personality and your heavy and detailed reveiwes, Nita thank you for being a friend when I needed one, king thankyou for the fun conversations we have had I look forward to amny more, Doc your knowledge and kindness has helped me so much, Leger thank you for the warm welcome into chat that lonely friday afternoon without meeting you I might not have stayed, and thank you Aero, Socs, Set, Dragoon, Dragonfishy, Butterfly, Hannah, Cakers, Audra, Pockets, Mark, Volo Leigh, and all the rest of my friends from WDC. It's been a fun and wild ride these last few months and I can see it's only going to get better. I've met some of the greatest people here. Well this is the end of this entry now I just wanted to say thank you to my friends for sticking by me.

Sincerly
-Sarge Darkfold
( foster321 )

P.S. this is not a goodbye I just wanted to say a long overdue thankyou to all my friends.
 

I've been through seventeen years and made it more or less intact my life feels like a constant battle and I have no one to fight it with me I'm lonely right now I don't even think my friends as truly close to me I've been betrayed before by my friends after all. I'm a furry and people seem to not like furries I don't know why but hell why can't we all just get along? please if anyone reads this tell me the answer to that simple question.
 

i volunteered at the Soup kitchen the other day and I was working in the kids section and I guess just seeing all those kids in tatered clothes and without food hurt my soul so badly that it made my body sick. I am expereincing flu like symptoms but the doctor says that I am not sick.
this has happened to me once before when
I saw the footage of the trade centers after 9/11. I guess it is just because of my ideal to help the earth
 

I have been writing poetry for some time and have just a few months ago gotten the courage to post it here I love freeverse poetry and I like to tell stories with my poems If you have read my work you will have noticed that I will make a few spelling mistakes that is because I am working with a short amount of time here by for now
 

it is now 2 for 1 nuetral and 0against
 

so far the vote is 1 for 1 nuetral and 0 against


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