Fall Or Fly

It wasn't the best I could do
So I can't say I gave it my all
It wasn't the easiest to overcome
If I took it a step too close,
It might have ended with a fall

Put down that knife, dear
You missed most of what happened here
You were too busy thinking those thoughts of suicide
Even though you were crushed deep inside

I know there's more to the friend I used to know
He would never do this just for show
He wasn't the kind of guy who craved the attention
He wouldn't look to a pack of cigarettes with a question

The sad part of this story
Is that there never was an end
He walked away from me one day
and I never saw him again