This is just a journal about me and what I feel and experience. It will speak of God quite often and since I am human it will speak of loneliness occasionally experienced and other emotions we all deal with.

I hope that you will read this objectively and rate it fairly, if you rate it at all. Please don't rate it if you're just doing it because you disagree with me. I am not you and you are not me, that's what makes us great. We believe differently and do things differently.

Sit back and enjoy but if you don't want to hear about God then stop now.

Great drawing...that is if u drew it. So u say u complain allot and your a follower of God.
When pple complain spiritually that simply means your still growing. Remember even though your physical body is of an adult but ur spiritual growth with God and seeking his heart is that of a child. Your spiritual state is very much just like your physical state when u were first born. In physical form ur born on earth to ur earthly parents, then u grow and do things that every earthly child does but then through lives experience u be come a mature adult... And that is what our spiritual growth does also in Christ. We are born spiritually in Christ and then he provides all the tools to make us healthy in every way but that is only if we seek him and eat of what He is giving to our spiritual bodies. We are to eat feed off of Christ as we feed our physical bodies to sustain life here on earth. This is more of an encouragement more then anything to ur spiritual heart, mind and soul.
Ps. sorry for my miss spelling, English is not my first.
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Hand writing entries works well. I start a lot of stuff in my pen and paper journal. This works well if I carry it with me all the time. That way when I'm waiting, I have something to do besides watch the other people watch me watch them.

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I find this completelynormal I whine alot too. I know that i am better off than most people. I often feel guilty casue I am not grateful enough for everything he has done for me. Thak you for youur imput.

The General was here and said this is a pretty cool entry. The bible also says an "eye for an eye". And "if your eye proves offensive to God and Man, pluck it out!" You've got to take the Old Testament with the New Testament, pour it into a jug and shake it up good with a little Christian common sense thrown in. I mean, it's the same God in both testaments, isn't it? The same God who sent his only Son to save our sorry asses, right? "Praise the Lord and pass the ammunition!"

It sounds to me like you got the runt of the litter. It's the smallest, saddest, loneliest little thing and it needs the biggest heart and the strongest love to bring it's full potential to fruition.

The glass is not half empty. Consider this:
Your boss appreciates your ability to nurture and love, he knows you are well organised, timely, caring and you put your whole self into everything you do. He picked out (of his selection of mostly healthy blooming plants) the runt of the litter, knowing that you would provide it a better home than any of his other employees.

Now regardless of if this is true or not in his mind, you can accept it as truth in yours unless he comes right out and says what he is thinking. Perhaps your boss did not come to the choice himself but was, instead, guided by the hand of God, who wanted you to have this plant because it needs your tender care and you need it's unconditional love.

So, love the little runt and help it grow into the loveliest plant it was created to become. Watch it blossom and grow under your gentle thumb. It flowers just for you and for every consideration you show it, it gives you a bloom of perfection.

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Hi Jul Lee I love your blog, mind if I put it in my favs? I have heard some good things about Focus on the Family.

I look forward to reading more of your blog..WRITE ON!

They are called "pathological liars". There is free counciling available through your local county's mental health services if you qualify. Of course, a good local clergyman would be the icing on the cake. You cannot overcome these types of disorders by yourself. If you tell yourself anything other than that, then you truly are a liar, and you will remain one.