SHADOWED HEART

this heart is dark
darker than the night
this heart has an impression
the impression is yours
you left it here
with no intention to lift it
just to leave a shadow
too heavy to lift on my own
it hurts
it kills
it destroys
but you are fine
you feel nothing at all
you live happily unknowing
what it’s like to be destroyed
from within
your life is rainbows and unicorns
while mine is self doubt and
werewolves
eating at my heart
eating at my soul
devouring at my self being
i sit and wait
and wait
and wait
….wait