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| Pedicure, Washlets, Expensive Mall Experience, April Fools! |
| I didn't write an update on my trip as soon as I got back because ... well ... same as always, I was behind on homework and had to focus on that. I got caught up (mostly) and snatched a free hour, so let's get to it. After the fiasco with the cancelled flight, we made it to Oahu with only an hour delay on the make up flight. Once there, we spent time by the pool and made plans for the next day to do a lot of shopping and other touristy things, including getting that pedicure. We went to the mall first thing in the morning, and stopped by the pedicure place right after a short Starbucks run. Now, I have never gotten a pedicure before, so I didn't know what to expect. Upon entering the mani/pedi place, one thing became strikingly and obviously clear: I was not in I was very aware and self conscious of the grungy slippers I was wearing and my clearly not Japanese heritage, but I dipped my feet in the hot water bath, which was relaxing, and leaned back against the massage chair, which was jarringly painful. The massager things in the chair would not move away from my shoulder blades, so I cricked my back and sat nearly sideways to ease the pressure on my back. Uncomfortable as all getup, but by then the Japanese pedicurist was washing my feet, so I couldn't get away. The pedicure progressed normally as far as I know. Cleaning, clipping, filing, scrubbing, etc ... I became bored and filmed the lady squatting at my feet without her knowing, but I can't put that video up here because of the privacy issues. Here's an unflattering picture of my toes with the final polish (French): https://www.dropbox.com/s/8uv6l7vrjslmozb/2013-03-30%2018.32.22.jpg We walked around the mall some more, and I was struck again and again by how many Japanese-run stores there were. I mean, Hawaii is a blend of many many cultures and backgrounds, and I have seen plenty of Japanese/Korean/Chinese/Taiwanese on the Big Island and at my school, but their abundance on Oahu was almost shocking for me. One clear example was when we accidentally found ourselves in a Japanese marketplace claiming to have been around since 1662. A whole section of the mall was dedicated to this market, which wasn't a single store, but an enclosed space with multiple booths, similar to an outdoor market from 1662. It smelled overwhelmingly of cabbage and fish, and there were NO other Caucasian people around. I didn't hear a scrap of English spoken, and all the signs were in Japanese. It literally felt like we had stepped into a foreign country - far more so that I feel on a regular basis, even living in Hawaii. On Saturday night, we decided to walk through the streets of the most tourist-y street on Oahu: Waikiki. We saw the street performers (my favorite was the man painted all gold who stood perfectly still who looked exactly like Johnny Depp), an Indian percussion traveling band, people advertising a gun range, ABC stores (there was one on every corner), and a homeless man sitting in the middle of the sidewalk eating a spilled omelet. It is easy for a country girl like me to stare at all these things and become overwhelmed, but I learned quickly to walk swiftly and not look in people's eyes for fear they might try to sell you something. I thought I couldn't get any more overwhelmed, but then the incredible happened. We peeled off the main sidewalk and found ourselves in a mall where all the "rich" stores hide so the customers don't have to walk in the rain. Immediately upon entrance, we were confronted with Golden Elephant sculptures, and I knew we were in some kind of wonderland. https://www.dropbox.com/s/yy4e4jzxlhdbguj/2013-03-30%2019.41.31.jpg We came to the Michael Kors store and eyed the security guards as they eyed us. We clearly didn't belong there (again, more than 95% of the customers were Asian). Deciding to plunge in even further, we took the escalator up to the next floor. And what an escalator ride it was. It was unlike I had ever seen in my life, and I thought for sure we were being teleported into Oz. There were displays of clothing hanging from pink trees on both sides of the escalator and a gigantic TV screen at the top of the escalator. It was all you could see while standing on the elevator. You must realize now, how I was beginning to realize, how truly overwhelming this was all becoming. At the top, I look around almost frantically for the escalator down, but there was none. There was one way to go: into the building even further. We could not turn around. We could not go back. We had so eagerly lept into the lap of luxury, and now there was no going back. I briefly wondered if this was how celebrities felt when the leave their ho-hum lives behind. Unfortunately, we were not celebrities, and clearly stood out for all the wrong reasons, like our ratty slippers. We passed a bathroom, and the inspiration struck me in an instant. The restrooms here were bound to be killer in comparison to anything else we were going to find. Everyone else agreed, and we ventured past the over-sized beetle carcasses ... https://www.dropbox.com/s/0h08y52fbk0e62o/2013-03-30%2019.50.42.jpg ... to the bathrooms. And guess what, I was right. The bathrooms only had "washlets." (see picture for detailed description): https://www.dropbox.com/s/keqsdv5lhgxj1lv/2013-03-30%2019.52.33.jpg The toilet had instructions for "Rear Cleansing," "Front Cleansing" etc ... again, see picture for description. I fail at trying to explain these things. (sorry for out of focus picture): https://www.dropbox.com/s/6uqocjaucyjyruo/2013-03-30%2019.53.01.jpg Mom actually screamed when she used it! That's how country we are As we ventured further in, it was like a maze, but such a well-crafted one where you think you are lost, but there is really only one way to go. This way, you pass all the stores (we didn't go in because everything would have cost more than our house, and the dual security guards on either side of every door were giving us funny looks.) Also, at that point, we really just wanted to find the way out. We came to what looked like a dead-end, and all simultaneously deflated with the knowledge that we had missed the exit and would have to turn around. Luckily, one of the female security guards (Japanese), pointed us toward one of the corners of the dead end, which we had suspected was another store, and sure enough, it let us not out of the mall, but further in. We were really into the expensive stuff now. It seemed the further in you went, the more expensive things were. To demonstrate, here is a video of a $50,000 watch with hologram tech. Yes, you read that right: $50,000. For a watch. I can't explain how stunned I was, so I'm giving you this so you can be stunned with me: Then came the Dior makeup store. I swear to anything, there was an eight-foot man serving champagne, a DJ, free makeup tutorials, and a professional photographer. Parents both had champagne, and the three girls got our makeup done. (See new bio page pic for how I looked, or the link below). https://www.dropbox.com/s/nbxa8wavo8vh5ku/2013-03-30%2020.56.28.jpg I never wear makeup, but damn ... I looked stunning. When I was walking, Dad said the people I passed were turning back to look at me. When we finally found the exit, we walked out new women. It was all so surreal and such a stark contrast to the homeless man eating the omelet off the ground. Two different worlds entirely, but all withing a block of each other. The flight home was only an hour delayed too, so that was better than the alternative. ~~~ A few random thoughts I wanted to share before wrapping it up for today: There is a man who paddles who looks exactly like Robert Pattinson (except older). His name sounds like sha-lawn ... but I'm not sure how to spell it. Yesterday was April Fool's day, and thankfully, I wasn't pranked. I did get my friend though. I texted her and told her she had 12 demerits (citizenship points - you don't want to have them), and she flipped out. That's it. Off to paddling, Emily |
| 24 hour Airport Adventure |
| For all you Hawaii dwellers present in my readership *cough* Wordsmitty I had the worst experience with said airline, that I will actively discourage people from using it. Go! makes its money as an inter-island puddle-jumper. The planes are small and the flights are cheap. When they first started out, they literally pushed another airline out of business and caused the loss of many jobs. What happened yesterday and today for me with regards to this airline leads me to believe they are headed the same way. Our original flight was set to depart at 5 something on Thursday, so we arrived at the airport an hour early, only to be told our flight was 2 hours delayed. I won't bore you with the details (as there were none), but eventually, at 9 pm, they told us that our flight was cancelled. I have never had a flight cancelled on me before, and I sincerely hope it never happens again. I am just grateful it we didn't have to catch a connecting flight or had an important event we had to be at. So, we rushed back to the ticket counter and they gave us a voucher for a night at the King Kam hotel with dinner and breakfast the next day. The room and view were pretty bad, but it didn't matter because it was freeeeee!! We stayed there for a night and hung by the pool in the morning after our buffet breakfast. Our flight was at 2:50 on Friday, but when we got to the airport, the flight was delayed again until 3:30. We all expected the worst and knew they were likely to keep telling us the plane was "delayed" when it was destined to be cancelled in the end. On the plus side, I got a lot of reading done in all the waiting time. All the stores were closed (don't know why) and there was no place to buy food or even water. The lady kept commending us for our "patience" through the loudspeakers and told us to wait in the "holding area until our plane arrived. We were cattle. Trapped and hot in a holding area waiting for a flight that was highly likely never to show up. Thankfully, the flight left at 3:45, and wasn't terrible, though it was crammed and the bags didn't fit in the overhead compartment like they would have on normal sized planes. I rebelled and used my electronic device (iPhone) to film the take-off and landing when it was supposed to be turned off. All in all, it took 24 hours fly on a 30 minute flight. I worry about the flight back, as we cannot afford for it to be delayed or cancelled 'cause we have school the next day ... This bad airport experience will make all subsequent airport experiences better though. I suppose that's a positive thing that came out of it. I don't know how many total hours I spent waiting in lines, but I think I deserve a pedicure for the stress my feet went through ~~~ Going back in time a little bit, I was rejected from Williams on Wednesday. I'm not sure I would have gone there had I gotten in though and I am perfectly content and happy with the colleges I have been accepted to, so getting the rejection email wasn't that big a deal. ~~~ At Paddling on Wednesday, one of the barges was going out and the entire harbor stank of straw and animal poop, just like a petting zoo. And it stuck around a long time too! It wasn't just a wafting scent that is disturbing for a second, it lingered over the water for the better part of practice while the barge was pulled out of the harbor by the tugboat. I wondered where the animals were headed to, and couldn't help but imagine the scene in the movie "Life of Pi" when the boat with all the zoo animals sinks. What must the water have smelled like then? That same day, as I was driving home up the hill, I ran into a rainstorm. Not your average rainstorm either. This one came out of nowhere. One second, the air was hot and dry, the sun was shining, and the birds were chirping, and the next second, a bucket of water was dropped on my windshield and I couldn't see the road ten feet in front of me. You know there must be a flash-flood warning when you have to turn the windshield wipers on high, the headlights on, and the window defogger on all at the same time. I had never been in a rainstorm that severe since I was learning to drive on the steep and windy mountain roads of Hawi. Not pretty ... I had to pull over at the lookout stop to get my senses straight and turn all the dials where they needed to be. Thankfully, I have learned to multitask while driving, so was able to avoid this this time. ~~~ I have yet to receive the image for the Quill Award for Best Blog 2012 from Andrew C. - Congrats new mods! ~~~ Speaking of images ... I'm learning to make animated images! I will take requests if you are interested in me making something for you. I don't plan on opening a shop though. Only good friends who have read this blog and know that I will take bribes ~~~ My foot is slightly infected. I scraped it on a rock while I was free diving last weekend, and it hasn't healed and is red and puffy. I'd show a picture, but ... It might be kinda grody for an 18+ rated blog That's it for me. Nighty, Em |
| ACCEPTED TO SARAH LAWRENCE! (and other mood-lifters) |
| Oh. My. GOD!! HUGE news! https://www.dropbox.com/s/21bnmu6ll2yalxf/2013-03-25%2019.57.10.jpg I was ACCEPTED to SARAH LAWRENCE COLLEGE in NY! Thank you to the SLC admissions staff, and a special thanks to OOT ~ Finished Law School I was also waitlisted for Haverford, but that matters less to me than the acceptance, which I am gushing over. ~~~ Today I realized a very simple act I now have the right to do as a senior: I WILL NOT move out of the way of underclassmen when I am walking. They will move for me. End of story. ~~~ Update on the crazy boat guy from paddling: His boat, "Dawn" was docked on the pier. His trailer was sitting where I had last seen it. The truck was gone though. He was also no where to be seen. I see a couple options here: Either his time on earth has expired and the truck was impounded with the boat soon to follow; The truck was towed and the man was arrested for BUI; The man came back safely and drove away leaving the boat behind. I honestly could care less, but an interesting story to ponder. What actually did happen to this man while he was at sea? ~~~ Using the white strips again tonight and following my routine, which worked in lifting my mood yesterday. That's it for me. Gotta stop procrastinating ol' HW, (new image! |
| Gaining Control - Shaping Myself w/ a STRUCTURED evening |
| Spring Break has finally come to an end, which probably means that blog updates won't be as regular. Watched Robot & Frank Plus side of the homework situation is that I finished that big "Civil Disobedience" essay. Not the best, I'll admit, but fairly decent for two weeks with no mental stimulation whatsoever. Negative side is that I completely neglected the AP Art History homework I had, thinking I could do it in a weekend like I am normally able to do. What I didn't realize, was that I had ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY art cards due instead of the usual 10-30. Oh. My. God. I am utterly screwed ... The first fifty are due on Friday, then the next hundred the Friday after, so I still have time, but damn! How could I be so stupid to not check something like that? The thing is though, I'm not entirely sure I would have jumped on doing them like I wished I should have in hindsight. Procrastination is the plague. What you should have done only becomes clear AFTER you have done the wrong thing. Water under the bridge now. Nothing I can do. Once I realized that horrific fact, I promptly went to the beach to cool off and take in the last of Spring Break. Picture proof: https://www.dropbox.com/s/qbad0r6s99ileo2/2013-03-24%2010.48.33.jpg https://www.dropbox.com/s/3fppxild7kvgslk/2013-03-24%2012.43.59.jpg I started watching another of Miyazaki's films (love that guy): From Up on Poppy Hill This whole break, I've been focusing a lot on myself, and I think I've become lonely because of it. I don't know how to explain it, but I've been moody and touchy the last 24 hours. Sparked, I think, by my being waitlisted for one of my top choice colleges. These depressive feelings seem to happen every month, so I suppose it is hormonal, in which case, I just need to learn to recognize the signs and take measures to prevent escalation. I need to go back to school and be around people again. I always thought I was a solitary/private person, but I suppose I do well from interaction with friends. Positive thinking tells me to focus on my acceptance to a Cali school instead of focusing on the waitlisted part, so I'm going to meditate on that happy news before bed tonight. That's why I'm a bit curt / terse ... etc ... you know what I mean. To help myself, I'm going to take note of my mood every morning and evening and meditate on what made me feel that way and how I can feel better. Looking forward to shaping myself the way I want. Speaking of shaping myself, I don't just mean my tumultuous mind, I mean my body/hygiene as well. I'll start with these websites to take an exercise from each night: Glutes/Thighs Abs Play along with me if you like. I've also resolved to drastically improve my personal hygiene regimen. I'm doing all the normal things now, but I haven't kept up with flossing like I said I would back in January, and I had to get a filling this month, so tooth-care obviously needs an improvement. I'll start there. Bought White Strips, so I'll be using those for 30 minutes every day for fourteen days (thirteen now, 'cause I've used it once already). If I have things to keep me busy, I believe I'll feel more confident etc. Less crabby as well, I hope. So! Every night, I WILL: Use White Strips for 30 minutes after Paddling and dinner (during homework time) Exercise: Abs/Glutes/Thighs with varying exercises every night Floss! Record my dominate feelings of the day in my iPhone calendar Meditate on feelings + how to shape them into something good Sleep by 10 PM and hopefully have some dreams to interpret I will keep you updated on my progress when I have a chance. I need more structure. This will be good for me. Thanks for reading, Em |
| Thoreau, Boat Guy Lost, Do I look 25? |
| I have to make this a quick entry 'cause I've procrastinated my homework until the last couple days ... again. Working on my "Civil Disobedience" essay right now. Having a bit of a brain fart and I needed a break. I added a couple new exercises to my nightly routine. Now, instead of just doing crunches over the edge of the bed, I do this weird twist thing where I touch my right hand to the ground and then twist and touch my left hand to the ground. It's really tough, but I gotta tell you: It's really working. The crazy boat guy from Thursday still wasn't back. I saw his truck and mangled trailer sitting by the pier when I went down this morning. That would make about 36 hours that he's been on the water. Hopefully they don't find any bodies. O.o I suppose we should call the Coast Guard or something, but I'll leave that to the adults. We practiced with both the morning paddlers in the afternoon paddlers today. I go in the afternoon so I don't see the people who come in the morning, but one of them came up to me after practice and asked me how old I was. When I told her I was a high school senior, she recoiled and was completely shocked. That's all. Back to Thoreau, Em |
| Tanned Siri, Inept Boaters, and Not To-Do List |
| I was lying out in the sun again today, breaking Tina's SOOTS rule, when my phone buzzed with this alert: https://www.dropbox.com/s/xt349t7kscjdqia/2013-03-21%2012.01.22.png I didn't know Siri didn't like getting tans! After that, I stayed inside and kept my phone in a cool place while I watched a movie I have been meaning to watch for a long time: Silence of the Lambs ~~~ Interesting story from Paddling today: I got down to the pier early like I normally do, and witnessed the start of what turned into a major fiasco. An old man in a beat up old pickup truck was reversing his equally beat up orange fishing boat called "Dawn" down the ramp and into the water. He couldn't get the angle right, and kept reversing and pulling away causing a major disturbance in the traffic. The pier isn't very big, and there was nothing our paddling team could do to move our canoes until he was finished putting "Dawn" in the water. His truck was skidding a little down the ramp when the man tried to go forward, and all of us were worried the whole truck, trailer, and boat were going into the drink. Our coach made all the younger kids get out of the water just in case the seemingly inevitable did happen, and the rest of the adults waited and watched while the man slowly and methodically got the boat into position and began untying it from the trailer (which itself looked home-made). Both back wheels of the truck were in the water, and the tide was coming up. At the speed the man was moving, the whole truck would be submerged before the boat was unhitched from the trailer. Moving the speed of a man overly dosed up on NyQuil, the man climbs the side of his beat up trailer and onto the prow of the boat. He begins to cut off the rope holding the boat to the trailer. Eventually, he gets that free, and sets about tying the ropes to the pier. A couple of the other paddlers go over to help him hold the ropes (thank god), and he gets back in the truck. He drives forward a bit until the boat comes free of the trailer, and the stops in the middle of the ramp! The team lets out a collective sigh. All we want to do is use the ramp to move the canoes into the water. Looks like we will have to wait even longer ... At this point, the surging in the harbor is getting pretty bad, and it is hard to hold the canoes. We are worried for our lives so near to the man with the crazy boat, so six of us take the three canoes out into the bay to wait until the man is out of our way. Meanwhile, the man and one of the paddlers maneuver his boat around to the other side of the dock and tie it up. The truck is still in the way. The ropes are apparently insufficiently tied, and the man ties them again. The truck is still in the way. We all want to tell him to move his truck, but the man is methodical and we know our efforts would be fruitless and may even slow him down more. He gets into the boat by weaving his way through the fishing lines that hang haphazardly around the vessel. He tests the engines. The truck is still in the way. He reties the ropes again. The truck is still in the goddamn way. Finally, after what seems like ages, he moves the truck and we are able to move the rest of the canoes into the water. But this story is not over yet. As we are loading up, the man seems ready to head out and unties the ropes. He test the engines again, and putters out into the middle of the bay, less than 10 feet from where the boats are sitting prone, and revs the engines. The boat doesn't go forward, it goes in tight pinwheels! Corkscrews! Out of control, the man turns off the engines, and attempts to return to the pier. At this point, all of us realize the peril we are in. The man is very likely BUI (boating under the influence) and possibly high on other drugs as well. This whole time he has not said a word, and now he is trapped in the middle of the harbor with a rope that won't reach the pier. We all watch just to see what he will do, and somehow he manages to inch closer to the pier, with a paddle perhaps (I didn't see exactly as I was preparing to head out with my crew). My canoe is ready to go, and we begin to paddle out, when we see the other women's boat waving their hands and yelling for the coach. The inept boater had fallen into the water ... We had just about had enough of him, so we go out into the main harbor to start our warm-up. As we are coming back toward the end of the pier, we see the man coming out. Oh crap ... He had apparently gotten back in the boat and got the engines working and was now a hazard coming right for us. We steer clear and watch him putter off toward the horizon. Our coach tells us through his bullhorn: "Whatever you do, stay away from that boat." After practice, it was near dark and we still hadn't seen the return of the man. We wondered if he planned to honor the namesake of his boat and stay out on the water until dawn. The boat was small though with no place to sleep. Our coach told us in the huddle that if we found the boat drifting, claim it 'cause the man wouldn't be on it. Twas an interesting day ... There's another story for my English memoir arsenal. ~~~ I especially love the prompt I came up with today for the "30-Day Blogging Challenge" I can't think of what I would put on that list, but according to certain people, (*cough, RenDuring® Infinitely Alone NOT To-Do List: 1. Do not lie in bed until 11 am 2. Do not eat one meal to satisfy both breakfast AND lunch 3. Do not lie in the sun long enough to make Siri boil 4. Do not procrastinate your homework 5. Do not deny your sister your help in making Oreo truffles 6. Do not go to bed too late - you have to get up early on Saturday 7. Do not forget to post the 30DBC prompt for Saturday 8. Do not forget about this list Well, that wasn't so funny, was it? I'd better leave the blogging to the competitors and go back to hosting ~~~ More dreams are happening! I am in a big library mixed with a cafeteria with two of my guy friends from school. We couldn't sit at our normal table, so we sat at a long, slanted table made of bookcases and stacked with books. For lunch, I got at huge blueberry the size of an apple, brought it back to the table in a small, white bowl, and went back to wait in line again. There were two lines and you got something different from each line. I was in the line where you could get a single cracker with a piece of cheese and an almond on top. Just before I was about to grab my cracker, the girl in front of me snatched the cheese off mine. I wasn't allowed to take a full cracker with cheese and almond, so I took the one without cheese and aggressively threw it into the trash. I begged the person to give me back my cheese, but she didn't and started adamantly arguing with the lunch lady. That's all for me. GN, Em |
| Exercise, Midnight Workout, Bikini Crew, Body Types |
| I missed posting yesterday ... Uh oh, minus points on my English homework I am paddling so SO much more than I was with school. I was able to hop in with the "Bikini Crew" (the nickname of the high level Women's boat - so named for the fact that they all wear bikinis 'cause their bodies are smokin'. Yes, I am jealous of a couple 40+ women's bodies. My legs are still sore from the hike up Buster Brown. Been stretching and such, but Paddling tightens my muscles up again. I've also added a bit to my bedtime routine. I'm going to bed around midnight during break, so I do a Mini Midnight Workout before sleeping. It isn't much, just enough to get me breathing harder. It's easier for me to fall asleep right after a little exercise anyway. I wanna give my stomach some more intensity so I can rock a bikini when I'm 40 like the Bikini Crew ( Then, I switch it up every night with deep squats (30), Sun Salutation (Moon Salutation), planks/low planks/push ups, or something else if I feel up to it. Sometimes nothing, but break days are important too, right? Speaking of Bikini Crews and exercise, Elle - scrambling for lollies When girls ... girls I KNOW say they are "getting fat," "look fat," "are fat," I turn my head away and puke silently to myself. Seriously?? Your waist is skinnier than my thigh! These are girls I know as friends, acquaintances, or strangers, but they suddenly all transform into the same person with the simple utterance of those few, demeaning words: attention whores. No offense meant to those who I do see as friends, but the vision we see as "skinny" is NOT healthy. Starving yourself is NOT healthy. And bemoaning your "fatness" certainly does NOT gain you friends. It may gain you sympathies or reassurances that you are not fat, and maybe that is what these attention whores want, but those assurances are not going to make you more happy in your own body. Only you can be comfortable in the body you were given. Body types are VASTLY different, and trying to look like the model of beauty seen in magazines will only lead you down a path ending nowhere and a life of wishing you were someone else. Bottom line: Self appreciation habits start early. I will surely follow Elle's example when I have kids of my own. My kids will never be told they are fat, nor that they are skinny. They will be healthy, and that will be perfect. All that being said, I know I can look healthier. I'm feeling accomplished this Spring Break with all the extra exercising I've been doing. I'm also getting a nice, even tan After I was done disregarding Tina's SOOTS rule, I washed the car with my sis. Yes, I was in my bikini when I washed it, and yes I did get pretty soapy I'm pleased that I'm dreaming regularly again. In this dream, I had to transport my two dogs and two kittens in the Durango from someplace far away to a dark mansion. I put them all in a black sack and then I tied a plastic bag around the sack and tied a towel around the whole bundle. I put the sack in the backseat of the Durango, and moved the driver's seat which caused the sack to flip over. They whined, and I was terrified, but I had to keep them in the bag even though I knew they would be scratching each other and whining and might not be able to breathe. I drove to a village where the huts were made of candy. There were some more things that happened during the ride, but I don't remember. In the middle of the candy village was a big castle with a porch outside. I carried the sack on my back like a backpack to the castle and heard Buddy whining. I remember being terrified and scared I wouldn't make it to the castle in time. It was nighttime and I quickly got people to cluster around me on the castle porch and make a little circle so I could take the animals out and they wouldn't run away. I opened the bag and took out our old dog first. His butt was sticking out of the back and I dragged him out. His toenails and eyes were bloody. He was lying very still, but I don't remember thinking he was dead. I remember taking out one of the little kittens, but not the other, and that's where the dream ends. The most prevalent emotion was terror. Gotta sleep. More dreams are waiting, Em |
| I'm dreaming again! |
| Finally had a couple dreams the last two nights. I've had a restless mind for weeks, so dreams didn't stick around long enough for me to write them down. I recently realized something significant and that stress has been lifted from my mind. Consequently, I dreamed deeply the next two nights. The first night, I dreamed about being in a hotel and going to the bathroom where I met this old man and an old woman. The old man was doing parkour over the grand staircase balconies. The woman and I watched him and then started to walk back to our separate rooms. She used a walker, so I walked slowly to keep pace with her. We were in a dark hallway, and for some reason, there was a largish drop, about 4 feet, blocking our path. I made it down fine, but was worried about the woman. However, she remembered what the old man had shown her and parkoured down the drop. We parted ways then, and I came across a cluster of people around a little round table with an old style, box TV on it. The TV was very small and the picture was grainy, but the hotel constantly played ads on the TV for the hotel guests. The little TV monitor fuzzed and said, "Insert disc 13." I sat down next to the people who were putting in the discs and we started talking about "your" verses "you're" and one man had a DVD that apparently would reduce the number of children who used "your/you're" incorrectly down to only two uses per family per year. He said something about how I would enjoy this and started spewing statistics, but I told him I was taking a Statistics course and could prove him wrong in a minute flat so he had better stop talking now. ~~~ Last night, I dreamed I drove up to Canada in a tiny, open-sided car that was my friend's. It was difficult to turn on and only had two seats. It kind of looked like a golf cart mixed with an electric car and was white. I was wearing a tank top and a little cardigan and I put on my big fuzzy sweater when I was driving at night because the wind rushing into the cab made it very cold. I remember vaguely jumping over red tile roofs around a courtyard with a tree in the middle. My dad was with me, but I had to leave him behind because he stopped to help our old dog after Dad knocked him down while he was running. I also remember typing to Wordsmitty ~~~ We brought both dogs to the vet for their check-ups today. Our old dog is 13 years old, and getting quite frail. He has arthritis and his muscles are weakening, but the good news is that he is still very healthy inside. His blood work is near perfect and all his organs are functioning fine for an old guy. That was happy news. Till next time, Em |
| Troll Feet, Tech Savvy (matey ;-) ), Underground Bloggers |
| I did not get a pedicure yesterday. I was looking forward to it, actually ... The hike was grueling and I was nearly crawling on my hands and feet near the top. My dog, Buddy, musta run up and down the entire hill multiple times with all the running back and forth he did by the time I got to the top. He has Australian Shepherd in him, so he needs as much running as he can get. (He needs more - baby's getting chubby.) Panorama: https://www.dropbox.com/s/bblbirczq0gysff/2013-03-18%2011.12.16.jpg Top of the World: https://www.dropbox.com/s/egacr36wsxqptvm/2013-03-18%2011.46.36.jpg ~~~ I was pretty proud of myself yesterday night. I am not normally tech-savvy, but with only a bit of research, I was able to connect my laptop to the TV to watch a movie (ask me: "Why not just use Netflix?" and I'll say: " ~~~ I'm working on a secret project. More on that later when I have some of the preliminary items set up, but I'm looking forward to it. Should put a whole new meaning to the term "Image Shop." Have you ever wanted to personalize your OWN images EXACTLY how you want them, but don't have the tech skills or the proper computer programs to do so? Never fear! Blog readers will be the first to know when I'm finished ~~~ "Addicted to WDC!" Once you blogging newbies (Elle - scrambling for lollies ~~~ I still haven't gotten the "Best Blog" image from Andrew *pout. I wanna put it up top Talk later, Emily EDIT to add: WHOA! Just reloaded my blog page and LOVE the new look! |
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| Just a quick entry to congratulate nicholson, Carmela Check them out here:
I'll write another entry later, but I wanted to get this done before midnight Take care! Em |
| Happy St. Patrick's Day! |
| For those of us under 21, St. Patrick's Day is not a real holiday. The festivities proceed as follows: Step one: Wear green so you don't get pinched Step two: Pinch anyone not wearing green Step three: Drive your parents home once the shamrocks and booze make them tipsy Step four: Wish there were presents to open or candy to eat -END- There's not much to ol' St. Patty's Day, and frankly, I think it's useless. Why was it even created in the first place? Maybe for some noble reason which has long since been lost. Ask Google/Siri/Bing/Answers.com/Yahoo* or your favorite search engine 'cause I'm too lazy to find that answer. ~~~ Might get my very first pedicure with my mom and sis tomorrow (err ... today WDC time). That shows how much a tomboy I am, don't it? First pedicure comes after 18 years of stanky, filthy, callused troll feet ... ~~~ My sis and her friends went to a dance last night. What has the world come to that 12 year old girls go to Spring Break parties, but not me? Not that I have the slightest interest in going, but seriously? Where does that come from? How did lil' sis find out about a spring break party!? Gah! ~~~ Watched Perks of Being a Wallflower Take care, Em *This is not a sponsored entry |
| How boring can I make this entry? |
| Twas raining all day today. A bummer after all the sun the last couple days. My sunburn is itchy. That means it's going away, right? It did fade a lot last night 'cause it wasn't too bad in the first place. Not to mention the fact that I lathered on the Aloe before bed. No, no, you don't understand ... I practically bathed in the stuff. Slept in 'til 11:15. A car-repair man fixed the cracked windshield on the Prius (I didn't crack it, I swear). He had a handsome face, but was at least a foot shorter than me ... Watched Flight Shout out to my groupies over at the new group: "Addicted to WDC!" And ... that's where my brain stops working. Remind me to do some homework tomorrow. Goodnight. Em |
| Spring Cleaning |
| I never talked about the massive room cleaning project I had been sunk into all day Monday, did I? Was so tired after all that, I didn't want to think about it anymore, I guess. My room hasn't been seriously cleaned for a year, and I haven't cleaned it myself for much longer than that. In short, my room was in desperate need of a deep clean. I started with my mountain (it really was very threatening: avalanche imminent) of college spam mail. Most of it was for colleges I hadn't applied to, so there was no need to keep it at all. I sorted through every brochure, letter, postcard, calendar, poster, map, and booklet the colleges sent in bulk. I filled an entire trash bag (the stretchy "Don't get mad, get Glad" kind) with all the crap and was left with a smallish stack of mail from the colleges I did apply to. I organized that stack by college and stored them in a filing box (like a filing cabinet, but only a box with folders inside) thinking they may be useful when it comes time to decide. I could look at the pictures of groups of racially diverse students laughing under trees at colleges where it never snows. (I've looked at a lot of brochures; they are all the same. All college brochures have laughing students, smile-y professors, and either an African American kid and/or an Asian American kid with a white kid on the cover. No joke) I was proud of myself. Alright. Two areas done! I realize now why women (and men who women rope into helping) clean. They clean to keep the home habitable, of course, but they also clean because it is a thrill once it is complete. An accomplishment to be sure, and an accomplishment you can continue to have week after week (My Creative Writing class is going to be writing memoirs when we get back to school. I wonder if I can re-purpose some of these blog entries ~~~ So naturally, after Monday, I've been lazing around the house and outside more. Tanning and reading mostly. (I cannot forget that I have homework too that needs doing ... must remember to do some tomorrow) Got a little pink after today's tanning session though ... did three rounds instead of two. The last one was one too many. Paddled five miles today too (was worse with the sunburn) but I felt even more accomplished. And last, before I go: Good night all, Emily |
| Lazy Day |
| Stayed up 'til I haven't got much else to say about my day ... Besides the fact that I was SAVED by Wyrd_Naos - Finals arrive! Gonna take an early night. Take care, Em |
| Frustrations of "Delay Send" |
| Is the feeling of being let down worse after you think you were getting somewhere? It's gotta be ... Life's successes lift you up higher and then plummet you down to the jarring depths of failure. Okay ... so maybe my life isn't that horrible, but I have been let down in something I've been trying (and very nearly succeeding) in doing for the past day. Those who have been following my exploits with the "30-Day Blogging Challenge" Now, you may be wondering: "Why is it so important to send the prompt out at exactly midnight? Can't you send it out earlier?" Well, yes. Technically, I can send the prompt out at 4:15 (10:15 WDC time) before I leave the house, but I run a competition. Sending the prompt out early like I have been forced to do gives the competitors an extra 2 hours or so to think on the prompt, or even begin to write, before posting on the day it is actually due. That's gotta be unfair, right? Thinking fast, I posted a job offering in the last post: "NOW HIRING! - 30 Day Blogging Challenge Assistant WANTED" Wordsmitty Okay! I was making progress! This is good This had very thorough directions, and a helpful video: https://code.google.com/p/gmail-delay-send/ I had the "Delay Send" installed in no time, and now came the trial and error bit, which consisted of puzzling through the possible ways to tag the email with the correct time to send. I'll spare you the nitty gritty bits. It turns out the Subject line of the email has to have the tag: "-- (date) (time)" [date can be omitted if it is to be sent out the same day]. Took me about an hour to figure out I needed TWO hyphens, not only one. I had about 30 ErRoR messages in my inbox by the end of it all. Very frustrating ... But hey! I accomplished something else! I got the "Delay Send" to work! Now for more trial and error. I had to determine whether WritingML would work. I tried sending from my gmail to my wdc ... no go. Sending from my wdc to my gmail and back again ... no go. Sending from my wdc to my wdc and then forwarding it to my gmail ... no go. At this point, I was beginning to realize the WritingML was not going to work. And to make matters worse, I had noticed through this process that the emails send from my gmail to my wdc said they came from my gmail account even though I checked the box saying to "Send from hawaiifoeva@writing.com." This was not going to work if I wanted to keep my offsite email private, as it should be. A solution to this would be to create a new gmail account to send from, but then I would have to go through the whole setup process again and it still wouldn't solve the problem of the WritingML not transferring ... By the time I came down from the tornado of possibilities my mind had become, I felt a bit like this: https://www.dropbox.com/s/iw81zyw11yi45hy/2013-03-12%2009.19.07.jpg Frustrated as all getup and no closer to solving this problem that was now plaguing my every thought. Ideas welcome ... ~~~ Found a beautiful tiger cowr(e)y shell while I was down at Paddling today. (For those of you who need a refresher, it kinda looked like this, except bigger and brighter: http://www.shells-of-aquarius.com/images/tiger-cowry.jpg) I was overjoyed and sooooo wanted to take it home, but, sadly, when I picked it up, it was already inhabited. It is whale season here, and we also saw a whale breaching just outside the harbor. Didn't get a picture of him either ... Here's a picture of my breakfast instead (we used to get these double yokes all the time on the farm, but I thought they did quality checks or something at the commercial egg factories ... Costco didn't have organic eggs for the first time in forever. The hard boiled white eggs are easier to peel though): https://www.dropbox.com/s/14v1ye2rizrrm7w/2013-03-12%2010.11.14.jpg On that note ... take care all, Emily |
| NOW HIRING! - 30 Day Blogging Challenge Assistant WANTED |
This position has been filled. Thank you for your interest. The "30-Day Blogging Challenge" We are looking for a member(s) interested in being part of the permanent staff of one of the most rigorous blogging challenges on Writing.com. The job will consist of emailing predetermined blog prompts to the "30-Day Blogging Challenge" group at midnight Writing.com time Monday night through Thursday night. I will provide you with a document from which you will simply copy and paste the WritingML code into an email and send to the group and into a forum post in the "30-Day Blogging Challenge" follows: Job benefits include: 2,000 GPs per week of service (this correlates to 500 GPs per prompt sent out); recognition as a permanent staff member of the "30-Day Blogging Challenge" If you are interested in the position, please email Emily at hawaiifoeva@writing.com *All candidates will be reviewed by me prior to hiring ![]() |
| Damn you DST! |
| Daylight Savings Time is screwing me over! And to make things worse, I now have to send the prompt out at 6PM Hawaii time instead of 7PM. This is not going to work ... I am out of the house Monday through Thursday until 6:30PM at the earliest. Sometimes it was a race to get home before 7. If WDC had a way to set a time to send an email so one does not have to do it manually, this would solve all my problems. Unfortunately, I have to do without and I'll have to figure out whether I'll send the prompt earlier or later. Better to do it earlier, I think. Maybe I should hire an assistant who would actually be on at the correct time? Any ideas guys? ~~~ I hardly ever go shopping, but when 4 out of the 5 good pairs of jeans I own are too short, I knew the time had come. I went in looking for jeans, and came out with: A video of my haul for your perusal (everything but the computer is new): And for you dedicated fans out there, ask to see my "Crazy Hat Adventure" for pictures to prove I am indeed insane https://www.dropbox.com/s/9q5xcm2uc7e76sy/2013-03-10%2018.12.51.jpg Who are those idiots? Oh yeah ... me and my lil sis ~Em |
| Thoughts on Community Recognition |
| Aloha from iPhone central! (Idea stolen from Fivesixer...blog CHAMP!! I only have a short thought to share with you today anyway. (On a side note: I am gonna try to blog every day this break, not only because it is homework for my English classes, but because I feel like I have something to prove. An award winning blog ought to have regular updates, don't it?) And that thought is: community recognition. For those of you who need a reminder: community recognition is the little number next to a member's handle. As an example: Emily ~ Graduating TODAY As a newbie, I recall being obsessed with my community recognition and getting Merit Badges to raise it etc. This went on for a time, and while I was thinking about it this morning, I realized I hadn't payed attention to that little number of mine since it passed 100. I remember that moment distinctly: Princess Zelda Not really sure where this entry is headed, but it must be that we begin to pay less attention to things once the accomplishments begin to blur together. Does that make sense? As a Newbie, the transition from 1 ComRec to 2 ComRecs is a HUGE deal! Suddenly you've doubled your recognition! Well ... lazy Sunday post done. That's it for me. Em |
| Warning: Attempting to find a hidden moral may cause injury |
*** Warning: Attempting to find a hidden moral or underlying message in this entry may cause injury or death. Keep out of reach of children under the age of 12. Side effects include but are not limited to: Blurry eyes, fainting, vomiting, indigestion, headaches, nausea, confusion, heart attack, stroke, and even death. Read at your own risk. *** This entry will be more of a compilation of random updates 'cause I know I'll become overwhelmed if I let them sit. Odd isn't it? I want to come up with an underlying theme or message or some BS to glue an entry of this blog together, but honestly, I end up rambling anyway, so what's the point? I met a new friend today In any case, I was nervous about IMing someone I had never talked to before, but Mark was grateful and we started talking. (His side: "Out of nowhere" ~~~ I'm not sure if I talked about this before, but the iPhone image editing apps have taken a giant step forward. They are so versatile and easy to use! I might have to make a folder on Dropbox or something to show off some of it. Here's one I made recently. I made it gray scale and popped the color back into my eye only. (no filters or added brightness/color): ![]() I really like the patterns and blends of colors in eyes. I want to collect a bunch of pictures of eyes of people I know in this same style and make a collage. There was another image I wanted to show off, but the owner I gave it to on here must have deleted the item it was in 'cause I can't find it ~~~ EEEEEEE!! Yes, I am gloating just a little bit. But seriously, I might need a trophy case up in here real soon if these honors keep coming my way. ~~~ I got a filling the other day. Back right bottom molar. Have to get the left one filled as well soon. They numbed up my mouth (Doc tried first with the "short acting," 45 minute numbing medicine because he was "sure" I wouldn't need the stronger one. When the medicine was beginning to wear off at about 8 PM (the appointment was at 3:30), I needed more sustenance and went for the Santa Cruz Organic Limeade I had been storing in the fridge for the past week. NOT a good choice. The drink was cold of course, but only half of my mouth could feel the cold. The other half, the numb half, felt an extremely hot, almost scalding liquid, which was certainly not limeade, burning my mouth. ~~~ Interesting thing happened a couple days ago: I was accepted into a group that I had asked to be in in November of 2011. Wow ... That's *scampers away to do calculations* 16 months ago. The owner must have been away from the site, I suppose. I was still only a darling newbie when I posted this message: "Oo! Pick me!" ~~~ A special anniversary passed for me on March 7th. It was the eight month anniversary of my bf and I getting together. ~~~ I gotta say, whoever invented Spring Break deserves to be a God. You always know it is break time when the teenagers in the neighborhood sleep in until noon or take naps at odd times throughout the day, both of which I am guilty of doing in the past two days alone. That's all I have to say about that. ~~~ What I'm Reading Now (remember this?) Recently Finished: Mini Review: Definitely worth a read, especially for mothers Mini Review: One of Kingsolver's best, I think. Quick read and powerful message Planned for Spring Break: Mini Review: Halfway done and the detective work is engaging and the mystery is interesting. I've heard the ending isn't as satisfying as it could be Mini Review: Hysterical so far Mini Review: I adore this book. Unfortunately, my copy is currently held hostage in my grandparent's house on the mainland. ~~~ I've probably said this already too, but I'M GOING TO EUROPE THIS SUMMER! We are going to get our passport photos taken tomorrow. Here's the house we are staying at: http://www.vrbo.com/754489ha?cid=E ~~~ I was going to write out an awkward moment (remember when I used to do those?) but wasn't up to relive the humiliation. Instead, I'll leave you with this funny video. Congratulations if you made it all the way through this entry ~Emily |