Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. |
It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids.
The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an
actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to
another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but
I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ...
Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind
can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in
my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky.
This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was
Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye.
It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled
from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore,
she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her.
Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut
one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall.
There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an
Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful.
I had an over night manager slap me in the face.
I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to
the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's
dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head.
It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me.
Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war
lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's
what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery.
Is there a culture of death?
I think Bill Maher is right , "It's cool to be cruel."
Another high school massacre and no one can stop it.
When I was in Cambridge Ringe and Latin there were knife fights.
The fight was between two guys or girls. The idea of killing strangers
was not real. Kids settled their grudges with the offender.
One notorious playboy got chased by a group of boys off the
school grounds ... He jumped a chain linked fence and caught his
pinky ring in the prongs. His pinky popped off and he never got it back.
He had nine fingers from that day on. Most of the fights were between boys
This new generation of killer has a grudge against everyone.
A terrorist wants to disrupt the community with violence for a political cause.
These sociopaths have no such agenda.. They only hate.
It worries me when I go to a theater or any other public place.
Is there another homicidal maniac around me ?
I like nihilism and anarchist music and movies. I like to play with these concepts.
I wonder what a God would do ? And I enjoy erotic massages.
What makes a good person? I have known mean kids and now they are gentle
parents. Is this conscious all biological or the product of good nurturing ?
I don't know. Honestly, I just do what feels right.
I am the product of a strict Catholic home which had many faults.
Here's what tickles my cerebral right now ~
Do you act out your anger ?
Do you shrug it off ?
Do you get an erotic massage ?
What tickles you ?
I like the Sound of Silence and the Flipper theme music.
Wolf Tones are cool... or
Lady GaGa and Tony Bennett ~ The Lady is a Tramp .
God Loves the One Who Got His Own.
Have we lost our soul ?
| I like watching him on Youtube.
I went to Youtube yesterday and saw that David
was retiring. When my dad retired he took a trip
to Ireland with mom. Mom came back a nervous
wreck .. Later we learned she had Parkinson.
I wonder what ailment will befall Letterman.
He has already suffered from heart disease.+
Maybe, he has another 10 or 22 years left?
I wish him all the best. There are so many happy
moments I enjoyed watching The Late Show.
David could read his cue cards as naturally as
Johny Carson or Tom Snider .. and banter with the
Like all celebrities David has had his public
scandals. So what? He has fame and money, so
naturally he has lots of bitches. .. I wouldn't
be surprised if Dave is kinky. He does enjoy
interns . Why not ? Oh, well.
I'm thinking about mailing Lady GaGa a naughty
video. Probably, stupid. I'm not a stocker and
why would she care?
I just enjoy strange... My life is so boring.
David understands. He likes strange. That's why
he's a talk show host.
Blah..Blah.. "Do you like my pants?" David might
think while listening to Olivia Munn.
What makes a memory ?
| I recently spoke with my big brother .
He said that he was sent to Vietnam to fight
communist expansionism." "And to protect the largest
supplier of rubber. So you fought for rubbers too?"
My big brother thinks I'm lying about my family
memories . Honestly, would I be this screwed up
if I was? But, I believe memories are what makes
us .. Oy. The bizzar events now are comical ..
I don't think I told this one before. But, my
sister's were obsessed with their breasts.
I could hear them fighting in their bedroom.
I was down stairs and ran the two flights up to
their door. They were wrestling topless in their
The first place my eyes went were to their breast.
My next view was their hair pulling. There was
also a musky sent, like a skunk. My first impression
was that my sister's breasts were like mine.
I have a hollow in my chest that makes my pecks
more like breasts.
I like breasts, but I focus more on the hooch.
It reminds me of a clam's lips.. Yummy.
I tried to be discrete when I glance at a lady's
clam. But, I have big eyes. Both my sister's
spotted my gaze and ran at me. I escaped with a
door slam on my butt.
Cathleen told me later that the fight had started
when they were comparing their breasts.
My oldest sister Maura had one breast smaller than
the other, while Cathleen still had not developed
any cleavage. Cathy asked me to feel her breasts
and judge them.. I told her mine were bigger.
She slapped me and I ran crying to mom. I was
in 2 grade. Mom told me never to insult a woman.
Both her breasts were removed and I was bottle fed.
Maybe, that's why I'm not a breast man?
Memories are important and I am honestly recalling
them. Maybe, this is helpfull.
May I Shoot You ?
We've all had that crazy thought.
And in this gun happy country, mass murder sells.
The NRA has stated in writing it wants no restrictions
on private gun ownership, because a well armed
militia is our final solution to tyranny.
That sounds like a terrorist threat.. Is the NRA
aware that there are Islamic gun clubs in the USA ?
Yes there are and some of them are in New York.
Well, I guess there is no threat from law abiding
Muslim gun owners.. ? More people are killed in
traffic accidents, then by terrorist..
I blame the godless atheist for mall shootings.
If you believe in God and that 17 vestal virgins are
waiting for you , then you will be a law abiding
citizen. Right ? Imagine a world where anyone with a
drivers license can shoot the President. You can do it
if you try. So a sinerio ~
I don't like you. I go to my local gun store
and purchase a Sherman tank. I drive the tank
to your home and blow up your house with you
in it. Am I a bad person ? Maybe I'm confused.
Should everyone be denied the write to own a
Sherman tank ?
Here's a naughty thought what if guns had computer
chips ? Then, an intelligent gun could prevent stupid
people from doing bad things with it.
" Oh ! You son of a bitch ! "
the stupid person says as his gun refuses to fire on
Joseph Bananas, who cut him off in the Walmart parking
I'd like to shoot the loon, who came up with
those gross antismoking commercials. Really ?
More people die in traffic accidents ?
Why not show mutilated bodies in car wrecks
for car safety commercials ?
Well , you wont see gun accident commercials .
I'd like to shout out to all assault rifle owners.
Do you want a revolution ? If that rifle is okay to
carry , why not take it on an airplane or to a movie ?
Or a NRA meeting ? It's just for self=defense..
February 23, 2014 at 6:56am
Popularity or Not ?
| For all the folks I've met , nothing important
in my life has been popular. Popularity is
commercial. It is an advertisement driven media
that encourages popularity. Of course , I had
my moments of group approval , but so what?
I think ... therefore who cares ?
And more importantly why do I want to sell my
conscious ? It is fun to mess with popular ideals
and that is my pathology .. for you profilers.
A lot of this mumbo jumbo monkey chest beating
is instinctive ... But , what teenage kid
would wear a kilt in Boston ? I did.
My dad thought the kilt was cool , but could see
a whole lot of ass kicking coming my way.
I hate popularity. The kilt thing was a St. Patrick
Saint Patrick converted Ireland to X-Mass
and he was British. This all happened in
the days of the ancient Roman Empire when
every man wore a tunic or kilt.
Mind you , my sisters liked to dress me up like a
hooker from the age of 5 to 9.. I resisted as
puberty kicked in to walk around the neighborhood
like a $20 hooker. I was aware of the danger ..
* WHAT IS POPULAR CAN GET YOU LYNCHED *
What if the government made a law that all men
had to wear kilts ? Would the pop culture encourage
it ? Or would rebellious antisocial teens dress in
white collar suites and ties ?
It's all about how you want to fit in..
I just don't care. I guess I'm a burn out.
January 4, 2014 at 4:57pm
So What ?
"How rude. How dare you?" So what?
How do you resolve an disagreement with an asshole?
At the age of 51, I still can't answer that ... except to say, "Shit happens."
I also believe that the easy access to assault weapons creates massacres ..
Now I feel a notion to wax philosophy (I am not a philosopher).
What are laws for?
When I was a lad a group of bandits was stealing bicycles and lawn furniture in my neighborhood.
The police were called, but they could not patrol our neighborhood due to cut backs in their budget.
So, a neighborhood watch was formed... like minute men; mostly soccer moms.
It was discovered that the bandits would strike when most of the neighbors were at work.
Mrs. Gardner took pictures of the thefts in progress, after calling the police.
The police arrived several hours later. However, the photos were used to locate the bandits
from police criminal records. Arrests were made!
None of the bandits served any prison time and Mrs. Gardner's windows were smashed with rocks.
The law served no purpose ... Neighbor's locked up their bicycles and chained the lawn furniture
and more guns were purchased... Yes, there was a shooting, but the bandit escaped unharmed and
the neighborhood watch was warned by the police not to shoot at bandits.
I am amused by TV murder mysteries. You know they'll solve the crime in 40 to 50 minutes.
Nobody wants to watch a cop show where no bad guys get caught. It's so predictable.
What are laws for? Why, law abiding citizens of course. Bandits get away with murder and lawn furniture.
That's their profession.
November 24, 2013 at 7:33pm
|Very few people want to have a hand up their
orifice. But, if you ponder the lifestyles we settle
for; we are all hand puppets. I have had some manager's
or friend's hand up my ass at one time or another.
What my sisters taught me was to wait for the tickle.
One find day I'll just turn around and say
"No fucking way!"
I was asked to clean up a shitty bathroom.
Not, my thing. But, I did it with kerocen and a
match. It was a concrete bathroom, no one cared
about a burnt floor.
A flash back to a smack in the nut sack, brought
images of two kids in my school getting suspended for
gay sex in the boy's room. It was illegal in the 70's.
I thought that was stupid, but my dad's Roman Catholic
terror tactics made me fearful to say so.
Gayness was weakness.
My best friend Micheal was DNA gay. He just wanted it.
At our puberty Micheal wanted to kiss me. I just did
not have a strong feeling either way. So, I went with
him. It was like hand puppets in my simple sexual
fantasy. Then, his sister Racheal kissed me and I fell
for her. She was very horny and 16. I knew all about
the female erotic zone from my older sisters.
I suppose this is abnormal. I can't be objective.
I've never seen any TV siccom like my childhood.
I liked to watch My Favorite Martian and Wonder Woman.
I wrote to Linda Carter that I had a costume like her.
I got an autographed photo back.
The negative side to all of this weirdness is a
disconnected life. But, I do like hand puppets.
Test Pilot ~ Cloe
Concept: Cloe is a cross dressing boy.
Her parents are sensitive and try to acomidate Cloe.
Her friends are also cross dressers and gay.
Target Market: Liberal families.
November 5, 2013 at 6:29pm
The Pope is reading me... Oh, God.
I sent a letter to the Bishop of Maine and his secretary replied
that the Pope would be reading my letter.
I think I'm going to be banished from the Vatican.. The letter was a question about
faith and the Apostolic line. There were a lot of wicked Popes and now we have two.
I wrote about Saint Placid and how his father bought his way into the Vatican.
Saint Placid was sent to a monastery when he was 9. What choice did he have?
His father wanted him there for political reasons. This is not Christian. Right?
Recently, I spent $10 on a palm reading. The fortune teller is right next to a Subway Sub shop.
She was very entertaining. I didn't believe her. And isn't that why churches are so desperate for
parishioners? Who wants to waist an hour in worship when the football game is on?
I've always been skeptical. I asked Sister Emeritas if there were dinosaurs in Eden.
She said that monsters came after the fall from grace. According to the Bible Angels instructed
Adam and Eve on how to make clothes and farm and hide from dinosaurs?
It just seemed silly. I was forced to sit through the Latin Roman Catholic Mass as a boy .
It was very humid and hot in the summer and I had to wear a suit and tie to worship... Rabbi Jesus?
I think Jesus was about helping people not sweating to boring Masses.
A truly traditional Mass would be in Aramaic .. but, the Papacy was invented by a Roman Emperor; Constantine.
So, it's an Italian opera. Oy.
Does it bother anyone that religion is leading us to World War lll?
Imagine a middle east full of agnostics.
Qwerky fiction can come true.. "009 here mum. You need me to stop religious fanatics from blowing up everything?"
Alright, that's a Bond film that wont be made or has it?
"0010 here mum. The Republican Party has been taken over by Christian fanatics? Yes, mum I'll see what I can do."
What if the Pope was a terrorist? Jesus crow!
I think I'll watch Casino Royal...
Shaken not stirred.
October 31, 2013 at 11:44pm
Paterns or not?
The mind can make patterns of any event. I have the misfortune of waking up to
the SHARK radio station. It's a drab radio talk show music oldies brrrb.
Sometimes, I think this talking drone on the radio is talking to me. Crazy? Right?
I don't care about his humor or his money problems or his lousy marriage.
Jesus, please just play music.
This Fish guy is like every old fart grump and he plays the same old fart music.
"So , ah, stupid people... Why can't people think ?" Fish remarked
and I flushed. "I got some requests, but, um, I can't play wht's not on the program."
he mumbled... And I spit tooth paste.
I really, think this numskull is talking to me.
Stupid is as stupid does...
October 27, 2013 at 6:01pm
The Dating Scene
Imagine a world where there was no inhibition. My first lesson in life was falling..
I was just a little fellah and I ran too fast down the stairs. Yeah, I tripped and slammed
into the newel post. I still have a scar.
Now fast forward and picture a cute girl. Do you want to ask her out?
My first response is yes. However, I have not had much luck.
So I use my imagination. ~
"Excuse me. I couldn't take my eyes off you.
Could we date?" my alter-ego queries.
The Lady turns and smiles at me:
"God I hate small talk. Just fuck me."
I would be okay with that.
I think a great movie should include a naked women having sex. That's not porn.
Check out any Bond film or movie made in the 70's and 80's for drive in theaters.
My biggest fear is getting involved with a stripper and losing all my money.
Strippers want to be your friend, so they can milk every last dime you have.
Guys always pay for it and get ripped off.
Oh, I'm a little cynical.
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