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Ann Ticipation
    My main portfolio contains 179 items.
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[My folder of audio only items]    (ASR)    # 1243363:
        Songs uploaded without the words. Vocal only no musical backing
[5 of my songs recorded by Gerry Coates]    (ASR)    # 1244867:
        My very good friend Gerry Coates recorded 5 of my songs in a recording studio.
[My folder of photographs]    (E)    # 1243386:
        Photographs used in either my book or items.
Let's Put Back The Clock To Christmas    (E)    # 1735123:
        A song that expresses exactly how I feel about Christmas.
Let's Put Back The Clock To Christmas    (E)    # 1735118:
        I recorded this song on a simple micro-track recorder today. It is sung from my heart.
Shadows In The Mist (Now With Audio)    (E)    # 1616666:
        I wrote this on Remembrance Sunday after watching the service on television
The Towers Of Strength    (E)    # 1598768:
        Written as a tribute to all who were lost on 9/11/2001 and also to all who survived.
Terrorism Failed    (E)    # 1579063:
        A tribute to those who died and those who survived the 07/07/2005 London bombings
Heartfelt (with audio)    (E)    # 1576639:
        This song's now been recorded by Sara Spade for my husband's 65th birthday,10th July.
In Celebration Of Autumn (Fall)    (E)    # 1561191:
        I wrote this October 2008 when vibrant red and gold leaves lay crisp on the ground.
There's Many Things In Ireland To Make..    (E)    # 1560022:
        Sung before written on a beach in Ireland.
The Greatest Treasure (The Kerry Song)    (E)    # 1559977:
        I wrote this song sitting in the mountains in the fantastic 'Ring of Kerry' Eire
I Won't Be A Doormat For Your Dirty Shoe    (E)    # 1556652:
        This song I wrote while visiting Australia last year. Sara Spade recorded it today.
England, England, England (with audio)    (E)    # 1551864:
        I wrote these lyrics for St. George's Day.
Give Me Time    (E)    # 1525466:
        This has been written for a contest entry.
Loving You Never Really Ends    (E)    # 1525280:
        This is an entry for a contest.
The Child In Me    (E)    # 1525222:
        A song I wrote as snow was falling today and also remembering 1961/1962's snowfall
The Crystal Tear    (E)    # 1524897:
        I walked in the heaviest snowfall for eighteen years here in the UK and found....
You Have To Be Believing    (E)    # 1516822:
        One step forward and three backwards describes my year so far. So I wrote this song.
Poppies Fall    (13+)    # 1493411:
        I want to honour all those who have sacrificed their lives to enable others to live.
In Celebration Of Autumn(now with audio)    (E)    # 1485096:
        A song in praise of autumn. Season and life.
Circles Of Love    (E)    # 1479255:
        Dedicated to my dearest friend, my husband Rod, on our 41st wedding anniversary 30/09/2008
Memory Is A Fickle Friend    (E)    # 1464258:
        Written after one of those late night conversations with old friends.....
My Heaven And Earth    (E)    # 1459085:
        A discussion on the TV asked viewers what they thought was their Heaven and Earth...
Broken Bodies And Shattered Minds.    (13+)    # 1447828:
        Brave people caught up in the London terrorist bombs (7/7) 3 years ago today.
Inside My Head    (13+)    # 1403825:
        I'm in Australia on holiday, a concert in Sydney when Marlene Cummins sang the blues..
Bruised    (13+)    # 1403803:
        There are many kinds and causes of bruises
Turn Black Night To Day    (13+)    # 1389041:
        Death appears to be stalking the innocent! To kill seems to be in fashion!
Scattered Rainbows    (E)    # 1381962:
        My new apartment has a sloping fanlight. The sun's rays reflect through crystal ornaments
Mind Dance    (E)    # 1381945:
        I wanted to try a new pattern of rythm and rhyme and I liked the idea of mind dancing.
Hollow Echoes    (E)    # 1360078:
        After an emotional upheaval I have moved to a place with no sense of past.
Unlucky For Some    (18+)    # 1341304:
        I've edited and I hope improved my first ever short story. It used to end with Melanie.
October 14th 1987    (E)    # 1332935:
        Twenty-one years ago Mum died, my bittersweet memories today just would not let me be.
Mark Of Respect    (E)    # 1287421:
        This poem is dedicated to all those affected by the London bombings 07/07/2005
Here Goes Nothing (with audio)    (E)    # 1242764:
        A song I've written, based on a phrase I've always used to give me courage.
For The First Time For A Long Time    (E)    # 1234131:
        Happy St Patrick's Day. My Irish Song written in the Ring of Kerry July 2006.
Perpetual Emotion    (13+)    # 1217852:
        To Rod, my darling husband, my valentine. Our love story.
Five Hundred Thousand and Rising    (13+)    # 1213514:
        Abuse of vulnerable elderly. This song is to raise awareness of a hidden growing problem
The Iceberg Of Abuse    (13+)    # 1212471:
        For carers, organisations and you. In the UK 500,000 cases of vulnerable adult abuse
Dark Secrets    (13+)    # 1212468:
        The shocking fact is that abuse of elderly and vulnerable people is increasing.
As Winter Turns Toward Spring    (E)    # 1200091:
        The poem speaks for itself, darkness edged by light, despair tinged with hope.
Plumes of Conscience    (E)    # 1200079:
        I've always wished to write with a feather plumed pen and dip the nib in an ink-well.
Why Do I Feel?    (E)    # 1200058:
        I don't want to be cold and unfeeling but I need an anaesthetic to dull the pain.
A New Year    (E)    # 1200035:
        Written when I 've never felt so unsure of my future, in nursing, in writing or in health.
Lest We Forget    (13+)    # 1177687:
        Written on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month 88 years on, Armistice Day.
Thankful Escape    (13+)    # 1172727:
        Yet again I've written on a beach, this time on holiday in Crete.
Heartfelt (Now with audio)    (E)    # 1163013:
        Dedicated to a very special man, Rod, on our 39th wedding anniversary 30/09/06
I Will Never Forget 9/11 2001    (ASR)    # 1154626:
        An ordinary day, my only day off that week, in the UK.
That Day    (ASR)    # 1154464:
        9/11 The day a nation, and I, will never forget.
I Will Not Go    (E)    # 1149228:
        Sad, times in the NHS, I pray I win this fight, for it is for honour, morality and right
It's Only A Handful Of Dreams    (13+)    # 1143408:
        This song is really important to me. The tune is haunting. It must be sung!
War Is Unfair    (13+)    # 1143398:
        Amidst the peace of mountains and sea,, Even on holiday the news is disturbing.
7th July One Year Along    (13+)    # 1128471:
        In memory of all those affected by the bombings in London July 7th 2005
Soul Searching    (13+)    # 1124814:
        I failed to save someone, although I had tried. I stood by the sea to find peace...
In God's Hands    (13+)    # 1124772:
        A Tribute To Tim.
It's A New Morn    (E)    # 1097747:
        Light after dark, calm after turmoil, hope after despair. It is Spring a time for renewal.
Saint George Patron Saint Of England    (13+)    # 1097287:
        Not just an acrosstic poem but a story using rhyme. Happy St George's Day 23rd April
All That Time Allows    (E)    # 1092268:
        Imagine someone so in love that they clutch at straws and take all that time allows.
Amazing Love    (E)    # 1088625:
        I was present as an elderly man held the hand of his wife as she died aged 87.
Always    (E)    # 1071027:
        Dedicated to the love of my life, my husband Rod. Met 1962, married 1967, still in love.
The Poetry of Christmas    (E)    # 1040780:
        There is rhythm and a beat to Christmas time. It starts slowly then swells to a crescendo
My Silent Plea    (13+)    # 1040469:
        My recent health problems faded into insignificance two weeks ago....Please pray with me.
The Sodden Sponge    (E)    # 1032295:
        Trying to give myself and others inspiration. Dedicated to all nurses & those recovering.
Thy Will Not Mine!    (E)    # 1032285:
        I lost my way for a little while....
Dancing On The Moon    (E)    # 1016655:
        After my heart attack I feel so thankful to have reached my 38th wedding anniversary.
Apart    (ASR)    # 988714:
        Dedicated to all the victims of the London atrocities July 7th 2005.
Poverty and Power (now with audio)    (ASR)    # 984494:
        Make poverty history. IT IS POSSIBLE!
Just Take A Step Back    (E)    # 977126:
        This is for a couple, close to me, nervous of committing, perhaps they are too close?
Sea Fevers    (E)    # 977047:
        I do not live near the sea but it is in my blood, and I feel its seductive pull.
The Magical Moment    (E)    # 977036:
        Setting: Murky November day, me rushing into the bedroom for washing, looked out.....
Wandering Through Wild Flowers    (E)    # 975581:
        Wild Flowers, childhood and memories, past present and I hope future wanderings.
Love Is The Tie That Sets Us Free.    (E)    # 956339:
        Married 37 years last September 30th.
Athens The Gold Rose In My Heart    (E)    # 956301:
        I started this last September in Athens. One of my favourite places on earth.
Airline Meal    (E)    # 956264:
        I thought that it was time for some tongue-in-cheek humour.
I Almost See Your Face Looking At Me    (E)    # 952225:
        A loved one who is far away, or a lost loved one, or even God? Make of it what you will.
My Crushed Fallen Angel (Now with audio)    (E)    # 951513:
        I need this sung to me today but originally it was intended for a musical.
Irish Roots    (E)    # 950174:
        A poem for all Irish people away from Ireland on St. Patrick's Day
Spring Fevers    (E)    # 949452:
        As Spring returns thoughts turn to birth, renewal, and a stirring of hibernating emotions.
The Closing Shutters    (E)    # 946991:
        This is dedicated to Hilary my sister-in-law whose husband Don has Alzheimers.
Remembering    (E)    # 946430:
        Often a person has a relationship that failed but there are memories and special dates....
The Pen Is Mightier Than The Sword    (E)    # 944849:
        Sometimes the greatest loneliness comes when you are with someone.
Unhappy Child    (E)    # 944103:
        Now a paranoid schizaphrenic & very dangerous. My thoughts when my foster daughter was 9
The Gate In My Mind    (E)    # 944030:
        Dedicated to all couples who are experiencing a breakdown in communication.
The Salesman    (E)    # 943586:
        I turned away a door to door salesman and then I got to thinking......
The Crying Man    (18+)    # 943216:
        Just thoughts.
Perfection    (E)    # 943188:
        A flower growing on a rough piece of ground in Malta.
A Heartbeat Away.    (E)    # 943175:
        I wrote this for Katybear Ronnie on the sad loss of his sister Gaye.
Where Were You    (13+)    # 943164:
        This is written for a close friend of mine who is divorcing after 23 years of marriage.
An Excursion into Creative Writing    (E)    # 942715:
        Experiences of a Creative Writing Course.
A Morning's Greeting    (E)    # 940126:
        A St. Valentine's Day Poem
Shadows    (13+)    # 939696:
        My first attempt at a slightly scary poem. I wanted to try an abba quatrain poem.
Stepping Stones From Here To There    (E)    # 939683:
        A journey of discovery, to find out if I could write. A creative writing course.
Mavis's Melting Pot    (E)    # 937454:
        Thinking is open to anybody, rich or poor. I do hope that my thinking makes you think.
So In Love    (E)    # 937412:
        May and George sat down on a bench overlooking the river.
Your Favourite    (18+)    # 937276:
        Love comes in all forms, something I read gave me this idea.
Where Will The Next Step Take Me?    (E)    # 936482:
        My feelings about writing my poetry on the internet.
Listen To My Heart (Now with audio)    (E)    # 936321:
        This is a song that a girl sings to her partner who is treating her badly.
Heaven Can Be My Goal    (E)    # 935818:
        Just a few thoughts I had about the open and shut options for living....
Loving Eyes    (E)    # 934983:
        This poem is dedicated to my husband
Give Words Time    (E)    # 934969:
        Not everyone likes poetry.....
Doublespeak    (13+)    # 934965:
        This is a common trait where I work. Betrayal is hard to forgive.
I Was Waiting    (E)    # 934892:
        These are the feelings that swamped me as I waited with my foster son and daughter.
The Shock Comes Home    (E)    # 932395:
        The first bodies of the Swedish Tsunami victims came home this week.
Just An Ordinary Day    (E)    # 932364:
        The story of an Indonesian fisherman on the day of the disaster and after...
A Mother's Love    (E)    # 932348:
        A True story, everyone ran away from the sea but one woman ran towards the deadly wave.
I Wish I Knew    (E)    # 931979:
        1st anniversary of Betty's death. Anger and I'm hurting still. (see Holding Hands)
I Don't Know Where To Start    (E)    # 931961:
        I am just a small insignificant person but together we could.....
The Nurse's Day    (E)    # 925285:
        Just a routine day for a staff nurse and HCA (Health Care Assistant).
Past Year Past Love    (E)    # 925216:
        A passionate, special, first love is over but just as a new year begins...
I Want To Wish You All A Happy New Year    (E)    # 922777:
        This is for all readers. I know others share with me the shock of the recent tragedy.
Love Can't Be Confined    (E)    # 920187:
        So many people are apart and at special family times we think of, and remember them
MERRY CHRISTMAS    (E)    # 917743:
        To wish every reader a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Healthy New Year.
No Boundaries    (E)    # 917715:
        When our loved ones are far away there are no boundaries, to our hearts, thoughts, minds..
Clouds in Paradise    (E)    # 915605:
        In a paradise setting, in Greece recently, the clouds were gathering and inspired this...
Fear of Flying    (E)    # 915588:
        This is dedicated to Joan and all others who like myself are terrified of flying.
I Want To Wish You A Rainbow    (E)    # 915567:
        I wrote this 29th November 2004 for my daughter Amber's 22nd birthday.
Opportunity Can Be Found    (E)    # 914671:
        An acrostic poem, not for any reason other than the fun of writing it.
Winter Wonderland    (E)    # 914622:
        The contrasts of winter, nature and Christmas. My acrostic poem for a contest.
Thanksgiving    (E)    # 912365:
        A poem written for an Acrostic Poem Contest
Opportunity Knocks    (E)    # 911935:
        When opportunity knocks on your door, do you accept or reject the chance to change?
Terror    (E)    # 911931:
        People react to terror in different ways.
With My Very Last Breath    (E)    # 911390:
        This is my entry into the 'Touch My Heart' contest
I Remember A Little Girl    (E)    # 910639:
        This was me from the age of 5. When I was 8 there was a murder in my lane...
From Behind This Mask    (E)    # 910631:
        Every day a variety of faces are worn like masks.
Signposts To A Simple World    (E)    # 910536:
        Arrow verses pointing the way...
Winter Weather    (E)    # 910335:
        I have a love hate relationship with winter. I hate the cold but...
England    (E)    # 910325:
        A great country in so many ways.
Beach Thoughts    (18+)    # 909374:
        Written as a result of the contrasts, old and young, I observed in Miami July 2004.
Extremes    (E)    # 909308:
        On holiday in Florida this July I came across... This patriotic poem is the result.
Perhaps You Can't Believe It.    (E)    # 909008:
        I visited Soweto in 1997 and some impressions have never left me....
Oh Mum When Does The Hurting Stop?    (E)    # 908536:
        This is written for all those whose mothers have died whether recently or long ago.
The Eyes Have It    (E)    # 908530:
        Dedicated to my friend Val who had emergency surgery last Monday on her eye.
Oh Woe!    (E)    # 908060:
        In response to a challenge set by a reviewer of:- 'So! No! Go'!
Lesson On The Beach    (E)    # 900445:
        I was recently lying on Glyffada beach near Athens and these thoughts.....
So! No! Go!    (E)    # 899341:
        I am trying something different. Never attempted by me before. Please comment.
I Need To Be Free To Soar and Fly    (E)    # 897917:
        About the need to feel free to write, to be a verbal artist.
Because of Pride    (E)    # 897910:
        My mother was engaged six times. Once she threw her ring. But then she married my dad
Fire    (13+)    # 897904:
        The message is obvious!
Belief    (E)    # 897883:
        This brings to mind a church and congregation I knew in the 60's.
A Sight For Sore Eyes    (E)    # 896722:
        Written because I stll miss my sister so much. She died in my arms 9/1/04
If One Woman Told The Truth?    (E)    # 895929:
        A picture of an old lady sitting on the ground, head in hands, inspired this
I'd Be A Mountain Goat    (E)    # 895566:
        I wrote this 5 weeks ago at a creative writing course. 1st non-nursing one in 11 years
But    (13+)    # 895528:
        After months of listening, I wrote this to support a friend and show I cared
The Seeker    (E)    # 895273:
        Questions I ask occassionally when in introspective mood.
Places I have Left My Footprints On    (E)    # 895266:
        I've been on a five day break to Athens and it gave me time to reflect and write.
Where Is My Own Voice    (E)    # 895239:
        Lacking confidence tonight, suddenly realise with every poem I reveal myself
A Heartfelt Prayer    (E)    # 895238:
        My first attempt at writing a prayer, sincerely meant. I welcome your comments.
Love Is The Reason    (E)    # 895008:
        I wrote this to try and make sense out of life after bereavement
Do You Know How Beautiful You Are?    (E)    # 894962:
        I wrote this to encourage a group of friends that did not have belief in their writing.
The Awesome Spectrum    (E)    # 893301:
        I sit in a room full of people, sometimes I drift and I find myself in memory lane
Rainy Day Reflections    (E)    # 893097:
        Just another rainy day, looking out of a window.
Introspective Moment    (E)    # 893068:
        Just a moment of reflection.
Sometimes It Hurts Too Much    (18+)    # 892961:
        This is how I honestly feel, to spare feelings nurses sometimes tell a little white lie!
Rainbows    (E)    # 892904:
        Rainbows are very symbolic. For me they mean hope and peace after the turmoil.
In A Coma (part 2)    (18+)    # 892871:
        I nursed this girl, and this is what I thought could be her thoughts.
In A Coma (part 1)    (18+)    # 892869:
        The partner of an assault victim I nursed, I got to know him. He was black she was Asian.
Confusion    (E)    # 892821:
        I am finding life is like a jig-saw puzzle. I am not sure that I have all the pieces.
Somewhere In Between    (E)    # 892819:
        This is how I am feeling at the moment, a friend died this week, my sister last year.
Futility    (13+)    # 892770:
        My thoughts on options available to youngsters. As a trauma nurse I see examples of all.
The Ones Not Meant To Be.    (E)    # 892640:
        So long ago, 1968, 1969, 1970, 1974, and 1976. Everyone's forgotten but me!
Amber    (E)    # 892639:
        This poem/song, I wrote for my youngest daughter's 21st birthday 29/11/2003.
The Mountain Goat    (E)    # 892208:
        I envy the agility of a mountain goat, so sure footed without even looking at the ground.
The Funeral    (E)    # 892177:
        3rd year anniversary of my sister's death. Time passes but I do not lose my memories.
Aberfan's Disaster 1966    (E)    # 891725:
        I remember the day this happened and how devastating it was at the time.
Pride On The Prowl    (E)    # 891651:
        Picture lions lying in wait crouching in the swaying grasses.....
Pictures In My Mind    (E)    # 891646:
        Images and pictures, dancing in the flames, dreamy by the warmth of a fire.
Awaiting Collection    (E)    # 891289:
        This idea evolved from a trip to a shoe shop plus life experiences.
Hear My Silent Call    (E)    # 891286:
        This is dedicated to my mother Annie May's memory.Some nurses find communication hard.
Fire's Match    (13+)    # 891259:
        I feel really strongly about arsonists and the destruction and suffering that they cause.
A Gifted Night Out    (E)    # 891249:
        This was written after a wonderful night out with close friends, and the journey home.
Touched By Love    (E)    # 891217:
        Dedicated to the love of my life, my light on every stormy day.
The Seagulls' Cries    (13+)    # 891212:
        Written after hearing a disturbing account on the news.
Miracle or Misery    (E)    # 891209:
        This was written on the second day of a four day migraine.
An Exciting Day's Journey    (E)    # 891010:
        Just an idea on how one day's events could be life changing in a variety of ways.
A Bird's Eye View    (E)    # 891000:
        Sometimes things seem to be going too well and there is almost a sense of impending doom.
Gunned Down at School    (13+)    # 890993:
        School is a safe place where children are educated and protected, not a place of death.
My Garden of Peace (Now with audio)    (ASR)    # 890989:
        A song I wrote while looking out of my window thinking about all the wars in the world.
How Did I Get To Here?    (E)    # 890965:
        Musing about how I reached this point in my life.
Holding Hands (Now with image and audio)    (E)    # 890309:
        A Poem dedicated to the memory of my sister Betty who died in my arms January 9th 2004

#1243363:   My folder of audio only items    (ASR)     [Top]
Songs uploaded without the words. Vocal only no musical backing    (14 items)

Amber    (E)    # 1242455:
        A song written for my daughter's 21st birthday.
England, England, England    (E)    # 1556800:
        Written for St. George's Day. Whatever is not quite right I am proud to be English
For The First Time For A Long Time    (E)    # 1242961:
        Written while in Southern Ireland on holiday July 2006.
Heartfelt    (E)    # 1576633:
        Now recorded by Sara Spade for my husband, Rod's 65th birthday on 10th July.
Here Goes Nothing    (E)    # 1242785:
        Song written to give myself 'Dutch Courage'
Holding Hands    (E)    # 1242654:
        A poem written 3 hours after my sister died in my arms. Tune added 6 months later.
I Won't Be A Doormat For Your Dirty Shoe    (E)    # 1556643:
        I wrote this song in Australia last year. This afternoon Sara Spade recorded it.
Listen To My Heart    (E)    # 1243429:
        This song was written for a musical, a dream of mine, poignant and heartfelt.
Poverty and Power    (ASR)    # 1243320:
        I wrote this about the millions of children who literally starve to death.
My Crushed Fallen Angel    (E)    # 1243615:
        This song was intended for a musical but it stands on its own.
My Garden Of Peace    (ASR)    # 1243651:
        One morning the news was very bad and I wrote this song. It could be today...
The Greatest Treasure (The Kerry Song)    (E)    # 1559973:
        Written in County Kerry, Eire. Written for all the Irish who are far away from home.
Shadows In The Mist    (E)    # 1726193:
        A poem by the same name kept 'calling to me' to be made into a song. This is the result.
There's Many Things In Ireland To Make..    (E)    # 1560007:
        Words & tune came into my head while walking on a beach in Ireland.

#1243386:   My folder of photographs    (E)     [Top]
Photographs used in either my book or items.    (3 items)

Mark Of Respect    (E)    # 1287418:
        Me with hair edged in red to remind people of the London bombings 7th July 2005.
Holding Hands    (E)    # 1242985:
        Holding Hands my sister Betty and I.
My Sister Betty and I in 1947    (E)    # 1242873:
        Betty and I in 1947. Taken in the back garden of Lynchet Cottage.

#1244867:   5 of my songs recorded by Gerry Coates    (ASR)     [Top]
My very good friend Gerry Coates recorded 5 of my songs in a recording studio.    (5 items)

Amber sung by Gerry Coates C & W style    (E)    # 1244835:
        My very good friend Gerry Coates recorded my song in a recording studio
Listen To My Heart sung by Gerry Coates    (E)    # 1244888:
        My song recorded in a studio by my friend Gerry Coates.
My Crushed Fallen Angel    (E)    # 1244891:
        My song recorded in a studio and sung by my friend Gerry Coates
My Garden Of Peace sung by Gerry Coates    (ASR)    # 1244804:
        My good friend Gerry Coates recorded this in a studio in a 'Rock Protest' style
Walking Away    (E)    # 1244893:
        My song recorded in a studio and sung by my friend Gerry Coates.

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