Falling

I fall deeper and deeper into a pit of nothing. Trying to get back out, knowing that when I reach the top I will fall in again. Everything seems to be going wrong. Never stopping to rest or take a breath. I want to end it, but I know I can't because I dont know what my future holds. I wish this was a nightmare. I go to sleep hoping that when I wake everything will be fine, but every morning I wake up with the same thing hovering over my head. I go to school and try to concentrate. My grades are slipping down like a slead on a snow covered hill, going lower and lower tell I hit the bottom. I try to foucs, but my mind keeps bring back the pain. I try to push it to the back of my brain, but it keeps forcing its way back. I want to scream, to let it all out, but I know it wont help. I feel helpless and cold deep down. Nothing will help me now.
Nothing.
by: Savanna