Insanity not requiring comment (Book) http://www.Writing.Com/main/profile.php/blog/jarensbud So, on Monday, my first novel gets published. It isn't the first novel I have written, but it is the first to see printed and bound form. Woohooo!!!! I have to attend the launch Monday, so that is cool. It isn't a big launch, but who cares at this point? I'm officially in book form. There is no description with the cover at the store b...[Read Full Post] Sat, 18 Oct 2008 16:57:09 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/613512 Probably not so that psychiatric help is needed, but still, paranoid just the same. If I send an email and it isn't answered, the person must be mad at me. LOL I need to chill. I spent the day working on writing things, if not actually writing my novel. I am teaching a few courses at the A-1 Academy this term, and am getting the prep stuff rea...[Read Full Post] Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:45:49 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/529510 This is getting to be a freaky habit. LOL I think I am finally on track with Chapter Four of Song of Fear. It has been driving me nuts my entire life... or at least it seems like it. I had it too much action-centric, and it needed to become more character-centric. Of course, I know this, but sometimes the obvious takes a while to find. I am feeli...[Read Full Post] Fri, 17 Aug 2007 00:49:41 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/528697 reading other people's blogs. I had done that for a long time, but recently started looking at one. LOL They drive me nuts. What is written there is usually done so with partial info at best, and it is always just enough for me to have no idea what is going on. I always get the wrong idea of what is happening, and then I either worry or celebrat...[Read Full Post] Thu, 16 Aug 2007 00:44:22 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/528457 Yep, I went and did it. Not without reservations and not without panic... but I hear these are usual in brides-to-be. Twenty minutes before I had to arrive at the lakeshore to get married, I was in tears. LOL There was no way I was going to get married. No way. They couldn't make me. Of course, the days leading up to the wedding, I spent in a...[Read Full Post] Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:08:59 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/523781 Yep. I am alive, just crazy busy trying to earn enough money and whip the man into sufficient shape to get married. LOL Okay... maybe not so much the last. I am working at painting, editing, making tiny saddles, etc. But I also have been writing a little here and there. There really isn't much to report as life goes on in one crazy, hurried haze. ...[Read Full Post] Mon, 16 Apr 2007 00:02:46 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/501975 For a couple of days now I have been thinking that I should leave a message letting all my WDC friends know that I am still alive. Well, I am, and more than that, this afternoon, the man in my life asked if I would let him become my man for the rest of my life and I agreed. So, I am officially engaged. It's weird, I never thought that this w...[Read Full Post] Sun, 10 Dec 2006 20:12:53 EST http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/474340 I have been asked to write my top ten fears and why i want to defeat them, or not defeat them if that is the case. So here they are in no particular order: 1)Fear of rejection: i want to face this one and work though it for a lot of resons but mostly because i want to hae a strong enough core to withstand people leaving me. I want to believe throug...[Read Full Post] Sun, 25 Jun 2006 02:13:47 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/436076 online... LOL Too bad once people start to see beneath that... they realize that I am incredibly complex... not complicated mind you, but complex... and that scares them. lol Wed, 21 Jun 2006 11:39:16 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/435151 Just when I think that I am cool... I am okay with who I am and as okay as I can be with how I look... I find out that I am not as okay as I thought. *takes deep breath* Is it unreasonable to predict future behaviour based on past behaviour? If every single man who has seen me has rejected me, is it unreasonable to believe that will be the trend int...[Read Full Post] Wed, 21 Jun 2006 11:29:48 EDT http://www.Writing.Com/main/books/entry_id/435148