It has been a long time since I've actively written anything here... So much is different in my life compared to when I originally opened this account and began my time on writing.com.

Slowly, I'm beginning to write again. Dusting off old writings and forgotten works, I am inspired to create again.

I read old writings that are now unfamilar to me, engrossed in them like I have never seen them.

I hope to began anew with my writings and complete some of my incomplete works. Only time will tell with this matter. But anyway, hello again!
 

Boredom did not kill the cat nor did curiosity...

Boredom did not kill Ziok... Not curiosity nor hunger...

Angelwoods killed Ziok right in the middle of the bay...


(the cat lived happily ever after in a sharks stomach just like pinnochios dad)



 

I was just very scared... I opened my closet to begin to organize a laundry basket full of writings and the papers smacked me and shut the door.... I may be disorganized but my writings sure do know how to put up a fight...

You see the problem with organizing writings... especially when you have as much as I do all being for my books... is that when you go to view them and arrange them in neat files, your muse peers over your shoulder and whisper evil little temptations...

"Go on, write.. you know you want too." or "Just a few paragraphs... come on..."

Then there ya go, you plop down on the comp or with a notebook and your writing...... and its hard to stop.... I think my muse and my disorganized "organized crime" writings are out to get me.....

'Bout to go to wal-mart... I need to get something to put all these papers in.... and to buy a lobster... Angelwoods really needs a good pinch!



 

I think I was the ONLY person at my school (at least that I saw) that was wearing shorts and a t-shirt..... these dang thin blooded humans.... its not even cold yet and they walk around looking like freakin eskimos! I think I had 3 or so people ask me, "hey you from up north?" or "Hey where you from?"

Texas.... Texas.... and more Texas... that tis where I'm from..... NO not NEW YORK OR SEATTLE, but TEXAS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Ok, my few moments of insanity are over....for today....

Right now I'm so happy, and for alot of reasons! But the main one is, I'll be seeing Angelwoods very soon!!! I can't wait!!!

Nope, being anxious isn't good.... Fencing is good, writing is good, being anxious? NOPE! NOT GOOD AT ALL!

And then I have my mind... poor thing.... it just keeps getting drove crazy by my heart... oh the question.... you know, no one offered to help me with my question... THANKS ALOT PEOPLE!! SEE IF I REMEMBER YOUR "I got my first blue tooth" day! (yes, of course there's a "I got my first blue tooth day"! Where you people from, Earth, or some crazy planet like that that doesn't celebrate that monumental occasion!?)

Question.... answer......

Question.... answer......

*bang, smacks self in head*

Really, you shouldn't think or worry at all what my question is.... it really isn't nothing to worry about.... but yet it is something to worry about...or is it? ...well its tis not to ANYONE who is reading this... wow, I'm loosing my mind... oops... there it goes... it just flopped out of my head onto the concrete.. "Hey, come here you gray, squishy, spaghetti looking, bouncy thingy!"

*chases down the road after brain*


 

Rampant thoughts and jumbled words seem only a fraction of the things that seem to happen to me now! Everyday my mind and heart wonder even deeper into the depths of love... Wondering as I go, of what new things I will learn today about her and even about myself. It was funny too... even tonight, I was trying to say something and my thoughts began merging and I got sordove off track... and yet if she knew what I think about for me and her and our future together, she would most likely think, "Wow, I always thought he had lost it.... now I know for sure!"

There are so many things in my life I know I am blessed to have, but some things stand above the rest. God has truly blessed me and somehow I just hope I can be all I need and want to be for those I love. (I think He'll help me some with that!)

Well, because I'm getting sleepy, I guess I shall write this...... It's never fails that when I want to say something so bad, and want to express what I'm feeling straight from that sacred area of my heart, that somehow it seems that the words always flee from my mind and I'm left speechless!

...yep... that's happened a bunch lately.... :)
 

"CHIPPY CHIPS! WITH CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEE!"


hehehehe! The advertising person for my group's project a few days ago said that as our "catch phrase". A Little mouse advertising "Chips n' Cheese" .....and I did the voice for the Chippy Chips spokesperson, Chipsy!!! (came up with the idea too!) And even now saying "Chippy chips with cheese!" gets everyone to laugh!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! .....I think I was just laughing at myself... oh dear...

I need desperate help with a question, can someone help me? Cuz its VERY important....

Thanks go to whoever will!

I need slumber.... cuz I might start dreaming again while awake..... and then I would type it and all of you would know ALL of my deepest thoughts and wishes... so bye bye for now!
 

Its really funny, I have no clue what I'm thinking about right now. Sometimes I'm thinking this, sometimes I'm thinking that, and sometimes I'm just not thinking one thing at all!

Its amazing how happy a person can be, really it is! But yet at the exact same time how nervous, anxious and sordove scared you can be. With thoughts running around crazidly and your own mind listed as a runaway, the world of one's own reality can be, well, weird!

My own reality is weird, some of it I can't freakin' believe! While other things I know without a doubt are true. I'm confusing myself, yep, and holes are not nice, for they get you telling secrets!

I have no secrets, nope, I'm an "open book"! (It is just jumbled, in a foreign language foreign to even foreigners, in a reversed "alpha" code... which I can't even tell you what that exactly is.... and utterly confusing.) SEE!! SO WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ME!?

Oh and in case one tis wondering, I said nothing of not having enough courage for something, or to "ask" something.... I just am a little shaky for answers can go both ways..... and of course I'm a bunch of other things about it, but not saying anything else for that will get me in a hole!

By the way..... all of what I feel about that subject are most definately good.... so no worries!

God tis very good, if anyone ignores Him that is reading this, I tell you now, STOP!! Until you listen to Him, it will very much seem like your life is in constant turmoil, even if you don't admit it yourself. You can't live happily without God in your life, oh you can live "happily" but when there is so much the Creator of the Universe wants to give you, when you ignore Him its basically saying "no". Why say "no" God who only wants to love, guide, protect, and give you a life you've only thought you formed within your own mind?

So how are those reading? Feeling tired yet?

"You are getting sleepy, sleepy!" *knocks self in head with the pendulum*

....owww.... that hurt.....







"If the pen truly is mightier than the sword, I'm in great luck... I use both."

-From the heart of a fencer and a writer, ME!



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Two little kittens are on my bad list...... they have done so many things..... I just wanna COOK THEM!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Heres what they did:

1. Bit my feet as I tried to sleep

2. Chewed on a palm branch on my wall.

3. Blocked the toilet when I tried top go to the BATHROOM

4. Meowed unceasinly as I tried to sleep

5. Staged Gladitorial Combat across my legs

6. AND TRIED TO DRINK MY COFFEE! THERE IS ONLY ONE SMALL PERSON THAT IS ALLOWED TO DRINK MY COFFEE AND THEY ARE UNABLE TO AT THE MOMENT!

I have lost it.... me and my mind have taken a trip... and I got lost.... It was terrible... I saw my mind in the road, looking at me with a sadful glare and then as I went to go to it I was ambushed from all sides from little blue creatures! (my mind ran off laughing)

Ok, new subject..

You ask who, when you already know. You wonder why, when I can't explain why. And yet I love you asking, because though I can't word what I want to say half the time, it gives me the greatest feeling talking about it. Maybe one day this emptyness on my ring finger might be filled....

.....and then it won't irritate me anymore! GAH!!! It feels so weird!! LOL!

"So in other news, a Texan went to Paris today and took over the country. When ask why he said the following:"

"Well I'd just reckon it was 'cause the boys bet me I couldn't do it and then my little baby wanted a french fry from that Mc Donalds establishment, and they denied her it. Well that set me off against the french, So me, a bottle of whiskey, and my dog Blue got in the pickup and drove to the coast where we set the "Grizzly Guzzler" in the water and took off across the big atlantic to this Frenchie place."

"Thats amazing!" says the reporter, "Were you met by the french army?"

"Well I'd reckon those guys fishing off their gun boat might've said something but they didn't. I hit the coast with Blue and hundreads of tanks and men met me, well Blue barked and I fired my shotgun a few times in the air and they put it into full reverse. Me and Blue took are time and went to a Pastry shop and got two cherry Crepes, then I thought I better go take the city."

"You defeated the whole french army, then took over a pastry shop?"

"Took over? Nah, it was the darndest thing, ain't one of them pastrys here in this bag payed for. I just walked in and the owners tripped over each other trying to flee, so much for european service."

"So you ramsacked a pastry store and then moved to assualt Paris? Were you met again by resistance?"

"Well I was, then I noticed the boys looked thristy so I gave them some whiskey and they let me have there tank. But back in 'Nam in '68 our tanks had a nice top speed, these dang european tanks have the whole '5 gear reverse, 1 gear forward system', Blue got out and ran beside, I think he got irriated with the slowness too."

"That is excellent, you commandeered a tank and went towards the city, did you open fire?"

"Wasn't no need to, the tank stalled out go over a bump in the road. So I popped top and tore off the french flag, replaced it with the ol' Stars and Stripes and of course the mighty lookin' Texas flag... those little frenchies got scared then. I jumped out and cocked my shotgun and all those Parisians ran screaming, "Zhe Texans zar comin' zhe Texans zar comin'" I just took the top off a few garden flowers and the French dignitaries came to be surrendering."

"So did you take ownership of the country?"

"Why'd I do a thing like that? All I did was request that I be taken to this Mr. Donald of the Mc Donalds. I told them of the french fry fiasco."

"And so?" asks the reporter.

"well, ya never believe it. Me and Blue went all this way to discover that french fries aren't French."

..... *beep beep* .....*static* ....signal lost.

As anyone with a good mind can see, my mind is lost!!! lol!


 

Sanity is still avoiding me, which is quite rude... It tis almost midnight here in the Lone Star State and yet the only comfort I can find is a warm bed and slumber. I would already be asleep, but I'm waiting up for Angelwoods to call... hopefully she will at some point. I would call her but angering the sleeping tyrant aka "parental person" (her mom) would not be wise and for now I am just waiting... ignoring of course that my eyes are burning and I AM SO FREAKIN TIRED!!! LOL! But no big deal to me, I'm just pathetic like that.....
 

Hmm.... well I just took 20 minutes and re-wrote six pages of the second part of my book. I will tell you though, just doing that makes it seem so much less like it did when I first wrote it. What they say about the delete key being the best tool for a writer, their very right about...

By the way... who the heck is "they"? "They" tend to be very smart whoever "they" are..... ya know, how "they" say this or "they" say that? .....kinda like this, "They say that most people who impale themselves with a rod iron spike are quite insane."

Well though "they" are right, who the heck are "they"?

Perhaps "they" are a council of really old men who hide in another realm... or for all we know, a group of faries in Ireland.... who knows....hmmmm.... well....."they" probably do....