Tuesday, October 27, 2009

         What an uneventful, yet productive start to a new work week. My boss is out-of-town until Friday... so I'm attempting to catch up before his big return.

         I'm well. My family is well. There is a new baby coming in through my son-in-law's brother and his recent bride. =)
 

Sunday, October 17, 2009

         Is it Sunday already? The older I get the faster time travels... or so it seems.

         I trust everyone is having a nice weekend. The weather is beautifully cool here in Florida. The weather channel had us at 68 degrees yesterday afternoon. I considered closing the windows... but then figured the fresh air was nice since we're closed-up, down here so much because of the heat. I opted to put on my warm house-shoes and house-coat instead.

         They say your blood thins after you live in a hot climate for awhile. I believe it. I never considered 68 degrees cold when I lived in Ohio aka God's country. =)

         Take care of yourself and keep on pressing through. Your blessing is coming.
 

Friday, October 16, 2009

         Today was another hectic day at the office --- a lot of running in circles, with minimal accomplishment. Still it was a good day.

         I'm looking forward to a cooler, relaxing weekend... amidst a few household chores and trips back and forth to my gym.

         I hope I gain acceptance into the Poetry Classes to which I applied through A.C.E. - writers' group of excellency.

         I'm also anxious to get a book from the library so that I can start reading in preparation for the 10-20-09 book club.

         Take care and have a fanastic weekend.
 

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

         This evening I attended a writers group, led by a Moderator, Stacy, with the support of her mother, Paula(?). After a few meetings, I'll learn everyone's name -- hope, hope, pray, pray. There were over twelve participants with varying styles and genre's of writing. Those with whom I am privileged to accompany range from beginner to published author. It's a wholesome group. We comment on the context of what is written (as read by its author), not whether or not we like the style or agree/disagree with its intent/belief/philosophy. Fun. Fun. Fun.

         I've also joined a book club and ordered the book yesterday, through Amazon. If it arrives on time for me to complete it before the monthly meeting (October 20), then I will participate. Otherwise, I'll read it on my own, invest in the next book, and ready myself for the November meeting.

         I have enrolled in the Writer's Academy as well and plan to take Poetry Device classes, beginning the first of November, via the www.writing.com group of Rising Stars.

         This is a month of renewal and new beginnings for me... all about socializing, becoming more socially-oriented and perfecting my poetry.

         My day at the office was not a great precursor to my evening ---- had to deal with one vindictive meany and a rude, cranky bully --- both coworkers. I fumbled through by the grace and mercy of God -- shaken but not broken. Since my time of the month begins in two days and my emotions/feelings/nerves are quickly rising to the surface. I hope not to crash and burn. I'll be walking in the Spirit by the grace of my God... one day at a time. God be merciful to me, a sinner, determined to stay on His narrow path to glory.

         Have a great week.
 

Sunday, October 10, 2009

         Today, God is smiling on me. I've taken a step to resume my future with Him/His character as my focal point.

         Once he told me, "Get out of the house." His word reverberates through my brain/consciousness/Spirit. I am determined to make Him proud.

         I am getting out, pursuing interests in an effort to socialize outside of the workplace. I fear many of those with whom I work, do not care for me. I'm considered an "Type-A" personality. Perfectionism is my enemy and has caused enmity. I have felt the need to speak up in various situations in a covert manner --- without direct approach.

         Not everyone is like me. Some are more easygoing, laid back --- making a reproach from me seem incomprehensible and undeserved. Confession is good for the soul! Confess your faults one to another.

         It is my aim, fortuitously to preserve friendship not only with co-workers (co-laborers) but to understand them more implicitly. Be thou (my heavenly Father) glorified in my life, my manner, my being.

         For He hath said, Be fruitful and multiply. May we be overtaken by the fruit of His Spirit: love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness and temperance: against such, there is no law.

         Let us follow Him.
 

Friday, October 9, 2009

         The last few months have precipitated a lot of change in my life. I'm not sure precisely where I am going from here --- a least at this moment.

         My next few steps will be completely alone except for my friends, family and heavenly Father.

         My male companion (ex-husband) and I have parted. It's not working for either of us. If I would have been more atuned when we began dating, it never would have gone this far. We divorced in October 2008; now, in October 2009, we are separating paths completely. I'll have my locks and telephone numbers changed post-haste.

         Have a great weekend. So long for now.




 

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

         Hello, friends. I'm doing well though I saw my GP yesterday for chest pains and he sent me to the hospital for STAT blood work. All is normal was the final report.

         Last night I felt a lump under my arm and called my gynecologist today to rule out the need for another mamogram---possibility of cancer. She told me that because it is close to the surface and red, it is non-cancerous and probably just a clogged pore or ingrown hair. She told me to treat it with Neosporin(sp?) and if it doesn't go away, I'm set to come back and see her in two weeks for a sonogram.

         I'm tired of spending so much money to make sure I'm still normal, fear of dieing because of a failure to check out the obvious. I've spent over $4,000 in medical bills this year, and I have insurance. They continue to raise their deductibles so that they actually get money from the insurees without having to pay anything out. Crazy.

         I'm having a minor problems with our receptionist at the office ---- when I call her she cuts me short and then hangs up on me. It's obvious she doesn't like me----but even more obvious that she is rude, obnoxious and unprofessional. My encounters with her increase my already high stress/anxiety.

         Working at a high-volume law office for an attorney without enemies creates multiple deadlines every day. On top of that, I am dealing with a tormenting receptionist. (Woe is me.)

         It's not so bad. I still have a lot to be thankful for --- a great big family and a few friends. Besides that, my boss likes me and most if not all of the attorneys at the office like me --- or put up with me without complaint. =)

         Thank you, Lord, for having mercy on me, a sinner striving to please you in word and deed.

         Take care and beware... Halloween is just around the corner.


 

Monday, October 5, 2009

         It will never be 10-5-2009 again. Should we survive it, let us make the most of this day.

         At work, it was a s-l-o-w Monday. Got a lot done, but didn't feel like I accomplished much of anything.

         I hung out my Halloween decorations. It's really looking spooky around here.

         Have a delightful week... and many more. Bye for now. -Kim
 

Saturday, October 3, 2009

         Today is my eldest grandson's birthday --- eight years old! Time certainly seems to move quickly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Tyler James!!

         Hope everyone had a pleasant week. We're having a Breast Cancer Awareness Walk-a-Thon down here in St. Petersburg this morning. The walkers seem to be high-spirited as some sing in unison while others are busy chatting away to their co-walkers.

         I heard they may have found a cure for AIDS. Apparently, they still need to do some confirmation testing. Technology -- electronically and in the field of medicine -- continues to triumphantly march on. Now if the economists would hop on board, we'd all be much better off. =)

         I plan to go to the gym today --- a first since my surgery and vacation. I'll have to take it slow. Can't wait to get over there.

         Hugs and kisses to all. Have a fantasticly cool and full weekend. Take care.