A Weight Lifted

A weight has been lifted, a burden removed.
I feel kinda lifted, kinda removed.

It makes me feel better.
It makes me feel good.
To be likes this here, lighter than air.

The pain of divorce,
the bitter soul scratching of pain,
feels tattooed on my heart.
Forever, and again.

But now I'm not in pain.
It'll all be fine.
One day. Maybe soon. Maybe not.
Everything will work out.
Even if it isnt a lot.

It isnt impossible.
Anything is possible.
When the divorce is final.
We all might be in pain.
But I no longer worry.
For Me and Daddy will be together again.

I'll give him his chance.
His third it may be.
But I'm very forgiving of my Daddy.

I hope he wont bail.
I hope he wont disappoint.
He's done it before.
But I wanna have faith.

So I'll hold is hand tight.
I'll never let go.
We'll be together always.
And hope that He stays that way.
For Sara.
For Me.
For Kary,
Keenan,
and Quinn.
And lets not forget my twin,
Antonio.

But for now I have hope.
I hope I always do.
I hope I have hope.
So I dont feel too blue.