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Rated: 18+ | Book | Personal | #1837054
Self help is not all doom and gloom and being told what to do. I help myself, and blog.
 




The Three Wolves


An elderly Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life...

He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me, it is a terrible fight and it is between three wolves.

The first wolf is good – He is Joy, Peace, Love, Hope, Sharing, Serenity, Humility, Kindness, Benevolence, Friendship, Empathy, Generosity, Truth, Compassion and Faith.

The second wolf is evil -- He is Fear, Anger, Envy, Sorrow, Regret, Greed, Arrogance, Self-pity, Guilt, Resentment, Inferiority, Lies, False pride, Competition, Superiority, and Ego.

The third wolf is both – Creative, Inspiring, Responsible, Concentration, Intelligence, Music, Curiosity, Flexibility, Originality, Flexible, Imaginative, Cynical; Rebellious,Defiant; Stubborn;Courageous, Self-confident, Reliable, and Dependable, Sense of Humor, Resilient, Thoughtful, Confident, and Passionate.

This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too."

They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?"

The old Cherokee simply replied: "The one you feed".




Joy, Peace, Love, Hope, Sharing, Serenity, Humility, Kindness, Benevolence, Friendship, Empathy, Generosity, Truth, Compassion and Faith.


Fear, Anger, Envy, Sorrow, Regret, Greed, Arrogance, Self-pity, Guilt, Resentment, Inferiority, Lies, False pride, Competition, Superiority, and Ego.


Creative, Inspiring, Responsible, Concentration, Intelligence, Music, Curiosity, Flexibility, Originality, Flexible, Imaginative, Cynical; Rebellious,Defiant; Stubborn;Courageous, Self-confident, Reliable, and Dependable, Sense of Humor, Resilient, Thoughtful, Confident, and Passionate.




Lone

I will always live wandering,
in a time without season.
The inner depths of my soul was ripped,
and held captive in the closed
universe called misery. Someone
may see the invisible blood I've bled.

Forgotten dreams lost in emptiness
comforts me once again in this silence.
Alone, this road I travel as the night surrounds me,
comforting me once again in this place
I have come to know so well.

Lonewolf is my name,
and through my writing,
You read my journey
through life.


Interested in my blog? Here are a few others I made:
ID: 1649206 (18+)
Destruction of a Fractured Mind 
What happens when you have a fight with your mind? Does that sound crazy?
by Lonewolf

ID: 1631629 (18+)
Tales of a Lone Wolf... 
A look through the eyes of a man on the Journal through life.
by Lonewolf

ID: 1477953 (XGC)
The Point of No Return 
A look at life through my eyes.
by Lonewolf




Quotes

"Sleep is sometimes that elusive lover that leaves you wanting more."

Lonewolfmcq


“The secret of life…is to fall seven times and to get up eight times.”

Paulo Coelho,
from The Alchemist
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April 12, 2014 at 5:06pm
April 12, 2014 at 5:06pm
Reality Check
Well...it has definitely been awhile since I actually posted anything here for viewers to read besides Newsletters, it's about time I got back into the blogging game. There have been so many things that have happened since the last time I actually posted. Life has a funny way of showing you who the real people in your life are and who are only there for a short amount of time.

As it stands I have just lost a good friend and it hurts a lot. I have tried not letting it get to me, but it's a friendship I've had for these past six years. I'm going to try to get back into the thick of things around here. I feel I have been lacking in my duties and my love of writing. I'm going to channel everything I'm feeling into what I write.

I have also decided to start a new blog, well, it's not new, but I'm changing its purpose. It's time for a change and with these last developments in my life I think this new blog is perfect. To whomever reads this, thank you and I hope to see you reading my new blog.

December 24, 2013 at 9:35pm
December 24, 2013 at 9:35pm
Time flys when life takes you for a ride
Time has managed to fly as it is now Christmas Eve. I'm so not ready for the New Year to come, yet I face it standing stronger in some aspect than before. The year has been a formidable one to say the least. I see my goal in sight, so close, yet still so far. As the end of the year nears I'll post more entries to keep things up to date. As I close this entry I'd like to dedicate a song to a woman I love even if she doesn't see this. It is my hope that she knows somehow that it is for her.

Verse 1:


What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

Bridge:

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Chorus:


'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh

Verse 2:

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

Bridge:


My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Chorus:

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

Chorus:

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh


December 8, 2013 at 11:50pm
December 8, 2013 at 11:50pm
Return of the Net
YAY! I got my internet back.
December 7, 2013 at 11:30pm
December 7, 2013 at 11:30pm
No internet day 3
So, having no internet sucks bad, lol. I am reading more, so that's a plus.
December 6, 2013 at 11:06pm
December 6, 2013 at 11:06pm
No internet day 2
Having no internet sucks beyond belief, lol.
December 5, 2013 at 12:39pm
December 5, 2013 at 12:39pm
No internet
It looks like I'll be without internet for a while. I'll be able to get on for a limited time through my phone, but that too looks sketchy.
November 6, 2013 at 11:52pm
November 6, 2013 at 11:52pm
Entry
Loki began to wonder whether it was some kind of cosmic fate; something which he had never believed in, or his own personal hell that kept him from the woman he loved. He decided it was his own version of karma come to bite him in the ass. Tamika was the woman he loved more than life itself, and still to this day it haunted him just how close he had come to taking her life.

Shaking his head he managed to push the memory away as he carefully placed the last item into his bag, then tossed the duffel over his shoulder, causing the contents inside to make a muffled clinking sound. He intended to slink away from the crew to be lost in the populous of Honhir where he would seek out some answers as to what Tykarian was talking about before Tamika relieved him of his life.

Loki heard the door to his room open, he froze when he smelled an all too familiar scent in the air. Turning he was greeted with the woman he loved.

“Where the hell do you think you’re going?” Tamika nearly snarled.

Loki didn’t skip a beat and rolled with what he was given.

“We’re docked, so I thought I’d take a stroll and check a few things out, darlin’” he explained, allowing his eyes time to take any her curvaceous figure.

After all of this time he still appreciated the succulent shape of her body, and even more so since he had to chance to see her naked again which reminded him of their times together. The very thought of the things they did after her transformations still made his body react involuntarily. Seeing her now had no different reaction, he become very stiff in his neither region. In an effort to change his train of thought he tried another tactic.

“You know, you’re more than welcome to accompany me,” he said to her smooth as silk.

He slid the bag off his shoulder, so that he hit softly on the floor. He then moved toward her expecting her. He stood in front of her with little to no space separating them. He expected her to push him away, then storm off upset with him as usual. Instead, she stood her ground expect a real answer from him while staring at him defiantly.

“I’m just going to see if I can get something from a few Glasarian diamonds I found awhile ago,” he admitted a half truth.

“Yeah. I bet,” she said, her sarcasm cut through him like a knife.

“Did you need something?” Ixolok asked, tired of her not believing him.

Sure, it was true he wasn’t telling her the whole truth right now, but even if he did tell her what he was about to do, she still wouldn’t believe him.

He looked down into her icy blue eyes waiting for the answer only to feel the full force of the desire he felt for her to make its appearance, he brushed himself up against her, so that she could feel his desire. The desire he felt for her was not a lie. He missed her scent on him after a late night activity. He wanted her to be there in his bed when he awoke in the morning. For a mere second he thought he saw longing in her eyes too. However, the longing he thought he saw was quickly masked with anger.

“No, I told you before we’re through unless you can tell me the truth.”

Ixolok reached a tentative hands up to cup her face expecting to be pushed aside, still she hadn’t fought him. He realized she wanted this just as much as he did.

Just as he was going in for a kiss, something she didn’t deny they were interrupted.

“Io, do you think I can borrow...” Jackson began, as he came around the corner. “Oh, I’m, uh, sorry. I saw your door open, and though...”

Tamika pulled away instantly as she heard Jackson.

“No need to be sorry Jackson, there was nothing going on here,” Tamika announced, with a hard look at Ixolok.

“Yeah, bro, nothing going on,” Ixolok said, feeling deflated.

Tamika left and Ixolok watched her go.
October 31, 2013 at 11:27pm
October 31, 2013 at 11:27pm
Happy Halloween
It is my hope that everyone is having a wonderful Halloween. I don't have a lot of time to add because I need to prepare for NaNo. Woohoo! Good luck everyone!
October 30, 2013 at 11:57pm
October 30, 2013 at 11:57pm
So far
So....it's been a while since I real blog that I don't mind others seeing. It's been an uphill battle to be honest. I'm stressing at the moment with it seems insurmountable odds against me. I have so much going on I feel I would be here forever, so to eliminate all of that for tonight. I've been sick...really low down sick which has kept me from getting to some important responsibilities around here. While I have been recovering I've been silently rocking out to this:





There has been a lot of family drama that hasn't had me re-evaluating both my past and future. I have had some friends that have surprised me with revelations as well that has both saddened me and made me think. Overall, life has been interesting to say the least. I have survived so far I just hope I'll be able to battle this headache and push on more effectively.

Until tomorrow,

Wolf
September 24, 2013 at 6:48pm
September 24, 2013 at 6:48pm
Addition
“Well,” Natalia said impatiently.

Quantum looked at the woman he loved dearly and wanted to take her in his arms, but knew she was upset.

The energy of his body radiated a bright pale blue color that made the fire in Natalia’s eyes dance violently.

“It all began in that last mission with Akira,” Quantum began.

He looked from Natalia to Synergy, and then to Six Shot who had found his way over to their group once he heard Natalia raise her voice.

“Just when I thought I couldn’t stand one of you, you go and have yourself a twin,” Six Shot quipped.

Quantum ignored Six Shot, and continued.

“During the last mission, I felt something strange going on with in. It affected my powers. If you remember you tried to ask me what was wrong, but I shrugged you off.” he said, looking toward Natalia.

“Yeah, I remember that,” she agreed.

“Well, I didn’t know what was going on. I just needed some time to make it back to Doctor Walker. When the mission was lost I went on to talk to General Shremph about my status as a hero.”

“Wait, what are you saying?” Natalia asked, taking a tentative step toward Quantum.

The air around them seemed to explode. Axel had provided perfect cover with the plant clones of everyone. But it seemed the rebels were trying to make a come back in the form of rocket launchers aimed at the heroes.

“Unfortunately, this is a conversation for another time. We have a mission to finish.” Quantum announced having taken in the whole situation.

“No, who is this?” Natalia asked, pointing down to the clone of Quantum bleeding on the ground.

“During our missions from a year ago we encountered a set of our own clones, well I enlisted his help. Only there are a few major difference between us.” Quantum replied.

“And what is?” Six Shot asked.

“He is more human than I am, meaning that he can bleed and his powers can lose steam now and again. I on the other hand can’t. I realized that during the last mission I was...evolving you could say. I had already lost my ability to power down to a human form.” Quantum explained.

“Hey, I’m glad you’re back and all, but I need some help here,” the clone said.

“Oh, sorry Zander, “ Quantum said walking over to the man that looked exactly like him.

He bent down and placed a hand on the man’s chest and willed his power to flow into the man thus healing any and all wounds he had received.

Zander stood up and allowed his power to radiate along with Quantum.

“Thanks for all the help bro,” Quantum said.

“Yeah, no problem, but next time you’re on your own. I just want a normal life.” Zander said lifting into the air a few feet.

“Good luck Z,” Quantum said before he disappeared into the sky.

“When this is all over we’re going to have a long conversation,” Natalia told him.

“Yes, my love,” Quantum said sheepishly.

“Wow, you’re whipped,” Six Shot said, making the sound of a whip.

The action earned him a withering stare from Natalia that caused him to step back.

Another explosion shook the ground and caused debris to rain on top of them.

“Okay, we really need to get back into this fight.” Quantum said.

“Yeah, let’s do this,” Six Shot agreed., then made the whip lash sound again for good measure.

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