Behind

I’m just slow motion
Everyone else is a blur
I’m wondering, I’m confused
But they’re already there
It’s too late to become that person
So I’m lost in despair
I’m getting stuck down cul-de-sacs
And it seems lonely to care
I’m so deep and I speculate
It haunts me everywhere
I don’t deserve the help I want
Stupidity left me there
I’m getting in my own way
So at my reflection I glare
I’m just slow motion
Everyone else is a blur
I’m wondering, I’m confused
But they’re already there