January 26th

Six years of steel
bars holding him
down
against his will.
Six years for rage
to fester:
Maggots begetting maggots
as they feed on his rotting bile.

Six years for steel
backbone to replace
limp spaghetti.
Six years to grow back
what he plowed under:
Gardenia blooming where once
only a weed
dared thrive.

Six years vanish
in a heartbeat
caught between two ticks of the clock.
Steel shatters in mind numbing cold.
Backbone and bars disintegrate
As metallic shards pierce my heart—
Inmate 93378680 will be released January 26th.

Final words screamed in court
Echo once again.
I will get you for this! I will find you!

Fragmented vision of my surroundings.
Security wisps into the darkness
beyond fragile windows.
Refraction--
deer caught in headlights
blankness.
Cross-country move
isn't far enough away.
I will get you for this! I will find you!
Insipid locks keep out only those
too weak to come in anyway.
I will get you for this! I will find you!
Every sound magnified, analyzed, dissected.
Test 911 call puts me on hold.
Petals wilt.

He knows people
Fear negates nobility.
They owe him. He will collect.

Simple acts take on new dimension.
Splintered night terror canker
once more an open sore:
Cut break-line crash,
the fire behind doors
nailed shut.
I will get you for this! I will find you!

Normal becomes complicated:
walking my puppy
now a Herculean task,
Twelve mile trip from work
becomes an epic journey.

I will get you for this! I will find you!
Heart beating in cadence--faster, louder
I will get you for this! I will find you!

A scant few days left of safety
shadowed by
shadows moving on the lawn.
Overshadowed
by the fact
he isn’t even out yet.

Yet.

His freedom becomes my cage.

I will get you for this! I will find you!
I will get you
I will