Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. |
It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids.
The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an
actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to
another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but
I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ...
Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind
can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in
my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky.
This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was
Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye.
It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled
from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore,
she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her.
Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut
one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall.
There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an
Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful.
I had an over night manager slap me in the face.
I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to
the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's
dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head.
It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me.
Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war
lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's
what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery.
December 20, 2014 at 1:28am
I Just Can't Fathom Sony Pictures
| So, you can't make fun of insane dictators anymore.
I'm going out on a limb here, but this was an inside job.
Some pissed off Sony employee gave the keys to the Evil Doers.
There are no secrets anymore and who would have thought
Sony producers were racist pigs?
I was heart broken to read the lies they tweeted about Angelina Jolie.
She is a Saint! God damn it! If we can't believe in our celebrities,
then it's all going down the toilet!
Meanwhile, Iraq is heating up. Did you know there are twelve U.S,
bases in and around Iraq? The media doesn't seem to know.
ISIS is getting shoulder missals from Russia.
Why don't these terrorist go away? I think someone is making
a lot of money selling guns to both sides...
Don't call me a terrorist! Any moron can be one.
But, a nut job in Florida ran over a group of X-Mass carolers ..
Walmart has a website to post suspicious behavior at their happy stores.
I wonder why Walmart has so many employees going postal?
Is there a pattern here?
December 19, 2014 at 3:17am
Is My Cat a U.S. Citizen?
Does my cat want to be a U.S. citizen?
Constitution Day or Citizens Day was
ratified on September 17, 1952.
However, my cat can't read or take the
exam to become a U.S. citizen.
A pet is naturalized by gaining recognition
through the C.D.C. and U.S.D.A.
They must be cleared of zoonotic diseases
that effect other cats and rabies that can
There is a movement amongst pet owners in
California to give their pets U.S. citizenship.
The precedent would place animal rights on the
same standard as human rights.
Pets are property, according to existing law.
If this legal action is ratified, then meat
processing of animal meat would be illegal.
I would have to find another job...
Human rights prohibit the eating of humans.
Although, animals have been known to eat humans.
Animals eat animals. Under this new law that
would be murder.+
Enjoy your Christ-Mass turkey or ham.
It may become illegal contraband.
December 7, 2014 at 9:31pm
Sandman by America
Certain events stick in my head. I replay a lot of stuff and then scuffle it.
Ben laden getting shot and a friend telling me she has a girl friend , who
lived down the street from where it happened. Really?
I just visualize her girlfriend texting her, "Lot's of shooting next door. LMO!"
My sister hates me, but if she was assassinated by naval seals I'd be pissed.
My sister said to me , "Your a lazy bum. I want nothing to do with you."
And I said, "Did you hear about my girl friend's girl friend?
She lived next door to where Bin Laden got assassinated."
My sister thinks I'm pathetic, "You will die alone and no one will care."
We exchange Christ-Mass cards.
I've thought long and hard about shooting Bin Laden in the eye..
How did they know it was him? He had doubles and the body was dropped
in the ocean. Bounty hunters keep the body as proof.
What if was just some guy who looked like Bin Laden? That's bad karma.
If it was him , why not capture him for interrogation? He'd have a lot of secrets.
They could of scanned his fingerprints .. I saw that on CSI.
There are pocket size fingerprint scanners.. .. Is that show canceled?
The cast was probably asking for too much money.
It's just suspicious the way they disposed of the body without verification.
But, they did invade a country and assassinate a suspect in the 9/11 attack
with no indictment or trial.... No body, no crime.
Strange days indeed.
November 27, 2014 at 10:36pm
Oil and Water
How much oil is there?
How much drinkable water is there?
My first memory of oil was baby oil.
If I had a rash, mom would use baby oil on it.
That was a very pleasant moment.
The bottle is plastic. Plastic is an oil product
and the oil inside is a petroleum product too.
We bathe in oil and drink from plastic bottles..
When I was a tiny tike my mom left me alone in the house.
I was very upset. I got a hammer and broke every mirror.
Then I slicked up the iron bathtub and
rolled about in the slippery tub.
It was orgasmic. I added shampoo too.
Until, I was a bubbly froth. Mom returned with a shriek .
She tried to grab me, but I was too slippery.
I ran about screaming. But, my mom relentless and
eventually threw a towel over me ..
She kept me wrapped in the towel as she spanked me
over her knee. It was orgasmic.
Mom did not approve of my orgasm and scolded me
which only increased the orgasm. She ordered me to shower.
That was not easy to do in a well oiled iron tub.
I smelled like lilacs and baby oil.
November 25, 2014 at 8:10pm
I bumped into her on Youtube.. She sounds real.
She's a CIA whistle blower on 9/11 blunders
and has self published "Extreme Prejudice."
I like her story of betrayal and imprisonment
by her CIA handler under the Patriot Act.
It's very cloak and dagger.. .
I have a fondness for James Bond flicks.
This reminds me of "The Living Daylights."
007 allies himself with Afghan rebels against
Russian diamond smugglers. This was when the
Russians were occupying Afghanistan. It's ironic that
these Afghan rebels were trained by the CIA and
would latter be responsible for 9/11.
Susan Lindauer was a CIA agent to Iraq.
She is very enlightening.
November 21, 2014 at 10:45am
I love Lady Ga Ga.. Is she burnt out?
This is terrible, but I love a burnt out Super Star.
It's like slowing down at a traffic accident.
Not that I enjoy that, but a crazy singer on a spiral flaming career crash
is entertaining. Stefani is a stranger to me.
Her stage persona is always fun.
She reminds me of A Go Go, I girl I met at the Freshpond Heights Projects.
I was 17 and A Go Go was a prostitute, who thought she was a singer.
She was a little younger than me and liked to dance and sing at the Glass Slipper
in the Combat Zone outside China Town in downtown Boston.
I watched A Go Go at the Glass Slipper. She sounded a lot like Lady Ga Ga
and she did a striptease.
My buddy Tim got me in. He worked there.
A Go Go didn't live long. She overdosed on heroin.
She always looked so pale... Maybe, Stefani~Ga Ga is on heroin?
Sex, drugs and Rock&Roll !
A Go Go's real name was Karen Shepard.
Her mom was a temp secretary and escort. She got her daughter into the
I don't judge prostitutes, It's a good profession for professionals.
I love Lady Ga Ga .. She turns me on.
Prostitution should be legalized. So that it can regulated for health issues
and the women protected from abuse.
Still, it looks like Lady Ga Ga is crashing. And that's showbiz!
I wish I could dangle her and pork her, while she sings Judas.
I'm just a little perv...
November 15, 2014 at 2:09am
Drop me a letter...
| Muzzy Re:
I use to have a advice column. That was fun.
But, the Principle thought I was a sociopath.
Honestly, I think I'm a good person.
I'm also looking for a publicist .. cheep.
I keep getting rejection notices... for poor
grammar and juvenile writing. Geez!
I like my style. It's edgy.
For example: what if all women were lesbian?
If you think about how sexualized women are,
then it shouldn't be too difficult to convince them to be lesbian.
Why would they want a hairy man instead of a slender bikini waxed doll?
Besides, child birth is painful and can leave stretch marks.
Why would a woman want the burden of a pregnancy in a competitive society?
Ladies dress to impress ladies and they want to look sexy.
But, sexy for who? The men just want to fuck and sleep.
A women knows what women wants.
I had a disturbing dream.
A nurse is opening the windows in a infant ward.
She calmly begins to toss the babies out the windows.
A doctor shouts at her and tackles a baby out of her arms.
She is laughing hysterically.
How many mothers are suicidal ?
After dropping dad off at the postal annex,
mom parked the car in the garage and stared at the concrete wall
in front of her with the engine running. I could smell the exhaust and shut the ignition off
and shook her shoulder to wake her .. If I hadn't noticed the car pull in,
she might have died .. I suppose she felt trapped .
She seemed very unhappy.
Children can be a burden.
November 5, 2014 at 1:49am
My dad loved to go to Mass. Maybe, he wanted to be a Priest?
Catholic Churches are closing everywhere, because they are boring.
Latin is boring. A Latin Catholic Mass is a death cult.
Oh, my God I loathed Latin Mass. But, dad loved it and would drive
miles to find one. Cardinal Medeiros order only New Order Masses
be said in Boston. The Latin Mass was forbidden .. Yay!
But, dad drove to Lawrence to hear the Latin Mass anyway...
The Pope said it was okay.
That was my childhood with dad. I don't remember having any fun
with him. He wasn't mean. He was boring.
Mom did all the spanking. Dad yelled at my sisters because of their fornication.
My sisters liked to fornicate a lot. Mom slapped them.
That was fun.
Working in retail makes we wonder about these traits in my upbringing.
Wal-Mart was masochistic. The managers would ask the associates to stay
after closing to straighten the store off the clock and lock the doors.
I would punched out and go out the fire exist. The alarm went off and the
cops would come. But, I never got written up. It was illegal for Wal-Mart to
lock the employees in the store. So, they got screwed by the labor board.
I like to push the fire exist sometimes now; just for fun. It's legal .. Oops.
The Home Depot is the red neck employer. Dian Bova, a manager at the Portsmouth
Home Depot, told me she was KKK. It was after closing and management had asked
associates to straighten the store for inventory. Apparently, it's okay to be KKK
at the Home Depot. I told human resources and they said "That was her personal choice."
Oh? And I knew a manager who confessed he was a NAZI. The Home Depot is
a big fan of the Duck Dynasty. Yup.
I think I'll catch a few winks..
October 30, 2014 at 6:57pm
| I think being rude is part of human nature.
I try to avoid confrontations. but, rudeness is everywhere.
It is very rude to mock the death of someone's mother.
My mother had died on Halloween .. I went to pick up
my subscription to Ghost at Ed's Comics a week later ..
I had told Ed about my mom's passing. He said that his
mother was dead too. I asked when did she die?
He smirked, "I'm just fucking with you."
I didn't get the gag and canceled my subscription.
I never went back to that store.
Ed apologized ... "Why would I be so rude?"
My neighbor , Mr. Hughes, asked me if dad would sell the house.
I said that dad had collapsed and was in the hospital.
He remarked, "Well, then everything is up for grabs."
I felt violent, but smiled, "Isn't it always?"
I tried to avoid Mr. Hughes after this, but he kept questioning me.
When dad's house was sold Mr. Hughes remarked,
I suppose he wasn't fond of my family.
At a Home Depot, Casie Bova said to me,
"Your mother should have gone up the chimney."
I asked him what he meant by that.
He said he didn't know. I made a complaint.
It was odd to me he would be so hateful.
. .. Home Depot has zero tolerance
Nothing was done about my written complaint.
I don't believe I am overly sensitive.
It's just common courtesy to not insult someone's dead mother.
Unless your trying to start a fight.
Just my two cents,
October 25, 2014 at 6:11am
ME or You?
|Oh, that is the story of me.
My many encounters with failure and humility
have taught me that I usually lose...to you.
I met a Derek London in the summer of 77.
His parents were wealthy. His mom looked like
Marry Tyler Moore. I wanted her....She sunbathed
topless in their backyard. Their were a lot of bare
breasted women in Cambridge, Mass. The reasoning
went as such : men can go topless, why can't women?
That's okay with me.
Derek was a "color boy" as my mom would say.
He is of Ethiopian heritage. Derek beat me at basketball
and running and girls... But, not chess!
Derek's mother would get very colored sunbathing.
Normally, she was coco.. with wavy hair like
Mary Tyler Moore. Derek had a closely trimmed afro.
I noticed these things. I'm very visual.
Derek had been born without ears. He had reconstructed
ears from his butt.. I called him "Butt Head."
He called me "Casper."
Well, Derek was an atheist.
His parents were "Humanists."
They wanted Derek to decide what he thought was true.
At the time I thought atheists were Devil worshipers.
My dad had explained this to me~ "Atheist have no morals and follow Satan the ruler of this world."
"Was Socrates a Satanist?" I queried.
"No. He was a pagan." dad answered flatly.
Dad was an English teacher and taught Latin.
I was forced to attend Latin Mass. I'm not fluent
Did Jesus speak Arabmaic? Oy!
I would have debates with Derek over the existence
of God and Jesus. Derek had facts like, "What is real
is not imaginary!"
And I'd go on about cause and effect and ogal Derek's
mom, who smelled like cookies. Derek would punch me.
I think he won that debate..
I don't know what became of Derek.
He wanted to be a surgeon .. Andy told me Derek
was dead from a heart attack. But, Andy is not
reliable. He likes to drink a lot.
Well, did we learn something?
Maybe, maybe not.
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