Such a Deception

A rain from the sky, came from the west
Starting my contemplations as I know you were at rest
So many words filled my heart with pain
As I closed my eyes and hid away from my shame

I was not here to spill excuses from my heart
But to tell what would surely tear us apart
A confession of absolute mere disgust
One foolish night that I could not see was only lust

A mistake that would surely ruin our love
If only I had one last prayer for someone far up above
What I would do if I could take it all away
I wouldn’t be here not knowing what else to say

So I stand outside soaked to my death
As the rain falls on my misery cutting off my every breathe
I’m at the window ready to call her name
She will never believe me, but she isn’t the one to blame

I move my head to peer into the shiny glass
But for what I saw I gave a tiny gasp
The one I love making the same mistake with another guy
I thought that I could, at once, hear my heavens cry

She walked in sync, made all the same mistakes
To teach me to see clearly this is what it takes
She fell in the same hands of deception as me
Now I know that not everything is "suppose to be"

~Jordan